Note: You think the last chapter had drama? You haven't seen anything yet. Bwahahaha.
Sesshomaru and Kagome: A Dangerous Love
Chapter 14: One or the Other
Inuyasha stopped and faced her. He pulled her into his embrace, whispering sweet words. "I love you Kagome…I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner."
Kagome's eyes widened at this. It only made things much more harder for her.
"Please, come back with me."
Kagome felt so right in his arms. She felt safe as she always had. But there was something missing…Something she couldn't live without.
Inuyasha pulled back slightly and looked down at her questioningly for her answer.
Kagome's heart pounded. She was so overwhelmed with emotions that it was killing her slowly. Why? Why did this all have to happen?
Inuyasha stared down at her for what seemed to be the longest time. "I'll help you decide." he said softly and bent down, capturing her mouth. Their lips pressed tightly together until Inuyasha's tongue wedged its way into Kagome's mouth.
It felt so right. She had no remorse at this point. This is how things should've been. Her thoughts started to change, however, as she felt Inuyasha laying her on the ground, still continuing the kiss.
He wanted her so bad. He loved this girl with all his heart and his brother would never get in the way.
Kagome could feel his hands on her sides, lightly groping. She felt one hand moving around lower and she realized that he was taking his pants off. Oh how she wanted to keep going, but then her conscience finally came into play. "Inuyasha…This is wrong." she whispered.
Inuyasha stopped and looked down at her. He could see the conflict in her eyes. "Do you love him more than me?" he asked.
"No." she whispered, but then was afraid he took it the wrong way. She didn't love Sesshomaru more than Inuyasha, but she didn't love him any less. Her heart was still deciding.
"Kagome, you can't leave me. You're the only thing worth living for now." he said sincerely.
Kagome's eyes softened. Maybe she was meant to be with Inuyasha. She felt his bare legs on hers now as he pushed his pants down. Her mind was clouded. What to do? About half a year ago, this would've been her perfect moment! Now it was her guilty one. But God how hard it was resisting him. Then the thought crossed her mind. It was just as hard to say no to Inuyasha as it was Sesshomaru.
Inuyasha looked down for her consent to enter her and saw a slight nod. He could tell she wasn't fully focused on the matter, but it wasn't enough to consider him "taking advantage".
Lemon. Scroll to the next alert if you don't want to read.
He pressed his mouth to hers again as he slid her panties down to her knees. His hands rest under her shirt, massaging her perfect mounds. He slowly pushed his manhood inside her. Sure, it bugged him that his brother had done the same, but he couldn't place the blame on her. He slowly started pushing in and out of her, gaining soft moans from her sweet mouth.
Kagome's arousal was now skyrocketing and her mind was on cloud nine. She was becoming lost in ecstasy as he started pumping into her faster and faster. Her breaths became more shallow by the thrust, and each time her moan was louder.
There bodies were now constantly moving, thrusting against one another. Inuyasha sped up his pace, pumping into her rapidly. He moved his head down lower, trailing kisses down her neck and chest (as her shirt had been lost somewhere in the process). He moved his tongue in circles around the middle of her breast, sucking her nipple. He heard her squeal in pleasure as he did so. He then trailed kisses back up to her mouth, their tongues colliding passionately as the intensity increased. His right hand stayed on her breasts, still massaging it as his left hand moved down, rubbing her clit in circles.
This sparked a mental picture of Sesshomaru. That was always his signature "move" in bed. As she thought of him, her pleasure increased and her climax was near. "Ah!-Ah!" she let out repeatedly as he pushed harder and deeper into her. She let out one long moan as she felt the pressure release and her moans returned to being soft as he pushed himself inside of her a few more times, his climax coming as well.
End lemon.
Inuyasha laid on her, both panting heavily.
'What have I done?' she thought to herself. 'No…God, no.' she thought, tears welling in her eyes as she panted still.
Inuyasha pulled out of her and rolled over beside her, pulling his pants up and bringing Kagome into a light embrace. His head rested on the top of her head, his cheek on the soft grass. "I love you."
"I--L-Love you, too." she whispered.
He could smell her salty tears and his ears perked up. "What's wrong?" he asked, though, knowing full well what the answer was.
"I think I just made a mistake." her soft voice spoke.
"Come back with me Kagome." he said quietly, hugging her body tighter to him.
"I-I don't know." she said, closing her eyes and burying her face into his chest.
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Sesshomaru was inside the castle. What could be taking them so long? He'd never been so impatient. He would go and look for her.
He walked out of the castle.
"Hi my Lord!" shouted Rin's cheery voice, though her smile faded when he walked right past her. 'Is he…mad at me?' she thought worriedly.
He made his way through the forest and heard moans. Moans that he had come to know. His heart seemed to be thumping like crazy as he wished his assumption wasn't true. His pace quickened and he stood in the clearing, behind Inuyasha and Kagome about fifty feet. He saw him pull out of what was his. SHE WAS HIS GOD DAMNIT. NO OTHER PERSON COULD EVEN TOUCH HER, LET ALONE HAVE ANY KIND OF SEXUAL CONTACT! Oh, he was pissed. No, he was beyond pissed. He was on the verge of insanity. How could she do this to him? The Lord has always been mellow and nonchalant. But now…He--Wait, what was she saying? He listened to the two speak as they were cuddled together.
He could smell her salty tears and his ears perked up. "What's wrong?" he asked, though, knowing full well what the answer was.
"I think I just made a mistake." her soft voice spoke.
"Come back with me Kagome." he said quietly, hugging her body tighter to him.
"I-I don't know." she said, closing her eyes and burying her face into his chest.
