The entire week was quite peaceful for Dean since he wasn't booked on any live shows that featured Seth, and so he didn't had to worry bout gettting into an abrupt or weird confrontation with his former lover. He wrestled day in and day out, but he still always made sure to call his boyfriend, Roman and even answer his texts back on time. He had to admit that not having Roman around made him feel lonelier than ever.
Although everything was sound around him yet there was this nagging thought that always somehow crept inside his mind. "Because I love you"
Those were Seth's last words to him before he'd ran out of the men's bathroom a week ago. And, moreover there were frequent calls and love messages from Seth which weren't allowing the Ohioan to focus properly in his day to day life.
Despite of Dean never answering any of Seth's calls, messages, etc but the younger man was relentless and damn stubborn as he kept on with his love antics to force the older man to have a conversation with him.
It was now Monday night, and wwe raw show was about to roll live. And, as usual there was chaos everywhere with everyone grooming themselves for the live show.
Seth was anxiously waiting for his former lover near the backstage entrance which was especially made for the wwe superstars. He kept on checking the time on his watch as today he'd dressed up in a neat, businessman type black suit for his opening live promo.
Only ten more minutes were left before the show went on live, and there was still no sign of Dean. He heard a wwe official call out his name to check on his promo once again, and Seth just stomped his foot hard on the ground before he followed the official behind to the backstage area.
After a few minutes had passed, Seth was still going through his promo when he noticed Dean making his way out of one of the men's locker room with his black leather jacket & denim jeans on. Seth greedily checked him out, and now he instantly felt excited and happier than ever. He quickly excused himself from the officials to follow his former flame.
Dean made his way over to the catering hall which was almost empty now to grab a chilled, water bottle. He took a sip from the bottle when he suddenly felt someone roughly holding him back from his waist while hugging him tightly.
He placed the bottle back quickly to push those hands around him down when he heard a very familiar moan. He instantly turned around to find Seth standing there with one of his most beautiful & prettiest smile.
"What da fuck do you think you're doing?" Dean snapped, yet Seth simply smiled at him.
"Oh! Babe. Why so rude, huh?" Seth moved closer to Dean, and he clamped both of his arms around his neck pulling him closer. "I missed you so much."
Dean huffed in disgust as he couldn't believe that Seth was really now coming onto him after jolting him for over four months. "What the hell do you want?"
"What do you mean by what I want?" Seth answered back in his irritated tone. "I want you and you know that. Anyways, why didn't you answer my calls or texts the entire week? I got so lonely you know."
"Seth, pleaseeee..." Dean dragged the last word in complete annoyance. "Are you even listening to yourself? You didn't want me for months and now all of sudden you do. Ugh! Let go off me."
Dean pushed Seth's hands down from around his neck, and he quickly picked up his bottle before he motioned to leave.
"Dean." Seth purred softly. "Babe you remember what I told you. I love you."
"Yes I do remember, and I don't care."
Seth's mouth went open with utter shock and hurt as Dean just angrily stormed off the scene.
Dean and Seth weren't close buddies or lovers anymore, but they surely were professionals and did their jobs well. Dean had played a green goo prank on Seth and the great heel that Seth was he sold it pretty well. The entire wwe creative and crew members were quite happy with their segment.
Seth had quickly finished shower to clean off the green goo off his face in Triple H's makeshift room as unlike other superstars Seth being in the authority stable was offered some fancy perks. Seth though had never liked sharing his space with other men, and so he loved being treated as special one around in his workplace.
He was finishing with putting on the belts on his suit pants when both Randy and Kane had now entered the make shift room of the authority. "Well, welll...We've got the golden baby here." Randy mocked him.
"Yeah, how the green goo tasted slave boy." Kane uttered with an evil grin.
"Huh, both of you are running errands for me, and I'm the slave? You guys clearly have no brain whatsoever." Seth boldly responded, and Randy immediately stood right in front of him to stare him down.
"I guess the beating that we gave you last week wasn't enough."
"Of course, not. Dean scared the shit outta you pussies."
Randy grabbed Seth's hair pulling hard at it. "What did you just say?"
"Randy, relax." Kane patted Randy's shoulder. "And, slave boy don't you forget that Dean's not your boyfriend anymore. He practically hit you in the curb when he rudely shut down your advances earlier in the catering area."
"What are you even saying Kane?" Randy tried to act surprised even though he'd witnessed the entire encounter between Dean & Seth with Kane earlier this evening. "It's quite pathetic ya know. Seth here dumped Dean like a selfish brat that he is. And now, Dean the cool cat just doesn't give a shit bout him anymore."
Both Randy & Kane cockily laughed at Seth's face while Seth quickly freed himself from Randy's grip. "What are you guys laughing at? If I'm getting jolted then you're no better. You both are just some cock sluts of Hunter, and have got nobody of actual value in your goddamn, pathetic lives."
