"I'm not going to let you get away from me twice!" I bent down to kiss his lips, his neck, and his chest. I moved my hands to the button of his jeans, and began to remove his pants. I saw his boxers filled out to the bursting point and I realized he was up for this.

Suddenly I was no longer on top, I was the one pined down as he swiftly removed all of my remaining clothes. I was completely naked, and I didn't care. He sat back to look at me, looking at his gift with such excitement. I reached out to help him with his boxers." Are you sure about this Bella?"

"I've never been more sure of anything Edward. I want you, I want to feel you inside of me Edward" I begged and with that, the boxers were no longer an issue

He kissed my hand gently, and moved his caress down my arm. I felt him grab my leg and hike it around his waist. He ran his hand over my breast and down my stomach, touching the moistness between my legs. I shivered with the pleasure of this light soft touch. I had never felt like this before, the pleasure was so intense. I felt Edward slip a finger inside of me and I moaned. I let him discover my, body. In a moment it would be my turn. "My turn." I whispered, "Let me, touch you," I begged and he complied turning us over in one fluid motion. I was now back on top. I looked at his glorious body. He was perfect in everyway. I bent down to kiss his stomach, and then took him in my hand stroking him slowly as I kissed the tip of him. The groan that came from him was one of pure desire. I took him into my mouth, encircling him with my tongue.

I stopped suddenly, and made my way up to his mouth. I lay against him as we kissed. I wanted to be in charge, so I straddled him as I rubbed him against me. I looked into his eyes, the look on his face was amazing, questioning. He didn't know what I was going to do. So the pleasure and surprise was there for him when I suddenly positioned myself up upon his tip and pushed myself down on him. Filling myself with him completely. I began to pull up as he pushed me back down and grabbed my hips. He slowly lifted me gently up and down on him as my breath came ragged" Bella, oh god Bella!" he cried as he matched each stroke with powerful thrusts as I rode him.

We were making love. I couldn't believe this was happening; the pleasure and the pain were so intense. I felt like I was floating. I had waited so long for this moment, he had taken me. Finally I was his forever. The sensation was complete ecstasy. He turned me so I was once again beneath him. I felt the power of his thrusts as he pushed himself deep within me. I felt something coming, something begging to be released within, I let out a cry as I came, Edward's thrusts became desperate as he plunged deep once, twice more and then came to his own completion. After we had both reached our climax, he fell onto me, not wanting to remove himself. As he withdrew from me, I felt suddenly empty. "Edward, I love you!" I whispered Edward said nothing…for once he was speechless…

I awoke to gentle kisses on my head, "Bella, my love." Edward said as he continued smothering me with his affection

"Edward, that was spectacular! I never thought I could ever feel like that!"

We held each other for a while but the magic was broken by a knock at the door.

"Go away!" he chuckled. I realized that we would have to get up sometime soon

"Bella, I would like nothing more than to spend the entire day in bed, but we have things to. You really should talk to Charlie. Let him know where you are at least."

"Please, just let me handle Charlie. Okay?"

"Sure, no problem. It was just a suggestion."

"Your right, I know your right. Let me shower and I'll head home to talk to him. Okay?"

"I'll find you something to wear, I'm sure Alice has something!"

"Thank you!

I went into the bathroom & locked the door. I sat on the edge of the tub waiting for the water to fill it up. I soaked in the hot water, relieving the tension in my body. I wasn't looking forward to talk with Charlie. I just really wanted to avoid it.

I laid back and immersed my head under the water. Listening to the water fill my ears, relaxing my mind. I thought I heard a knock at the door, but it was muffled under the water. I felt very peaceful, weightless floating underneath the water.

I heard a loud noise, and sputtered up for air, looking into the worried eyes of Edward

"Can I help you?" I managed to say smiling

"What were you doing? Didn't you hear me knocking? God, Bella I thought you were hurt!"

"I'm okay Edward. It's just something I do to relax!"

"Alice had some clothes for you, I'll just leave them on the bed"

"Thank You Edward!"

"I'll wait for you downstairs"

I quickly finished up and got dressed. Pulling my hair into a clip. As I came down the staircase, I realized everyone was watching me. Oh crap, they all know what happened last night, I thought to myself and immediately blushed.

