Ana
It has been two long and excoriating weeks since Christian was shot by Linc. His doctors say he has been improving, but I can't see any. He still had a few machines hooked up to him to help with his breathing and pain medication. I have left his room only when needed; luckily Mia and Kate have been very helpful where the kids are concerned. They have stayed with me a few nights, but Grace keeps telling us it's not a good place for children.
I have gone into Grey House a few times to sign some papers and to help facilitate a few business deals that Ros couldn't deal with. She has been so amazing taking the role of acting CEO while Christian has been in here. I just pray that soon he will be back in that role.
"Mommy," my little girls calls out to me as she enters the room followed by Taylor.
"Where's your brother?" I ask as she comes over to me.
"Mrs. Grey kept him with her because he had a slight fever. She didn't want him to give anything to his dad," Taylor explains as he passes me a small box which will no doubt contain dinner.
"Thank you," I say as I put it on the table next to the chair I was sitting in.
"I get to spend the night here," Grace says as she pulls out her blanket and cuddles up to me in my chair. I watch as Taylor exits the room and can't help but think about when Christian might wake up. Grace and I eat the Mac and Cheese and the French bread. She goes and cleans up before I tuck her into the fold out bed that I usually sleep in, but tonight will share with her.
I find myself flipping through the channels on the tv when I hear rusting. I turn to see Christian moving around in his bed. I gasp as I fling myself at him, but he begins to push me away.
"Who are you?" he stutters trying to take in his surroundings.
"I am your wife," I say showing him my wedding ring. He looks at me and then turns to the now sitting up little girl in the bed across from him.
"Daddy," she whispers.
"I'm not married, and I don't have any children," he mutters running his hand threw his hair. I turn quickly and get the first nurse I see.
"Mr. Grey, it's good to see you awake. How are you feeling?" she questions as she checks his blood pressure and a few other things.
"I feel like shit, how do you think I feel," he mutters. I smile a little knowing that he is being his usual self, but break down crying because he didn't know me.
"Mrs. Grey is there anything you need," the nurse says as she begins to exit. I just shake my head. What I needed was things to be alright with Christian and me.
"Mrs. Grey, Mr. Grey," Taylor says as he comes into the room.
"Taylor, could you take Grace to Dr. Grey and give Christian and I a moment alone," I say quickly.
"Yes, Ma'am. It's good you're finally awake Sir," Taylor says as he picks Grace up and leaves the room with her.
"You just demand my staff around," he mutters. I look at him and think about all the ways I want to hug and kiss him, but know that isn't what needs to happen.
"What's the last thing you remember?" I question looking at a couple of yesterday's newspaper with my picture on it with the Eco Green Campaign I just signed for.
"I was supposed to have a meeting with Kate Kavanagh. My PR team set it up since she wouldn't budge on the interview," he mutters. Shit! He has lost the last 5 or so years of our life together. This isn't happening to us not again. I walk out of the room crying with him muttering.
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Christian
God, my head hurts like hell and then that beautiful woman leaving crying like I broke her heart. How could she be so darn clingy? I mean she has to be my sub, but I have never let any of them out in public with me. The nurse comes back in with the doctor who seems like she has made the jackpot with me. They ask me questions and then write some damn things down on there papers.
"What is so damn sad?" I question getting a little ticked off my their responses to my answers.
"It seems Mr. Grey that you have lost your memory. I think you hit your head as you fell during the shooting, but we didn't think it would be like this," she says. What the hell I was involved in a shooting? Where the hell was Taylor? I am beyond pissed as I try to take the wires hooked up to me out and get out of the damn bed.
"Get your hands off of me!" I shout as the nurse jabs a needle into my arm. Then everything goes blank.
"Christian," I hear my mother saying my name, but everything is cloudy as I open my eyes.
"Mom," I croak out because my mouth is so dry. She hands me a cup of water and I take a sip.
"Darling, you had us all worried about you," she says as she touches my arm. I notice right away how I don't flinch at her touch which is odd to me.
"Who is the woman?" I question cutting right to the question burning at the heart of me.
"Ana, she's your wife and the mother of your two children; Grace 5 years old and Teddy 3," she says softly. I am married and have both a son and daughter. What has happened to them?
"Where are they right now?" I question. She looks at me with pained eyes.
"They are with Ana right now," she says avoiding looking back at me.
"What aren't you telling me?" I snap.
"Christian it's nothing, Ana is just unsure of everything right now. You two have been through so much together in the last 5 years that it was unsettling when you said you didn't remember her or your life together," she said making me feel even worse about all the of things going on right now.
"I need to talk with Taylor," I say ending this conversation for the time being. I needed information and I knew she wouldn't give me the details I would want. She said goodbye and moments later Taylor entered the room. I gave him the details of what I wanted and an hour later I am sitting in my hospital bed hating myself.
No wonder I forgot the last 5 years of my life, they were haunted and stressful. My wife had been drugged, blown up and pronounced dead. Yet, through everything Ana had stood by me. She changed her whole life just to be what I needed. How is it that I could forget her? Damn it! I am so frustrated right now. I need to see her, but does she want to see me.
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A/N: Please enjoy this! I will try to update once a week. If you haven't checked out my other story Fifty Shades Nanny.