Roman watched Dean as he slept peacefully. He was already dressed up and ready to leave for his flight which he'd to catch up in next hour. Dean slept with the upper part of his body contorting slowly and relaxing as he breathed in & out of his deep slumber.
Roman sat on the edge of bed and sighed harder looking at his boyfriend. It had hurt Roman to act in front of Dean as if nothing had happened. His man was slipping away from him just like sand in palm of anyone's hands, and there was nothing that he could do about it.
When last night Dean had come back to their hotel room all hot & mad that Roman had left without him, then in order to hide the truth the Samoan man had faked bout his health. He couldn't let Dean know that he was heartbroken and disappointed with the confrontation that he had with Seth.
It was obvious that Roman was deeply hurt over finding bout that Dean had some kind of intimate encounters with Seth just bout a few days back, but Roman wasn't much upset about it. He didn't care bout Dean going back to Seth as long as he was happy.
Yet, what disappointed him more was the fact that Dean had kept such an important matter secret from him.
He never even thought about the betrayal part as to him it was more important to give Dean what he desired. Although in real world people would call Roman stupid and Dean a liar & cheater, but Roman didn't care bout it.
Roman was madly in love with Dean, and so for him Dean's happiness was everything.
The Samoan man felt a tear slip right out of the corner of his eye as he watched over his man sleeping maybe for the last time. Roman had known from Seth that Dean had considered him to be his rebound plan which was quite honestly nothing but heart wrenching.
And even though there was a chance that Seth words could be a lie, but there was still apprehension in Roman's mind that maybe Dean didn't love him like he'd thought.
It was upsetting for Roman to realize that Dean had fallen into the same category as his ex fraud lover, Troy. Yet, the feelings that Roman had for Dean was so different than the Troy's. Roman didn't felt angry on Dean like he had on Troy maybe because Dean was his true love.
Roman was enamored by Dean's positive, full of life and careless attitude. Dean had captured his mind, soul and body from the day that he'd joined the shield.
It was known to him that Dean had suffered a lot in his life, so Roman had always felt a bit more protected towards him. Roman had instantly found a long life friend in Dean, but as days had passed he couldn't help but get attracted to him.
It came on to a point that his attractions had crossed boundary and they had real sexual tension in the middle of the wrestling ring. Roman then had pulled himself together, but he couldn't help then to curse his fate for falling in love with a committed man.
Slowly but steadily fate had then twisted its paths, and somehow the unthinkable happened.
Dean & Seth's holy couple broke apart yet still Roman was gentleman enough not to pull on any kind of moves on the vulnerable Dean. All he did was to tell the heartbroken man that he loved him and he wasn't alone.
Maybe his words had done the tricks, and Dean had heard him as he too fell in love with him. But, now after Seth's horrific claims it seemed to Roman as if Dean had only found solace in him, and not love.
Roman wiped the single almost dried tear off his face before he bent down to place a soft kiss over Dean's unruly hair. He stood up and motioned to walk when Dean grabbed his wrist while shocking the Samoan man in the process.
"Hmmm..." Dean groaned as he shifted in bed. "Babe, come to bed." His eyes were still shut while he kissed the underside of Roman's palm. Surprisingly he inhaled a bit of fresh cologne, and his eyes crept open. "What da fuck? Why are you dressed?"
Roman watched as Dean sat upright in bed with a confused look on his face while moving to check the time on his I-phone. "I, uh...I'm leaving. My flight's in an hour, so..."
"Wait, hold on a minute." Dean interrupted his man. "I thought that your flight wasn't before seven or something. It's only four babe."
"Yeah, I decided to leave early. I'm not feeling well ya know." Roman didn't felt like telling like lies, but he couldn't even dare to tell the truth.
"Oh! Baby, C'mere." Dean pulled Roman to sit in front of him. "What happened? I'm so worried; you were alright the entire weekend." He interlaced their hands while gripping at it tightly. "If you want I can ask the officials to give me night off from Smackdown tonight?"
