The next morning Seth woke up to several missed calls and messages from various wwe officials and the COO himself Triple H. He'd been ordered to take an early flight to Montreal, Canada for tomorrow's house show. Although that news spoiled his good mood since Dean wouldn't be on the same schedule with him the entire week leaving them no time for each other, yet it didn't stop him from preparing a lovely breakfast for his lover.

Dean woke up to the smell of breakfast being cooked in the kitchen next to his bedroom, and he took a quick shower before getting dressed up in his black gym shorts and grey tee. By the time Dean made it into the kitchen Seth had already started to plate up.

"Here baby, take a seat first." Seth kissed Dean while pulling a chair for him to sit down. "Now, I've cooked your favoiute pancakes, scrambled eggs and crispy bacon. Is there anything else you need?"

"Nah." Dean gasped looking at his plate while sitting down, and then he noticed that Seth wasn't eating. "Aren't you gonna have breakfast?"

"Umm..." Seth moved to sit next to Dean. "I gotta catch the flight in about two hours now for Canada. Triple h messaged me."

"Oh! I see." Dean's voice dropped a few notches.

"Hey! I'll meet you on next Monday during our raw show. And plus next week we have four days off before our big Hell in a cell pay per view."

"Yeah, can't wait!"

Seth could hear the sarcasm oozing out of Dean's voice and he caressed Dean's hair while he watched him eat. "Baby, even I wanna spend some time with you, but work calls. I hope you understand."

"I'm not a child Seth. I understand." Dean answered a bit angrily even though he didn't intend it to. He just couldn't wrap his brain around the fact that only yesterday night he made a huge decision to accept Seth back in his life, and today his man was leaving him without any further discussions.

Seth watched as Dean moved to rinse his plate in the sink, and he sighed hard. "Umm...baby I gotta ask you. Since when did you bother about having curtains for every goddamn window in your apartment? I thought that you hated them." Seth changed the topic trying to lighten his man's mood.

"I didn't get these. Roman did." Dean blatantly replied.

Seth brows got raised. "These are some good curtains though." He commented honestly.

"That surprises me." Dean uttered as he finished washing his dishes.

"Why?"

"I thought that you wouldn't like anything related to Roman."

"Oh! Come on babe. I don't hate him."

"Really?"

Seth moved to wrap his arms around Dean's waist pulling him closer to his body. "Nah, I feel like I must apologize to him too. I've got you now, and there's no reason for me to ignore my best friend."

"Okay, you do that. But first I need to speak to him. Agreed?"

"Agreed."

Dean & Seth shared a few romantic kisses and cuddles before Seth left to catch his flight.

It was almost half past eleven in the afternoon and Dean was still contemplating on how to reveal bout his new developed relationship with Seth to his current boyfriend Roman. Every time Dean thought of Roman's heart breaking, a shiver ran down his spine sending chills down his entire body. Right now his mind was a dangerous place to be as it was tangled with various emotions and questions that were quite disturbing.

He couldn't hate himself enough for breaking the heart of the man who had loved him when he was heartbroken. The weird thing was that even now when clearly he'd decided to go back to Seth his heart still reached out for Roman, and he still loved him the same way.

He didn't hate Roman nor did he regret spending all those loving moments with him. As a matter of fact, the past three months were more peaceful and enjoyable to him than any time of his entire life, and that included his three years tenure with Seth as well.

Then why he chose Seth? Was it because he was never over Seth? Or because he felt guilty towards Seth when last night the poor guy almost killed himself for him? Or because he had felt that Roman didn't loved him anymore?

The last question had more weight than the other reasons because Dean was deeply disturbed of Roman questioning his loyalty, his trust and avoiding his calls. It wasn't okay with him that Roman had been pushing him away, but he couldn't blame him as he had hidden important stuff from him.

Yet, now all that stuff didn't matter because Dean was sure that Roman just didn't love him anymore and Seth was back in his life again. This thought hadn't even seeped properly in Dean's brain when he heard his door bell rang.

Dean was jolted out of his thoughts and he quickly made his way towards the door.

"Surprise!" Mia and Pam along with Roman all yelled at Dean while scaring him a bit in the process.

