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Ismah's p.o.v
Since Malia isn't home, Derek lets me sleep in his bed with him. Not in that way, but he knows how fearful I am and because Malia isn't home, I would be sleping by myself in the lounge. Derek pulls me to this shirtless chest, letting me nuzzle closer to him.
"Thanks for this" I mutter againist him.
"For what?" he asks, looking down at me.
"For making me feel like I belong, for making me feel safe" I answer honestly. He doesn't say anything after that, just holds me tighter and we slip into a peaceful sleep together.
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Two weeks later
We're sitting around Derek's loft, a pack meeting us been called. This pack meeting will give me a final decision on weither Scott will let me stay and join the pack or if I am to leave. Derek and I haven't started..'dating' or whatever yet. Malia has her suspicions..well we do share Derek's bed every night, but she hasn't said anything outright yet. Noone else knows about whatever we are or whatever we're becoming. Malia also doesn't know about what happened in the forest that day either. Derek and I may not be an item but we aren't exactly single either, we're there for one another, we have a definate connection, one my panther longs to make stronger.
"Ismah" Scott says, turning to me. I feel all of their eyes on me. I look up at the true alpha. "If I asked you to stay would you?" he asks me.
"I.." I say. What is he doing? He's the alpha, he makes the decisions, not me.
"I'm giving you the decision" he says, like he can read my mind. "If you want stay and join the pack, you can" he tells me.
"Am I..am I allowed to stay?" I ask him shyly.
"I want you to join the pack" he says, eyes shining alpha red. "Do you want to join us?" he asks. I look around the room at everyone, at the pack. Malia's smiling widely. Derek nods, telling me to agree. Do I want to join the pack? I glance around at them, at the pack..at MY pack.
"I want to join you" I tell Scott. Scott smiles and everyone's faces in the room light up.
"Welcome to the McCall pack" he says. I let him pull me into a hug. I haven't let anyone close to me like this apart from Malia and Derek but I welcome the feeling on my alpha trusting me enough to do it.
"Thank you" I say when we pull back.
"Congratulations" Lydia says, placing a hand on my arm.
"See? You are one of us" Stiles says, smiling, whiskey-coloured eyes sparkling. Malia comes over and hugs me tightly.
"You're pack" she says.
"Thank you so much Lia" I say, hugging her back. Malia pulls away and goes to Stiles. The pack have all now errupted into conversation, talking about my training, about the next pack night. I feel a pair of arms around me and i'm instantly on alert. I get ready to spin and fight off whatever's grabbed me but when I turn around, lips are immediantly on mine.
"Realx, it's just me" Derek smiles againist my lips.
"Wait" Stiles says, looking between us. "You two? You two, together? You two are together?" are we together? Derek answers my silent question by nodding his head againist mine.
"I knew it" Lydia says, nudging Malia. I smile at the two, Malia giving me a nod.
"Seems you've been apart of the pack for awhile, even if you didn't know it" Scott comments, smiling as well. We all enjoy a night of food, laughter and movies. My very first pack night with the McCall pack, my new pack.
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A few months later
"Where are you going?" I ask Malia, after walking into her room and seeing her packing a bag. She swings it over her shoulder.
"Stiles'. Are you gonna be okay here?" she asks me, turning around. Even though Derek and have been offically dating, something i'm still getting used to but loving every second of it, for almost three months, Malia still makes sure i'm okay staying home with him.
"She'll be fine Malia" Derek's voice comes from behind us. "Go" he says softly. Malia looks back to me, still needing an answer from me.
"I'll be fine" I repeat. "Go, tell Stiles-"
"You said hello?" she asks, the same thing I always tell her to say when she leaves. I nod. "Okay, I better get going then. Bye Derek, see you later Izzy" she says, walking past us with a smile.
"Bye Lia" I say back.
"Be back before lunchtime tomorrow and tell Stiles, if he tries anything, i'll kill him" Derek growls quietly.
"Bye Derek" Malia repeats, rolling her eyes and walking out, an even bigger smile on her face now.
"You know they have been dating for quite some time now, right?" I ask Derek. "They're bound to do something" I say. I know exactly what they've been doing, Malia tells me how great he was every time they..you know. I always give her the 'too much information!' look but she just smirks, she's head over heels for that boy, even if she won't admit it. Derek just growls again.
"She's 16" he says.
"I was 15" I say, talking about my first time. It was with another pack member. Young, I know, but we were far too lost in the supernatural to care. We knew we weren't in love but we promised to look out for one another..then they were all murdered. And I was alone.
"I just don't want her getting hurt" he says, looking down at his shoes.
"Stiles is a good kid, he won't hurt her" I tell him. "If he does, i'll help you kill him" this makes Derek look back up at me with a small smile. He's so protective of his pack and his family, it's one of the reasons I think i'm falling for the former alpha. Derek leans in and gives me a soft kiss. I wrap my hands around his back, pulling him back to me when he tries to pull away. Derek raises his eyebrow but meets my lips again without question. Instead of pulling back like we usually do, I run my hands down his chest, edging to his belt.
