Roman sat under soft covers in his hotel room's bed wearing a grey tank top and black shorts with his hair tied behind in a neat pony tail. He had his reading glasses on as he was reading one of his favorite romantic novels, but he wasn't able to concentrate since his mind kept running away to other things or just another person.

That person was none other than his hot head, crazy boyfriend Dean Ambrose. Roman just a day ago had an emergency incarcerated hernia surgery, and he had been in an excruciating pain at that time causing him to worry about both his health and career, but now the pain that he felt on sitting alone in his room with his boyfriend wandering somewhere in the middle of the night made his hernia pain seem like a joke.

Roman always worried a bit too much about his man because he knew how angry Dean usually got over his former lover Seth's antics, and tonight was no different since Seth's evil laugh earlier on the raw show had again infuriated him to another level.

And, then there was another thing that bothered him and it was the fact that since his surgery had put him out of action for a long time he wasn't sure if his lover would be able to keep in check with his deep cut emotions as Dean had to be all alone by himself on the road.

It was a frightening situation for the big man because at no cost Roman wanted Dean to get in trouble or worse hurt himself. Roman was lost in his deep thoughts when he heard the door creak open softly, and instantly a smile appeared on his face upon watching his man enter the hotel room.

"Had your fun ride?" Roman questioned pulling his glasses off to properly check his man out.

"Yeah...I guess so." Dean quickly closed the door right behind him to turn around and find Roman sitting on the bed looking nothing but heavenly gorgeous. For someone who had a major surgery just a day before he looked pretty damn great, and Dean just sighed harder with amazement.

Roman noticed Dean watching him intensely, and his cheeks instantly blushed not that he intended to but he couldn't control it. "Umm...what are you looking at?"

"You."

There was an intense and passionate moment of eye lock between the two, but it didn't last very long as Dean eyes quickly roamed over every inch of the exposed part of the beautiful Samoan man's body. His mind was now getting occupied with many weird & absurd thoughts.

How could this beautiful man be his? Look at him he's a Greek god and how can he love a scumbag like you? It's too good to be true, isn't it?

Dean struggled with his thoughts while he stared at Roman's perfect jaw which was glistening with a day's old beard, and his beautiful gorgeous mane which was tied up in a clean ponytail that rested sideways on top of his right shoulder. His eyes slowly traveled to admire that tribal tattoo which was both beautiful and badass at the same time before it finally settled at those captivating, gorgeous full lips.

Roman noticed Dean staring at his lips so he licked them lightly and traced his thumb over it to get Dean's attention, and instantly their eyes were forced to lock again with each other. "Are you just gonna stand there and stare at me all night? C'mere babe..." He crooked his index finger at him indicating the younger man to cover the short distance soon.

Dean pulled himself out of his thoughts to walk towards his man on the bed. And just as Dean was an arm length away from Roman, he grabbed him by his neck pulling him into a sweet kiss. They pecked each other's lips a few times before Dean moved to undress himself while still being lost in his deep thoughts and unreasonable questions.

Roman noticed the look on Dean's face, and it was clear that the man was thinking bout something. "What are you thinking about babe?" Dean was caught off guard by Roman's sudden question as he quickly discarded his denim jeans, and pretended that he didn't hear a thing.

"Who bought you these cup cakes huh?" Dean pointed at the box of cup cakes placed on the night stand trying to distract his man from his original question. He was now only in his boxer briefs as he took the box in his right hand before he sat in the bed, and got under the covers next to the Samoan man.

"Umm...Jimmy & Naomi came just after you left and gave me these to cheer me up a bit. And, Jey even got me that big bag of pretzels. They were acting too damn sweet though." Roman replied shaking his head over the more than sweet memory.

"I love how your family cares about you. Why haven't you had these then?" Dean handed one of the sprinkled chocolate cup cakes to Roman who quietly took it. "Come on, eat it darling you won't get fat."

Dean chuckled and Roman just stared at him. "You didn't answer me first." Dean stopped laughing as he tried not to look at his man.