"Na, No...no." Roman panicked as he didn't wanted Dean to lose his much deserved main event momentum that he was building. "I'm fine. I just want to rest at home." Again Roman felt bad watching Dean's face cringe with tension.
It was beyond Roman to accept that Dean didn't love him or thought of his just as a rebound as it was quite obvious that Dean cared for him. Yet, Seth's twisted words had truly screwed his brains and his sight to see the truth.
"Okay then, you leave." Dean stated with a heavy sigh.
"Baby, I'll see you tomorrow." Roman tried to cheer him up as next day was supposed to be Dean's day off.
"Right!"
"Hey, are you mad?"
"Nope, just sad."
Roman watched Dean who looked lost at the moment. "Dean don't get tensed. I love you baby, and I've loved you for so long. I'm never gonna stop."
Dean watched him as he huffed in disbelief. "Three months isn't that long."
It suddenly dawned on Roman that he'd never told Dean that he loved him since day one. He felt guilty hiding this important information from him after dating him for over three months now.
"Umm...that's not true."
"What do you mean?"
"I've had a crush on you since we formed the shield. And, slowly day after day I started to fall for you."
Dean's eyes went wide with that revelation as he quickly pulled Roman by his neck while kissing him hard on his lips. "You never told me. Why?"
"How could I?" Roman mumbled near Dean's lips. "You were in a relationship with Seth then, and I was happy in your happiness."
"Oh! Ro." Dean pecked Roman's lips few times before kissing the corner of his mouth, right cheek and the temple region. "I love you so much. You're the reason of my happiness baby. You mean everything to me."
Roman instantly felt a sudden urge of emotions run down his body. Dean's words made him feel weak and hurt at the same time as it wasn't what he'd expected from him after Seth had brainwashed his mind.
"You really mean that?" Roman questioned him.
Dean moved to look straight into his man's troubled eyes. "Of course! Are you doubting me?"
Roman just nodded his head in clear no, and Dean leaned into kiss him softly while plucking at his upper lip then moving slowly at the bottom one. He sucked hard at his lips before entering his tongue inside Roman's warm mouth. Roman moaned as he felt Dean's pink muscle roll & glide inside deeper confines of his mouth.
Dean sucked at Roman's tongue before allowing it to slip inside his own mouth while deepening this heart warming kiss. Roman melted into the kiss temporarily forgetting bout everything in the world. The slow, passionate kiss was everything as both the lovers got lost into each other while Dean forced Roman to fall back with him on the bed.
Roman was on top of Dean as he kissed him trying to convey his love, fears and passion for him. Dean could feel with the way that Roman kissed him that there was something wrong with him, but what it was he had no knowledge bout it.
Dean sucked at Roman's bottom lip to end the kiss while breathing hard. Roman's soft gasps caused tingling sensation over Dean's face, and he placed another soft peck on his lips. "Baby, I gotta go. I'm getting late."
"Don't. Please stay. Take another flight later."
"Baby, I can't."
"If you love me then you'll stay."
Roman gave up on that statement quite simply because there was nothing more real to him than his love for Dean. "Okay, I'll stay."
Dean smiled before he engrossed Roman into a full open mouth gross yet extremely hot kiss. Roman returned the kiss with same excitement and passion as he hovered over his lover's body suddenly feeling all hot inside.
Dean was already in his boxer briefs, so he quickly started to strip Roman off of his every clothing including his boxers. Roman returned the favor by discarding Dean's boxers quickly before latching himself to his naked body.
Roman placed hot, hungry kisses all over Dean's neck, shoulder blades and chest area. Dean pulled him up to again engage him in a searing kiss while he wrapped his legs around Roman's waist and moved slowly to create a sweet friction.
Roman moaned as he felt their almost hard crotches rub against each other. He softly rocked his hips up and down while he wrapped his hand around both of their cocks to stroke them in a slow paced motion.
Dean pulled out of the kiss moaning hard as he felt Roman's thumb rub up & down against his cockhead's slit before descending all the way down to fondle at his balls. Roman moved down kissing at every inch of the soft, silky, smooth skin of Dean's body, and Dean quickly retrieved the lube from night stand to hand it to his man.