"Good Morning!" I said as Alice came over and took hold of my arm

"Now Bella, we need to talk about Saturday!"

"Alice, I'm not sure about the wedding. I mean I want to marry Edward of course. It's just that, well I'm not feeling as well as I thought I would. It's hard to explain"

"Bella, Please don't worry about a thing. I have made some adjustments to the plans"

'What are you talking about Alice?"

"Well Bella, it's now going to just be family. I know how you've been feeling and we want this to be perfect for you. We want you to be comfortable."

"Thank you Alice, you don't know how relieved this makes me feel!"

Edward came up behind me and whispered" Bella, we better get over to see Charlie before he leaves for work"

"I know, lets go!"

We drove in silence to my house; Charlie was still home when we arrived. I knocked on the door, not knowing if I was welcome or not

The door opened and Charlie grabbed me up in his arms pulling me away from Edward "Bella, I am so sorry. I had no right to say those things to you. Please forgive me!"

"Dad, you just want what's best for me." I was going to be nice, I was getting tired of fighting "I love you dad"

"Jacob called to let me know that you at least had been there for a while, and then I called Edward's but nobody knew where you were."

"Edward, thank you for driving me home. I'll call you later, okay?"

"Sure Bella, you just relax. I'll see you later!"

I went in the kitchen to look for something to eat. There was a knock at the door, and I called for the person to come it. I turned, stunned to see Jacob. I ran up and gave him a big hug.

"Jake, I waited for you to come back but I needed to go I wasn't feeling so wel-" I trailed off

"Jake, what's wrong? Jake!" His hands were trembling he was loosing control

"What have you done Bella?" He was angry

"What? I don't understand what you talking about" I was very confused

"Bella, how could you! How could you let him-God I feel sick!"

"Jake, what are you talking" I was interrupted by Jacob's sobs

"You let that bloodsucker inside of you. I can smell him! I smell him in you! You gave you're self to him!"

"Jake, please calm down, you knew Edward & I were getting married. You knew tha-"

"I knew nothing! Nothing Bella, except my love for you! You should be mine; your supposed to be mine! How could this have happened! He has taken everything from me!" he cried

"Jake, just calm down!"

"Calm down! How can I? You've given your soul to a monster! I left, thinking I could forget. Forget about our future together, our love, our family and our children! I felt your pain and fear all this time. We have a connection Bella! You and me, we were meant for each other!"

"Jacob, please don't talk like that."

"It's true Bella, I came back because I sensed you needed me! I dreamt about you, you called out to me across the wind. I knew you'd been injured even before I had even been told about the accident. When I heard that the cancer was back, I knew we could fight it together! But you just gave up. Not even trying to save yourself! Your precious Edward will take care of you by taking your life away! That's not okay with me! Your mine Bella and I wont let you go!"

His words stung, I felt like a bus had hit me. What he said was true. I had given up but not in the way he thought

"Jacob, I'm so sorry! Sorry if I've hurt you. It was never done intentionally. But the path I'm on is not the same as your. My future is gone-"

'Oh, Bella, It's not gone! Don't you see, I'm right hear! We can be together"

"Jake, I'm marrying Edward. I'll love him till the day I die."

"But he'll change you. Change you into one of them!"

"No, Jake. That isn't going to be happening"

"What do you mean? Has he said he wont change you?"

"Jake, He never really wanted to change me before anyway. He said he couldn't take away my soul, but when the time comes he will want to change me. But I love him so very much; I can't allow him to do that, to feel the pain of killing me. I figure I can save him from that pain at least."

"So…your…" Jacob choked out "going to die?" tears streaming down his face the reality sinking in

"Yes, Jacob I'm going to die. And I'm scared, so scared."

"Then fight, try to get better. Try to stay with me"

"Jake, I need to rest now" I cringed with pain as I reached for the pills on the counter

Jake got me some water, and put his arm around my shoulder as I opened up the pills, spilling some out on the counter "Damn it!" I cried as I started to pick them up

I took a few pills and looked over to Jacob "Jake, you know I love you, but it's just not enough. When I'm gone you'll find someone who deserves you, someone who can truly love you in everyway."