How could he? He just had a strange confrontation with his former lover not too long ago bringing back every goddamn good & bad memory back to his mind. And he knew that even though Roman deserved to know the truth, but he wasn't in any condition to hear about it since it would only make the bigger man worry bout him, and so to lie seemed a better option.

He just had to lie about his deeper feelings, the feelings that even if he didn't wanna think about would always obstruct his mind, body & soul.

Dean always considered himself a scumbag and good for nothing man, and when Seth had left him then that feeling had been solidified in his mind. But, after Roman forced him to pull himself out of that dark place, and just about three months ago when they started to date he had to admit there was always this nagging question.

Did he really deserve someone as gorgeous and as great as Roman?

He had already known that he didn't deserve someone as pretty as Seth in the first place, and he was right since Seth had left him breaking his heart into million pieces. But, Roman was something else as he was even more beautiful, calm and loving than Seth, and this part really scared Dean.

Was he in for another heartbreak or what? He was sure his already hurting heart couldn't take it and even though he'd already tried pushing the big man so many times in their short span of tumultuous relationship, but he never ever succeeded.

He could never get Roman to leave him, simply because Roman always came back to him with more love and more understanding attitude forcing Dean to accept him. It was like Roman was this solid wall that could not be moved no matter how hard he tried.

"What aren't you telling me babe?" Roman caressed Dean's left cheek pulling him out of his thoughts. "You can tell me. I promise that I won't freak out."

Why? Why Roman had to be so nice? Dean thought before he crooked his head to look into those damn breathtaking, smoldering gray eyes which looked a bit tensed now.

"Nothing baby..." He tried to lie, he had to lie for his man's own good but he still couldn't hold his tongue, and the question just slipped out of his mouth. "Do you really love me?" He instantly regretted asking it.

Roman furrowed his brows as he placed the cup cake back in the box, and moved it on the corner of the bed. "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Dean could hear the panic in Roman's voice, and he simply sighed. "Don't mind. I'm just being stupid." He uttered as he tried to move and switch off the light when Roman grabbed his right arm to stop him.

"I really love you Dean. No one else just you." Roman quickly closed the small gap between them as he locked their lips together. He feverishly kissed him with his lips moving smoothly over Dean's as he tried to convey his unconditional love to his erratic boyfriend.

Dean kissed Roman back with so much passion, and he felt Roman clutching him securely in his arms as if he was protecting him from something. Roman swiped his tongue inside Dean's mouth to deepen the kiss while he slowly kept caressing the back of his head forcing the doubts in his man's minds to disappear.

Dean had always known that Roman had a magical mouth as his words would calm him down at any moment, and his kisses would just melt his heart like butter while his naughty tongue would break and twist his body making him putty in mere minutes.

Roman had realized that maybe Dean was going back into self doubts phase like he had been bout three months ago, so he kissed him passionately trying to show his faith in their love. At this point Roman would do or tell anything to reassure his man that he loved him and would always love him no matter what.

And, so it wasn't really hard for him tonight to make Dean forget once again about everything just by his loving kiss. Dean pulled out of the kiss first to breathe hard, and he even felt a tingling sensation by Roman's heavy gasps that were ghosting over his face. "I love you so damn much..."

Roman again proclaimed his love as he hugged Dean clasping both of his arms tightly around his neck. Dean hugged him back as he felt stupid for even questioning this man's love since he knew better that Roman had loved him more in three months than he'd ever been loved by anybody in his entire life.

"I love you too, Ro. You mean so much to me baby..." Roman listened to every word of Dean's patiently as he caressed his back to soothe him.

"I'm here only for you babyboy." He whispered.

"I'll miss you so goddamn much."

Roman immediately pulled out of the hug to look at Dean. "Now, don't be like this babe. I'm already so tensed about not being around you, and if you're gonna be sad then I'll be sadder."

Dean felt like jerk for even saying that because Roman's career was on at stake and his life was in danger not more than just 24 hrs ago, and now his corny sentiments were only going to make the situation bad for the poor guy.