Roman popped open the bottle's cap before spreading a generous amount of the cool gel into Dean's puckered entrance. Dean moaned when he felt Roman's lubed cockhead slide inside his tight entrance.
Dean didn't need any kinda preparation because over the course of this weekend they had plenty of sexual encounters, so by now he was well acquainted to Roman's member. Roman slowly pushed inside Dean going balls deep and resting while feeling the entire tightness inside.
Dean's ass was squeezing Roman's cock in the most perfect way and just then a weird feeling ran across his mind. He loved Dean in the bed. There wasn't any man better than Dean in the bed or at least Roman hadn't met anyone better than him.
Dean was like a rabid wolverine then sometimes he was like lovesick puppy in the bed, but either way he owned it. Like right now Dean was purring and pushing his hips up to force Roman to move inside him just like a sexy kitten.
How would he survive without Dean's sweet ass? He was addicted to Dean's body besides everything. He just loved all of Dean and it was hard for him to even think of living without him.
"come on baby, move or I may explode."
Roman was pulled out of his thoughts feeling a bit sad, but then he decided that if this was the last time that he ever got to fuck Dean then he would make the most of it. He pulled his cock completely out of his ass only to slam it back inside making Dean moan harder.
Dean had noticed that Roman was thinking bout something, so he immediately grabbed him by his hair to lock their lips together in a breathtaking kiss.
And, just like that Roman got lost in Dean and had started to thrust inside him nonstop. Dean moaned into the kiss as he got fucked in the right way. Roman increased his pace after breaking the kiss as he pushed his cock hard in & out trying to locate Dean's sweet spot.
There was a continuous noise of skin slapping against the skin and the bed rocking with the force that Roman was pounding inside Dean's tight ass. Dean moaned loudly and Roman knew that he'd found Dean's sweet spot, and so he relentlessly hit that same spot again & again making the Ohioan scream his name like a mantra.
"Ro...fuck..Ro..harder...baby...shit, don't stop." Roman was persistent with his thrusts as he noticed Dean's leaking cock. He quickly started to stroke it along with his thrusts trying to maintain the same forceful pace.
Dean wasn't able to control anymore as he gasped harder with Roman stroking him to completion. "Baby, I'm gonna cum. Fuck...Ro..."
"Then, cum for me baby." Roman groaned as he watched Dean right away release thick spurts of his cum in his hand. He kept stroking him while milking him out of his entire product. Dean's ass was now clenching his cock in the most perfect way, and Roman couldn't hold any longer as he came hard.
Dean mewled over the feeling of getting filled with Roman's warm, thick cum. Roman leaned into sloppily kiss Dean while he came down from his hot climax. Both the lovers where still resting in the same position all wet & sticky trying to catch their breath from their enormous euphoric high.
Roman rested his head over Dean's chest as he could hear the thumping of Dean's heart getting down to a normal pace. Dean curled onto his man's body while softly caressing Roman's long, sweaty & luscious hair.
Lots of different emotions were running in Roman's mind as he placed a few kisses over Dean's sweaty chest while mumbling "I love you" in between. His mind was still infiltrated with Dean leaving him for Seth, and even though Roman had initially thought of allowing Dean to part ways with him, but now he couldn't.
How could he? Dean was the man that he'd loved, cared and always thought about. They were in a loving relationship up until jealous Seth interfered in their perfect love.
Was Seth even worthy of Dean's love? He silently asked to himself. Would it be right to push Dean away to a man who broke his heart?
Certainly it wasn't right, but if Dean had chosen to get back with Seth then Roman thought that he had no choice other than to step aside. Although Dean hadn't said a word bout leaving him, yet Roman was sure that there had to be a solid reason for Dean to hide about his encounters with Seth.
Maybe Dean didn't felt like hurting him? Roman was conflicted with his thoughts. But if he loves Seth then he should get back with him. It's only fair to all of them.
"Ro, what are you thinking?"