"Da fuck Rollins, I'm gonna..."
Randy was about to knock Seth down when Triple H entered his office. "What the hell is going on?"
Triple h didn't hear the conversation between his guys, but he clearly noticed a fist hanging up in the air to knock out his precious, young wwe superstar. "I...Uhh..." Randy stammered in fear.
"Come here Seth." Triple gestured with his right open arm, and Seth quickly covered the short distance to stand next to him. "Are you alright my babyboy?" He patted the younger man's back.
"Yeah, I'm fine Hunter." Seth whispered softly.
"Listen both of you. I've given you guys every bit of success that to some extent you didn't even deserve, but now you gotta play by my rules." Randy's brows got raised on Triple H's words. "I expect both of you to teach Seth some of your veteran qualities, and don't you dare bully him around."
"But, boss..."
"Shut up! Kane." Triple interrupted him angrily. "Seth here is the future of wwe, and whether you like it or not it is what it is. Secondly, take it as a warning or a threatening. But, if I ever see any of you guys bullying Seth, then I'll right away fire both of your asses. Am I clear?"
Triple H's strong, loud voice forced Randy's as well as Kane's to nod their heads in agreement. Seth quickly glanced at their shit scared faces and giggled adorably.
"Are you happy my boy?"
"Yes, I'm Hunter."
Soon the show had ended with Seth standing tall over Dean and Cena's lay down curb stomped bodies with both Randy & Kane helping him as per orders of Triple H. After they'd wrapped up the show, Seth still couldn't fight the urge of not seeing Dean once before he left, and so he again tried to look around for him.
He forgot about putting on his regular clothes as he walked around with his bare chest and just his suit pants that hung criminally low at his hips.
Last week had been horrible for Seth as he kept on getting nightmares of Dean marrying Roman on a Samoan Island or of them happily enjoying their honeymoon on a love boat in Paris. He loved Dean and he'd never ever thought that Dean would ignore him or reject him if he ever wanted him back.
He was sure about it because bout three months ago Dean would call him, message him and to some extent even stalk him for over several times just to beg him to accept him back. And, then every single goddamn time Seth would rudely break his heart calling him sick, twisted names in order to push him away from him as far as he could.
Seth then had a focused brain, and all he wanted was to reach on top at any cost before any of his other Shield members did. He wanted to be the best, not one of the best, and in that journey he had to throw the love of his life because to him Dean had become a distraction, and more importantly a hurdle.
Dean had what they called as an inbuilt, unstable personality with spooky charisma, one that couldn't be taught since a person was just born with it. And, maybe for that reasons alone not only the wwe universe but even wwe officials drew towards him. Seth feared that maybe he would be left behind in the race, and Dean would go ahead taunting him and forgetting about him.
Little had he known then that Dean had never considered Seth to be his rival only his friendly competition as wrestling business was everything to him, but so was Seth's divine love. Yet, at that time Seth was just too blind to see it, and now he regretted breaking up with his man that not only loved him like a maniac, but even protected and cared bout him more than anyone else.
Seth's search ended when he entered the men's locker room which was now empty with only one set of carry bags that looked familiar to him. He smiled to himself as he waited for Dean to step out of the showers.
And, to Seth's delight Dean soon exited the shower only wearing his denim jeans and towel around his neck with his upper body entirely soaked in water. Dean hadn't even noticed Seth sitting on the far corner of the room while he quickly finished packing up his bags.
"Dean, baby." Seth uttered in his softest tone, and Dean was startled.
He immediately turned around in shock while Seth stood up from his position to quickly walk towards him. "Why are you here?" Dean questioned angrily.
"For you baby." Seth pulled Dean by his neck as he locked his arms around it. "Your prank earlier was fantastic, you out smarted me. Umm... by the way, you look so hot." He smoothly ran his hands all over Dean's wet, bare chest.
"Seth, please stop. I don't want you. Do you hear me? What we had is over!" Dean shoved Seth back as he moved to grab his bags and leave.
"You're a terrible liar."
"Excuse me?"
"Yes, you're a goddamn liar. You want me back, you know it." Seth got up in Dean's face to stop him from walking away. "You begged me every single day to get back with you, and now when I come to you. You're rejecting me?"
Dean frowned as he dropped his bags down with a loud thud. "Yes, Seth I wanted you back, but it was months ago. Since then a lot of things have changed. I'm with Roman now."
"So, what?" Seth spat, and Dean simply rolled his eyes. "You still love me, and I love you."
There was an almost nostalgic silence, and now both the guys were just staring at each other with unexplained emotions. Seth moved closer to Dean without breaking their eye contacts to again clasp his arms around Dean's neck.