"Okay...okay...I'm sorry, I won't say that. But I can't help it. You're the reason that I feel happy bout myself. You know that right?"

Roman side eyed Dean not believing his words. "Really, You're gonna say that now, huh? What about me? You're the only man that can make me laugh, and I'll really miss your bad jokes so much."

"Bad jokes?"

"Yes...bad jokes..."

Roman smiled as Dean rolled his eyes cutely. "So, how bout I get down to some business now." Dean said that in his best Dusty Rhodes impersonation voice as he moved in closer and closer to Roman's face. "I'll now slap you with my dick hard you big sexy man..." Roman couldn't control his laughter, and he laughed heartily when he felt an immediate sting at his operated area right below his abdomen.

"Ahh..." He gasped in pain, and Dean quickly removed the covers to lift Roman's tank top in order to check on the stitched area. "It still hurts babe?"

"Nah...you dumbass only when you make me laugh like a goof." Roman pulled back his tank top down. "The doc mentioned not to laugh too hard besides other things that I need to restrict myself from."

"What things?"

"Like I can't even have sex for over two weeks now. My below the abdomen area is weak, and it needs more time to heal" Roman pouted sadly, and Dean lifted his chin up by his index finger to make an eye contact.

"It's alright baby." Roman's eyes widened with surprise as he didn't expect Dean to be so calm about this since Dean's sex drive was always on high. And on any usual day he either fucked or got fucked by Roman not less than three times, but now waiting was fine with him was a huge surprise for Roman.

Moreover, both the guys had already waited for each other for over a month now since Dean had gone filming, but now they gotta wait for another two weeks. This was simply frustrating to Roman, and he'd been sure that Dean wouldn't be too happy bout this news either, but his behavior was completely opposite from what he'd expected.

"Aren't you mad?"

"Nope."

Dean looked at the surprised expression on his boyfriend's face, and he just caressed his cheeks before he leaned into place a soft kiss on those pouty lips. "I care about you first, and you've waited for me for a month when I had gone filming. So, can't I wait for two weeks more now huh?"

Roman smiled at his man. "I'm glad that you understand." He softly kissed Dean before he turned around to grab the box of cup cakes. "I really wanna eat these, but I was waiting for you. Open your mouth babe."

Dean grinned showing his dimples, and he slowly opened his mouth while taking a big bite from the soft, tasty cake that was being fed to him by his lover. Roman then took the half eaten cake of Dean's, and quickly placed it all in his mouth as he chomped at it right away.

"Hmm..." He moaned in appreciation as Dean noticed a bit of cake's icing on top of Roman's lower lip. "You got something here..." Dean whispered before he leaned into suck and lick the icing off of Roman's lips as he indulged his lover into another hungry & passionate kiss.

Roman was taken aback by the hot kiss but after a moment he kissed Dean back with same love and force. Their tongues quickly rolled and collided with each other's as both of them loved the sweet taste of their mouths.

Dean ended their searing kiss by sucking first at Roman's upper pouty lip and then lowers. "You wanna have some more?" He asked in his sexy, raspy voice and Roman without answering just placed the cup cake box back on nightstand.

"Nah...I want you now." Dean raised his brow at him as he got inside the covers along with his beautiful man. "We can't get too further though." Roman nodded at him while he pulled Dean on top of him, but not completely as he couldn't handle any weight on him for now.

"I know but you can at least smoother me with your hot, irresistible kisses till my jaw hurt."

Dean laughed before he whispered near his lips. "I can do that babay..." He dived in for another round of passionate kisses, and just like Roman demanded Dean kissed him till both of their jaws ached.

After their smooching session had ended Dean snuggled with Roman and gave him every inch of love and care that he rightfully deserved for going through such a painful time in his life. He peppered soft kisses all over Roman's face and he whispered sweet nothings in his ear trying to make this night memorable before they got to stay away from each other on road for another several weeks.

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