Dean was shocked to say the least to find his boyfriend with his mum and cousin sister standing in his doorway. "Uh...Hi guys!" He answered weakly.

"Got you didn't we?" Mia boasted as she moved past Dean to enter in his living room. "I told you brother your man would be dumbfounded and he is."

"Hey son, C'mere." Pam pulled Dean into a tight hug before walking inside the room and sitting on the couch next to Mia.

Roman noticed Dean's shock face and his stomach churned. He felt guilty for avoiding Dean's calls all week long. Although it was quite justified because of how hurt he was on finding bout Dean's secrets from Seth, yet the good man that he was he still felt bad for his man.

"Babe, I missed you." Roman moved to clasp his arms around Dean's neck pulling him in a tight embrace. "How you've been?" He asked as he leaned to peck Dean's lips softly.

"Umm...I'm fine. Come on inside." Dean dryly answered back.

Roman shut the door behind them and interlaced his hand with Dean's as he walked to sit on arm rest of the couch next to Dean. "So, this is a happy surprise!" Dean tried to sound excited but his voice lacked the effect.

"My mum wanted to get you the black tuxedo that you're gonna wear at her anniversary party next week." Roman grabbed the wrapped tux from her mother and handed it to Dean. "It matches with mine."

Dean smiled wearily at the tux and placed it on the table in front of him. "I'll check it out later. Thanks Pam."

"Hey, it's mum for you. Did you forget that?"

"Oh! I'm sorry mom. Thanks I love it."

"Alright! My boy! Now let me call your dad and inform him that we've gotten you your surprise present."

Even though Pam was fooled by the obvious mistake of Dean but Roman wasn't. He understood that sure something was wrong with his boyfriend to call his mum by his name, and not greet her in the way that he'd been greeting her since even they began dating.

Dean had called Roman's mother his mom since they became friends last year, and now all of sudden this slip up seemed to Roman like a hint of major trouble. Without wasting much time he whispered in Dean's ears. "Can I talk to you alone?"

Dean nodded, and Roman pulled him by his hand to enter into the kitchen next door. "So, are you mad at me?" Roman moved closer to Dean while trapping him in between his body and the kitchen counter. "I know that it wasn't fair avoiding you, but I'm sorry."

"I...uh..." Dean stammered looking down, and Roman pulled his chin up to look deep into his eyes.

"I wanna discuss but I forget everything when I'm this close to you." Roman stared into Dean's perfect pale baby blue eyes. "I love you so much baby."

With that he closed the gap between them and wrapped his arms around Dean's neck while kissing him passionately. Roman's soft plump lips covered Dean's mushy ones and he angled his head to get the better access to Dean's lips. He moaned when Dean opened his mouth a bit, and he quickly slipped his tongue inside.

Dean tasted like orange it maybe the juice that he had earlier this morning. He rolled his tongue hungrily into every possible area of Dean's warm mouth while deepening their hot kiss. Dean got lost with the way Roman kissed him, and it was one of those moments when his body controlled on his mind.

Dean slightly pulled his tongue out and Roman immediately sucked on it while forcing him to slip it inside his own mouth. Roman tasted so minty fresh and Dean hummed in pure pleasure. Roman pulled Dean even closer on hearing his perfect raspy voice.

Both of them were entangled in their heavy, lustful kiss session when Pam's voice startled them. "Umm...boys your dad's calling us for lunch at the hotel we're staying."

"Mum, can you stop peeking on us?" Roman asked in an irritated tone while still heavily gasping for air.

"Oh! Son, I'm sorry." Pam wasn't as she was quite happy to find that his boys were happy & together as it didn't went unnoticed by her that Roman had been worried and sulking for the entire week. "Let's leave."

"But, I wanna spend some time with my boyfriend."

"You can do that later."

"Please mom."

Pam watched at both of their boys faces, and they looked quite pitiful. "Alright, I and your sister will leave. But you guys come in another one hour or your dad will be mad."

"Love you mum." Roman let go of Dean's waist to go hug his mother and plant a sweet kiss on her cheek.

Soon Pam and Mia both left. Roman made his way to the kitchen where Dean stood leaning against the counter. "Hey, we've just got one hour. Wanna have some fun?" Roman moved to stand in front of Dean while locking his arms around his neck. "I want you so bad."