Dean's question jolted Roman out of his deep thoughts. "Nothing baby." He answered hesitantly. "We must clean ourselves and get some breakfast."
Roman had started to move, but Dean stopped him staring right into his eyes. "If there's a problem then you must tell me?"
Dean noticed that Roman didn't even look right into his eyes. "Seriously, I'm fine. There's nothing wrong." He answered in a irritated tone.
"I can tell when you aren't telling the truth. What's wrong?"
"It's nothing."
"Come on Ro, I can read you. Something's bothering you. Look at me."
Roman slowly looked up to meet with Dean's soft, baby blue eyes. "Do you still love Seth?"
Dean's brow got raised over such an abrupt question while Roman mentally cursed himself for even asking that. "I...uhh..." Roman watched Dean with sadness as he stammered. "I really don't care bout him. Why do you ask?"
"I don't know. I keep thinking that we got together too quick." Roman uttered with disappointment.
"What do you mean?" Dean looked confused.
"I mean you had just come out from a major break up, and I kinda pushed you into another relationship." Roman looked down while caressing Dean's bare chest. "I'm a dumbass I know."
"Oh! Lord." Dean sighed hard. "Ro, you didn't push me into anything alright. I fell in love with you."
"Is that right?" Roman asked in a mocking tone.
"Yes, it is." Dean looked exasperated. "You know that I love you."
Roman watched as Dean looked hurt & disturbed with these accusing questions. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have..."
"Nope, don't bother. Let's take a shower." Dean slowly pushed Roman aside to make his way towards the shower.
The room had gone eerily quiet since that awkward discussion a few hours ago between Dean & Roman. Both the guys were now ready to leave for the airport as they silently made their way to the cab before checking out of their hotel room.
Roman was feeling guiltier than ever as he watched Dean bite at his nails while sitting in the cab with him. He kept thinking about the possibilities of Dean not telling the truth bout Seth. Was it because he didn't care bout Seth at all? Or he didn't care about him?
Dean not accepting that he didn't love Seth anymore had left another room for doubts in Roman's already disturbed mind. Roman was confused as well scared to lose his man. It was a pathetic feeling.
Soon they reached the airport and it was time for them to go separate ways as Dean had to board the flight to Philadelphia for Smackdown tapings, and Roman had to leave for his hometown in Florida.
"Baby, take care." Dean finally broke the silence as he leaned into kiss Roman's forehead. He then picked up his bags and moved to make his way over to the security check area.
Even though Dean was hurt from Roman questioning him bout his love, but he still cared enough for his man's health more than anything. Sure Dean had hidden much important stuff from his boyfriend, but it was all in the name of love.
As Dean didn't felt like breaking Roman's heart by revealing about his unfortunate incidents with Seth, since all those moments with his ex actually didn't meant anything to him.
If it would've then Dean wouldn't have chosen to be with Roman.
It was nothing but sad that Dean couldn't make Roman understand that there may be a little bit of love left for Seth, but that was it. He considered Roman to be the man in his life and it was more important to him.
Roman watched Dean walk away and it pained him. "Deannn..." He yelled throwing his bags on the floor before he practically ran towards him.
Dean turned around and before he could even utter a single word Roman had already pulled him into a tight hug. Both of them stayed in each other's embrace and in that moment Roman felt so drained from this clear tension between him & his lover that he just squeezed Dean tightly in his arms.
Roman realized that if Dean had to leave him in the future then he won't stop him, but from now on no matter how fucked up his mind got he won't push Dean away from him.
Dean pulled out of the hug and sadly stared at the Samoan man. "I gotta go." He whispered before he placed a soft peck on his mushy lips.
Roman wanted to say something like he loved him or would miss him or was sorry for questioning, but nothing came out. Dean slightly waved at him, and Roman waved back at him feeling nothing, absolutely nothing other than hurtful emotions.
The path to true love isn't easy. It only gets worse before it gets better. So with these thoughts more drama is coming up in next chapters. But, will Dean & Roman's love prevail it or Seth will get back his love? Guys, your reviews are everything. Thanks to each & everyone of you!