"I love you Dean." Seth leaned in, and placed a soft kiss over Dean's lips. "I'm really sorry baby." Another soft peck. "I miss you." Another soft kiss. "Please baby, I know you love me."
Seth softly caressed Dean's hair while he moved his hips to rub at their clothed crotches together trying to charm his lover. "Let's just forget bout everything and everybody." He now slowly kissed Dean and covered his upper lip first followed by the lower one while seducing Dean to just give in.
But, much to Seth's dismay Dean didn't kiss him back at all, and Seth was forced to pull out of the kiss. "What are you thinking babe? I'm yours. Only yours." Seth peppered soft kisses all over Dean's neck and throat area. "We belong together baby." He whispered.
Dean's mind just went fully blank and his body froze as Seth's actions and his words were forcing him to reignite his deeply, buried feelings. Seth was the first guy that he'd ever loved and now his words, kisses, body scent and his delicious body wrapped up around his own was just too much for him.
Many wild emotions had started to run in Dean's body just like many questions and thoughts had started to fog his brain.
How could he push the guy back that once he loved like crazy? The first man to love him and pull him out of his loneliness. Seth was his love, his life and now he was begging for forgiveness which was just very tempting to Dean.
"Baby. I love you so much." Seth softly kissed Dean's lips while muttering in between. "Please baby, forgive me. You own me. No one else, just you."
Seth again locked their lips together kissing him passionately when Dean finally lost the battle between his mind & heart as he took over the kiss. Seth gasped with excitement into the kiss as he felt Dean pull him tightly from his waist to lift him up. Seth instantly wrapped his legs around Dean's trimmed waist while still kissing him with full force.
Dean carried him before he dropped him roughly over the wooden table that was stacked with some snacks and water bottles. He carelessly got rid of the entire stuff throwing them down as he continued kissing Seth feverishly. All the feelings were coming back to him, he'd missed those soft lips of Seth's, and now everything felt so unreal.
Both the guys were lost in their deep kiss as Seth started to push his hips up trying to rub their clothed dicks together while creating a sweet friction. Dean pulled out of the kiss to place hungry, open mouth kisses all over Seth's neck and shoulder area, and Seth couldn't help but moan in pure pleasure.
"Ah...fuck Dean...mark me baby. I'm yours."
Seth loved whenever Dean angrily bites him giving him a hickey as an indication that the younger man was taken, and so just like old times he encouraged him. Dean just as asked marked him forming a perfect, purple bruise right above his right collar bone and lower neck area, while Seth moaned in complete happiness.
Seth pulled Dean's face off his neck to again lock their lips together while his fingers fiddled with Dean's belt as he tried to undo Dean's jeans zipper. A moan escaped out of Dean's lips when he felt Seth griping & stroking at his clothed dick.
Dean without wasting any time started to unzip Seth's suit pants when the sound of Dean's cell phone echoed in the room loudly. He quickly pulled out of the kiss and just as he was about to move and answer his phone, Seth had again pulled him back into the kiss while mumbling in between the kiss. "Forget about it baby. Don't answer the call. I need you."
Dean ignored the call, but again his phone rang for the second time, and this time it went into voice mail.
"Hey, baby pick up." It was Roman's voice, and Dean just abruptly stopped kissing Seth. "You still showering or what? Anyways, call me back. I love you."
Dean didn't even think twice before he got off from Seth's body to quickly zip his pants back. "Shit, what da fuck was I thinking?" He mumbled to himself as his heart beat sped up to almost a million times per minute. Seth just watched him with shock & despair and tears had already started to form in his chocolate brown eyes.
"Baby, what are you doing?"
Dean didn't even answer him back as he rounded his bags motioning to leave when Seth stood up right in his face blocking his way. "What da hell? Are you leaving?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because I love Roman and..."
"No, you don't. You love me, only me."
"Seth, I gotta leave please."
Dean pushed Seth away as he quickly stormed out of the room with few tears rolling down his cheeks. Seth dropped down over the floor sitting on his knees as he sobbed harder than ever. His heart beat slowed down and he breathed heavily as tear after tear rolled down on his cheeks.
The pain, hurt, agony, heartbreak all these emotions were now felt by him one after another, and he didn't even made an effort to wipe away those full stream of tears. Watching Dean walk away the second time was just point blank torturing to Seth, and he felt as if a thousand knives had been stabbed in his ever so cold, black heart.
Seth cried screaming Dean's name as nothing made sense to him now. He was just too stubborn to accept the fact that Dean had gone away from his life.
He knew he'd made a huge, stupid mistake of leaving Dean.
But, now he just wanted Dean, his lover, his man back at any cost.
Even if it meant risking his own life.