"Roman we need to talk first." Dean moved away from Roman to stand a bit far from him while still facing him. "There's something that I've hidden from you, and I really feel bad from inside. The secret has been eating me from inside for weeks now."

"What do you mean?" Even though Roman had known bout Dean's secrets yet he wanted to hear it from his man's mouth. He was partly happy that Dean was coming out clean to him.

"Ahh...I've had some incidents with Seth. As you already know bout me rescuing him and all, but since that night every single day, minute and moment Seth has begged me for forgiveness. I'm sorry Roman, but once he started to kiss and push me, I just lost control. Nothing happened but it was weird. " Dean watched Roman who blankly stared back at him. "It's hard Ro. He keeps telling me that he loves me, and that breaking up with me was a mistake."

Roman knew bout all this so he played lightly. "So, what did you say?"

"I rejected him every single time for weeks now." Roman felt his heart bloom from inside. "But..."

"But, what?" Roman's heart skipped a beat.

Dean held his head low. "But last night he came to my apartment and..."

"What Seth was here?" Roman couldn't believe it, and now he was scared of what he was about to learn from his boyfriend.

"Yes, he got so goddamn emotional that he even banged his head against a pole while riding his bike." Dean felt his heart beat speed up. He couldn't meet Roman's eyes. "He truly loves me Ro. He wants me back."

"And, what do you want?" Roman's face had lost all glow and happiness, and even though he knew the answer but he had to ask.

Roman's question had so much hidden sadness that Dean could feel it in his heart. "I..." He paused and mentally cursed himself. He felt so small standing in front of the man that had once saved his life. He felt guilty and ashamed for breaking the heart of same man that gave him life. "Roman I thought that you didn't love me anymore."

"Forget bout me Dean. What do you want?"

"I can't say it Ro."

"Don't hesitate. I won't get mad, please just tell me."

Dean looked up and watched Roman's eyes that were filled with tears just like his own. "I'm so sorry Roman."

Roman shut his eyes. "Just say it Dean. Please I beg you."

"I accepted him back."

The tears that Roman was holding up just slept past his eyes rolling down his cheeks. Roman felt his heart sank into the pit of his stomach. This couldn't be happening? He thought. His man, his boyfriend, his love leaving him for a man that left him first place.

Dean's own face was wet with tears as his heart beat slowed down at a miserable rate watching Roman tear away in front of him, and more importantly because of him. "Ro, I know you hate me now..."

"Please stop Dean." Roman interrupted him while finally opening his eyes. It was blood shot red because of excruciating, heart ripping pain & hurt. "I can never hate you nor will I ever hate you."

"Why? Ro why?" Dean sniffled.

"Because I already knew bout you & Seth. I saw it coming."

"How?"

"It doesn't matter, but I hoped that you would choose me. I was wrong."

"Oh! Ro. I'm so fucking sorry. Why didn't you tell me? Why don't you curse me like everyone else had whose trust a scumbag like me has broken?"

"Because I love you." Roman yelled in frustration. "Always have and always will. And don't you call yourself a scumbag."

Roman although was heartbroken now, but he still couldn't hear Dean cursing himself. It was really sad, but he still very much loved Dean.

There was an uncomfortable silence between them, and now Dean was more disappointed than ever. He realized that Roman knew bout him from somewhere he wasn't willing to tell, and maybe that's why he was avoiding him the whole week not because he didn't love him now or anything.

It hurt him like a ton of bricks that here he was mad at Roman for questioning him when he himself questioned his love, and pushed him away on shaky grounds.

He still knew that he didn't had much choice left after last night. As Seth's emotional words had forced the old, deep love to cut open from the deepest portion of his heart forcing him to push away Roman's unconditional love. Yet now when Dean looked at Roman a nagging guilt ran in his heart screaming from within that Roman was where he belonged.

This man had been nothing but great to him and breaking up with him felt so goddamn wrong!

It didn't matter now much as everything was out in open, and Dean had pretty much accepted in front of his man that he wanted to reunite with Seth, his former lover back.