"There will never be anyone but you for me Bella, I've already told you that." He moved towards me to kiss me. I tried to step back but he held me in his arms "Bella, I want you! Please, love me!"

"Jake, I love Edward." My voice sounding drowsy and I swayed "I need to go to bed"

"I'll take you upstairs." And with that he picked me up and took me to my bedroom

I only slept for a couple of hours and when I opened my eyes, I was looking directly into the eyes of Jacob Black. I quickly sat up "What the hell are you doing here Jake?"

"I wanted to make sure you were okay. That's all Bella. I called Edward for you and when he gets here I'll leave."

"Why would you call him Jake? I'm fine!"

"You seemed like you weren't feeling well and I didn't want to leave you alone."

"Thank you for your concern. You have been a great friend to me Jake."

"Bella, I'll be what ever you need me to be. I love you" I hugged him, and as he held me tight he said, "I only want you to be happy Bella."

"Jacob, thank you for calling me. How are you feeling Love?" the magical voice said

"Edward I'm fine! Jake was just concerned."

"I'll see you later Bells. Edward, I don't think I said it before but congratulations to both of you."

"Thank you Jacob, that is kind of you." Edward said and with that Jacob was gone

With the wedding only days away I was feeling good. I felt stronger, and I wanted to check in with Alice and see if she needed help.

"Edward, do you mind if we go over to your house? I want to check with Alice about the wedding!"

"No problem Bella, I think it would be a great idea. Only 4 days till the day!"

"I am so happy, Edward. I love you!" holding him close to me

"Lets go before I jump you!"

"What if that was my plan!" I teased

"Lets go home to my house, where we can be as reckless as we want!"

We drove quickly to Edwards house, and by the looks of it as he had predicted everyone was gone.

We went up to Edward's room, and as he shut the door I jumped him, wrapping my legs around his waist kissing his neck.

"Bella, please give me a moment!" As he pushed my down on the bed, He was on top of me and each of us were trying to undress the other one as quick as possible. I saw the large bulge in his pants and became even more excited. I released him from his pants, and took him in my mouth. He moaned with pleasure, as my hot mouth sucked him, licked him. I wanted to feel him release his seed in my mouth. "Oh Christ Bella! Almost there. Almost…" I felt a cool explosion in my mouth. The taste was amazing, indescribable. I sucked and licked every drop!

"Wow! That was incredible Bella!" As he was reaching between my thighs feeling the wetness "Are you ready for me?"

"I'm always ready for you Edward my love" he rubbed himself against me, looking deep into my eyes and entered me with one push. This time he was in charge, and it felt good to surrender myself completely to him. The rhythmic motion that he set was intoxicating; I wanted him to go deeper. He sensed what I was thinking and then I was on top of him, pushing him deeper into me. I screamed out his name. He held me tight as we shook together with my climax. God this was great I thought

"Yes it is!" Edward said

"What did you say?" I was stunned, had he heard me

"I agreed with you, this is great!"

"Edward, I didn't say that. I thought it!"

"Maybe I can read you when you let your mind go. I'm not sure Bella. We have plenty of time to test this!" He teased, "We'll talk to Carlisle"

I got up off the bed, threw my clothes on quickly

"What are you doing?"

"I'm hungry Edward! I've worked up an appetite. I'm just going to get an apple and I'll be right back!"

"Hurry back!" I went to the door, turned round and saw him putting on some pants. I ran back to him and kissed his hard on his mouth

"Just a sample for later…" I teased

I went downstairs to the kitchen. The Cullen's didn't eat food, but they usually had a fruit bowl on the counter. I went into the kitchen, picked up the apple from the dish. I washed it, in the sink and grabbed a knife to peel it.

As I turned and walk back toward the fruit bowl, I looked up in surprise as Jasper was standing in front of me. I jumped back in shock and sliced my finger. Blood oozing from the cut, in the distance I heard Edward and Alice scream from different directions, as Jasper attacked me and bit down on my neck. I fell backward and the apple fell from my hand. In a blur, I saw Edward and Emmett pulling Jasper from me as I fell to the cold marble floor. I saw Edwards distressed face above me & then I closed my eyes….