He would wait to get his revenge. Because, if she agreed to come with him, it was over. He'd kill the both of him. But if she declined…Then, maybe she honestly did make a mistake? She really did love him more? What she did was still unforgivable, but he couldn't find it in himself to turn her away if she came back to him and was truly sorry.
"Please, Kagome. Forget Sesshomaru." he said, attitude showing at his brother's name.
Her heart conflicted. What was she to do? Sesshomaru was sure not to take her back even if she did pick him. But…Still. She sighed. She started remembering all the times she spent with both of them.
Sesshomaru shifted his eyes over to her in a "how dare you" sort of way. Never-the-less, he started to reply. "He was the Lord of the West. His strength was known to be beyond imagination and it was unheard of for him to lose a battle." he started, then slanted his eyes back to looking forward. "The only thing I ever wanted to accomplish, was to defeat him in a battle. I knew I could surpass him in power, but his life was ended while fighting for Inuyasha and his human mother."
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"Oh, well then..." Kagome smiled and ran to catch up with him. She walked to the right of him and held his hand with her left. She looked up and over to her tall love and smiled sweetly. "I can't live with you until I hear you say it."
"Say what." Sesshomaru asked casually, leading her down the hall.
"I love you."
"Will hearing those words honestly make a difference. Humans are one of the most complicated creatures alive."
"Yes, just say it. Come on! You...Do...Don't you?" she asked as her pace slowed and her smile ran away. She still stared up at him, but with sadness. 'What if he really doesn't...Oh, I'm such a fool'
"I do."
"Y-You what?"
"I do,"
Kagome's face perked up with a smile and she wrapped her arms around him, squeezing him as tightly as she could. "I love you, Sesshomaru." she said as her cheek was pressed against his stomach. He really and truly was a giant compared to her.
"I love you, too" sounded the great and almighty Lord. His stare was still cold and his face still had 'DIE' written all over it. His tone hadn't changed and his warmth hadn't either. But his heart had skipped a beat. Just for a split second, the Ice Prince had truly melted. "Let's go," he said and tugged Kagome along again.
Why was Kagome's mind only flashing back to Sesshomaru? Inuyasha didn't fill a single slot in the memories she was reviewing, but she knew why. She thought him dead, and expelled those tearful memories. Thinking of them made her want to cry, and she didn't want to do that around Sesshomaru. She now knew her decision. It was all clear to her now.
"So, are you going to come with me?" Inuyasha asked.
Kagome smiled faintly, but warmly. "No." she whispered.
The color drained from Inuyasha's face. "No?!" he shouted. His hand raised and went to slap her, but he was thrown back before he could. He hadn't meant to try and slap her, it was like a reflex.
Sesshomaru pinned his half-brother against a tree. "Don't touch her." his cold voice spoke, a death threat made in his eyes.
Inuyasha stared seriously into his brother's eyes, as if they were communicating telepathically. "She's rightfully mine, too, ya bastard. We just mated."
Sesshomaru's disgust level rose as he heard Inuyasha say those words and pressed Inuyasha's throat to the tree harder. "You didn't mark her. She chose me. She's not going with you, for you'll be going to the afterlife."
Kagome's eyes filled with unshed tears as she ran over to the two. "Please! Stop!" she yelled, pulling on Sesshomaru's shoulder, though to no avail. "Please, don't kill him. If you do, I'll never forgive you." she said harshly.
At this Sesshomaru released Inuyasha and faced her. "You'll forgive me. I think it's you the one who should be asking for forgiveness."
"You lied to me! If you hadn't of lied, we wouldn't have fallen in love!" she shouted, and just as her words passed her lips, the thought struck her. If he hadn't of lied, they would never have fallen in love. She didn't want that. She loved him…With all her heart. She wrapped her arms around him and buried her crying face into his clothes. "I'm so sorry." she sobbed.
"Leave Inuyasha. You will only cause more trouble." Sesshomaru said, staring into the horizon as he often did.
"Hn, I'll be back for you Kagome. I will never give up on you." he said sincerely and then darted away.
A month later.
The two had spent many nights and days talking things over. Sesshomaru's work piled up, but he felt this was more important.
They talked about each other. And they talked about Inuyasha. They talked about life and their future. They both had come to forgive one another, though the thought that another man had been inside of his woman still walked his mind everyday. It would be his secret weapon if they ever got into a fight. He'd bring it up, and she'd cry. Then he would feel bad and they would make up.
It was a cycle. A cycle of life and a cycle of love.
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Kagome's eyes shifted nervously as she walked down the long hallway. Her breath was uneven and her heart was racing. She saw the office door come into view and took in a deep breath. She slowly opened the door and walked in.
"What is it." Sesshomaru asked, busy doing work.
"I need to talk to you."
Sesshomaru could sense the urgency and nervousness in her voice so he looked up.
"I'm pregnant."
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Note: Who's baby will it be? Inuyasha's or Sesshomaru's? Tune in for the epilogue that will be here soon!
I'd like your opinions and reviews, please. It's what motivates me to write. I love you all, and thanks for reading.
P.S: Before the questions are asked about how she found out her pregnancy, let's just say she randomly had a pregnancy test…Just kidding. No, she visited her home time and took one, the last section took place after she just arrived back at the castle.
And to clear the question of "Why didn't Sesshomaru smell her pregnancy?"
Erm, I've always had trouble believing that you can "smell" pregnancy so early on, even though I try to sometimes work it in. She's only like a month pregnant, I doubt he can smell it.
ALSO: Thanks to Ichiyasha for the suggestion of a lemon with Inuyasha and the unknown father of her child.
Now go review lufflies.