"I'll go. Mum & dad would be waiting." Roman turned around and he'd slowly started to walk.

"Ro..." Dean's soft, broken voice stopped Roman dead in his tracks.

He turned around and Dean quickly lunged at him while hugging him tightly. Nothing could stop these two guys right now as even though both were grown men but they were just as human as anybody, and they broke down in that touching, heart wrenching and soul stirring moment.

Dean cried on Roman's shoulder while Roman sobbed softly still caressing Dean's back to calm him down. They held each other and in that moment both of them got lost in their emotions. So much hurt, despair, grief, sadness and every goddamn feeling that one feels separating from their loved ones was felt by them.

Dean never had anybody anywhere near Roman who'd cared bout him, and Roman too had nobody like Dean who'd make him laugh while pulling him to enjoy his life like he should. They were perfect for each other, but then they wouldn't have ever been together if Seth wouldn't have left Dean.

Whatever happens actually happens for a reason. Fate has no boundaries as it turns around for a minute and then turns back in another. Roman was still somewhat happy that he got to spend some time with Dean and got to experience Dean as his lover; the poor guy had no regrets.

Dean whimpered softly tired of over thinking bout Roman hating him for the rest of his life. Roman pulled away from Dean and noticed his face which was just as sad and hurt like his was. He could read Dean like always. "No more crying Dean. I don't hate you."

"It's hard to believe Ro. I'm a jerk."

"Stop it Dean! No more hating & blaming yourself." Roman warned him while wiping Dean's face off. "Here." He handed Dean an object from his back pocket that was made of willow hoop and beads woven in a loose net.

Dean blankly stared at him as he took it in his hand. "What's this Ro?"

"It's a bad dream catcher. We call it Ojibwe in our language." Roman noticed Dean's confused face. "I made it for you with a little bit of help from my Gran. Remember you told me bout your nightmares."

"Yes." Dean whispered softly while still staring at the dream catcher in his hand.

"It's gonna protect you from bad nightmares." Roman watched as Dean's watery eyes again got locked with his. "Just hang it up on your bed or place it under your pillow. I just want you to be safe."

Roman hadn't even finished talking and Dean had locked their lips together. But this wasn't a passionate loving kiss rather it was more like a gratitude expressing kiss. Their kiss still had chemistry and everything, but the only thing that it didn't have now was the tag of a relationship.

Roman pulled out first and looked at Dean who was staring at the ground. "I'm gonna miss you Ro."

"Me too." A single tear ran down Roman's right cheek. "And, tell Seth that if he again hurts you then I'm gonna knock all of his teeth out of his jaw."

Dean laughed softly along with Roman, and he instantly looked up to stare one last time into Roman's sad but beautiful grey eyes. "How come you're not mad at me?"

"Nah, I'm happy if you're happy." Roman wholeheartedly loved Dean so it wasn't easy for him to hate him. He pulled Dean into one last kiss while masking all of his sadness, disappointment and depression under that heart warming kiss. "I'll leave now."

He quickly made his way out of Dean's apartment to rush inside the elevator to hide from breaking down in front of any of Dean's neighbors. Dean watched Roman leave, and suddenly he felt as if the entire room had shortened in length. He felt heavy and a throbbing sensation in his heart. He slipped down to sit on the floor on kneeling position.

He breathed hard trying to relax but the moment he stared at the dream catcher in his hand he couldn't control as tear after tears had started to flow out of his eyes.

Roman tried to hold himself up in the closed elevator, but he couldn't stop from crying. His heart ached for Dean. He had loved this man for over two years now, and having him in his life had felt like a dream. He'd waited for so long for Dean that when they were together he would actually pinch himself every morning to see if he was dreaming or it was real.

And, now everything felt like a dream.

Dean and Seth belonged together.

He felt that Dean was never meant to be his, and he gravely cried at that thought.

I need to say this writing my ultimate OTP Ambreigns in such emotional environment made me cry while writing and imagining this part of this story was really hard. "If you love someone let it go, if they come back it's yours. And if it didn't then it were never yours." Is Dean gonna come back to Roman? Or is Seth the one for Dean? Tell me your thoughts good or bad, I'm ready to accept. Your reviews motivates me.