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It's been a week since Kaito disappeared from my life. I tried not to be depressed but what can I do? Kaito was my first real love and my first lover. Ayumi, Mitsuhiko, Genta, and of course Haibara noticed the change in me immediately. They were the Detective Boys and even if they're not good, they still learned things from me during the cases we've solved together.

"Conan-kun? Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah, Conan-kun...You look real pale these days, did something happened?"

"CONAN! You know you can tell us anything! If its a problem then we the Detective Boys will solve it!"

I had nodded my head and whispered softly, "Yeah, I'm really fine and no, nothing happened. I'm probably just lacking sleep because you know the new mystery show on the tv? Hahahah..."

They had accepted it as they knew how I am with the mystery shows, but Haibara didn't.

"Kudo-kun!" Haibara hissed at me with anger, shit...she knew something is up. "Tell me what happened! This might endanger everyone! Don't lie!"

"Its nothing! Haibara, just leave it! Its nothing!"

I had stormed away from Haibara ignoring the fact that the others were screaming at my back to go back with them. My head filling with the last moments of Kaito in my life.

"Shin-chan!"

"Kaito?"

"Hey look...I can't stay with you..."

"Wh-what do you me-mean, Kaito?" I was afraid of what he would say, not wanting to know but the desire in me is burning at the same time.

"I...I need to go."

I reached my arms out immediately and grabbed onto his right hand. He wasn't looking at me, something is wrong. "KAITO! What are you do-doing?!"

"Let go of me, Kudo!" His words had the desired effect and during my shock of him sneering out my surname, he shook off my arms. "Don't touch me! I'm trying to be nice here and you're getting too grabby for my liking!"

My body tensed and tears threaten to spill over. Looking up with my eyes half closed, I whispered softly. "Kaito...are you tired of me?" I'm scared, I'm scared of his answer, but I want him to be trueful.

"The true? Of course I am!"

"Bu-but I thought..."

"Thought what? That everything is going to stay the way you imagined and everything is all goody goody for you?"

I had stayed silent, mutely admitting that was what I had naively thought.

"Hah! Don't make me laugh! The almighty Kudo Shinichi -now Edogawa Conan- is reduced to lovestruck girl!"

"Kai-Kaito...Ple-please...Do-don't do th-this..." My voice cracked and the tears finally spilled.

That was the last sentence I had said to him as right after that, he glared at and walked out of my life. That was how it ended and that was what left my empty. There was an empty spot in my heart ever since Kaito walked out of my life.

I've been wondering how Kaito is now doing as he was tired of me when he left. Did he find someone new? Someone that's not boring to him? Kaito...I missed you...I missed you as KID, I missed you doing things for me, I missed everything about you! How I still love you! Please...don't leave me...

A/N: Alright...so I was re-watching the Detective Conan movies and just can't get Kaito out of my head. I like KaiShin but I've always wanted to try angst, I know this isn't a good work... but please tolerate it? I welcome any type of review! Those who read maybe my other stories...I'm trying to get over some mini-writer's block...They will definitely be continued...(most likely~) PLEASE REVIEW! xD