"Ismah, what are you doing?" Derek asks me, catching my hands.
"I want to take us a step further" I tell him, my voice filled with lust. I want Derek to know how serious I am about our relationship. I don't want anyone else but him. My panther's been wanting to scent and claim him for awhile now, i've been putting if because I don't want to scare Derek off. Then he showed me his rare protective side..I can't resist taking this step further now, my panther longing for it too. And we're alone, for the first time in awhile.
"Are you sure? We don't have to, I can wait, I-" Derek says but I just push my lips to his again. When I pull back, Derek's pupils are dilated, wide with his own lust, his own want. He lifts me up, attacking my lips with his again. I wrap my legs around his waist, pressed againist him as I kiss him back greedily. I can tell we're moving..we aren't gonna do this in Malia's room, that's would be wrong in so many ways. My back hits Derek's mattress and Derek's still over me, me still wrapped around him, our lips still locked together. "Are you absolutely sure about this?" Derek asks.
"Derek" I whine, I can't wait much longer. I need him right now.
"Because I need to know now if you aren't" he ground out, voice not angry but lustful. Then I realise why. I roll my hips into his and feel his excitement. He moans quietly.
"I'm sure" I assure him. "Now" I say, grabbing his belt. "I have an hour before I have to meet Lydia at the cafe" that must be enough for Derek because soon he's kicking off his jeans, grinding againist my hips, only in boxers. It's my turn to moan when he rubs againist there. "Derek" it comes out a plead. Soon he's pulling my shirt over my head and i'm kicking off my shorts too. We're both laying in our undergarmets, Derek's over me, between my legs, leaving hot, wet kisses down my throat. I run my hands down his back, hooking my fingers under his waistband. "Off, now" I say, pulling at them. He obeys, pulling them off, leaving him naked. Oh..wow. Wow. Derek's been holding out on me. With a quick flick of his claw, i'm naked as well. His mouth comes to my breast, sucking and nibbling. I moan loudly, wrapping one hand around his member, giving him small tugs and run the other hand through his hair. The beta's breath starts to come out shorter. He looks up at me and I grin, i'm taking control-
Oh god.
That statement's thrown out the window when I feel two of his fingers run over my sweet spot. Now my breath is short, fanning over his neck. An animalistic growl leaves my lips when those fingers push inside of me. Derek's not winning that easily. Between my pleasure-filled moans and shaky breathes, I manage to grip him again, pumping faster. All of a sudden, Derek's fingers are gone.
"Derek?" I ask him, voice shaky.
"You're still sure?" he asks, his voice shaky with want as well. I nod quickly. Before I know it, he's pushing inside of me, properly. I moan again, much louder, gripping his shoulders with extended claws. His movements are slow at first and it starts to drive me crazy. I start to lift my hips up, meeting each of his thrusts. His pace quickens, knocking yet another moan from my lips. He leans down and kisses me sloppily, both of us caught up in this moment. He fastens his thrusts, dipping his hips as he does, making this is much more intense.
"D-Derek" I whine, feeling the heat building in the pit of my stomach, my heartbeat picking up. When I look up at him, his eyes are shining blue. He's looking into my eyes and I know mine are shining green. I can tell i'm close. Derek must know to because he speeds up, his bed creaking under us. Is this guy a machine or what? "Oh god" tumbles from my lips. A grin comes to Derek's face at my moans. I can tell Derek's close to because there's small grunts leaving his lips now, his thrusts getting faster, harder and deeper. Once this happens, it doesn't take long for me to lose it, the intensity hitting me hard. My legs wrap around his back, toes curling. "Oh -shit- god, Derek!" I cry out, having my release. I tighten around him, riding it out. Derek gives me another 7 pumps before he loses it too.
"Is-Ismah" he grounds out as he has his release. He slumps forward, catching himself with his arms on either side of my head. He leans down and gives a breathy kiss before nuzzling into my neck. I let my legs fall to either side of him, bent, knees still in the air. My entire body feels like jelly, i'm hit with a wave of sleepiness and I find my eyelids are heavy. "You should get some sleep" Derek says, voice soft. I nod and Derek leans back up, pulling out of me and falling down beside me. He gives my bare shoulder blade a kiss before pulling me to him, cuddling into me. Just as i'm about to fall asleep, I remember.
"Shit!" I say, flying up in bed.
"What?" Derek asks, getting up too.
"I have to meet Lydia in.." I get up, finding my phone to check the time. "In 10 minutes!" I exclaim. I quickly grab a clean pair of clothes, going for the shower. Just as i'm about to close the door, Derek's hand stops it. "Derek!" I whine. "I have 5 minutes for a shower and 5 minutes to get to the-" his lips on mine shut me up. Then he's coming into the bathroom with me, our sweat covered bodies pressed againist each other again. Then he's in the shower with me. And..then i'm 20 minutes late to meet up with Lydia.
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