I DONT OWN THIS!
Reminder: IM USING AN OLD CRAPPY COMPUTER! Seriously, we got it when i was 6 for Christmas...
it doesnt have auto-grammer...so the 'i''s are not all going to be capitalized...i also have a funny fact...some of you might know this already...
the dot on the top of an 'i' is actually called a tittle...now think...you forget to dot your 'i' and someone goes..."Now you must tittle it!"...well it made me smile!
"Carlisle?" Edward called as we entered Carlisle's office.
"Yes Edward?" Carlisle asked, lifting his head from his research book. "What's that smell?"
"What? What smell?...nevermind. Why do i have a heartbeat? Why is Bella drinking animal blood? What is going on?" Edward said quickly and loudly.
"I have been doing research on that very topic, dear Edward. I actually found an article from a book that was originally my grandfathers." Carlisle turned around and picked up the book. "It states that if you stop yourself from your most potent desire then you will become what you want to be...it is very unclear and there arent many facts to back it up, Edward."
"Edward? What have you stopped yourself from?" I asked as i plopped into one of Carlisle's armchairs.
"Um...nothing much. Just you...but only since you've become extremely persistent and..."
"Okay...we dont need to give your father details okay?" edward smirked. "What do you really want to be?" I asked quizzically.
"Um...i dont know. With you? Well, i want to be real, i dont want to be able to hurt you and as a vampire the risk is great so, maybe i wanted to be a human, so i could be with you without the fear of hurting you... or the thirst." Edward looked at Carlisle.
"Okay, mabye it makes sense. Would you two like to take a look and discuss it?" Carlisle asked as he raised his head high and sniffed the air. "What in god's name is that smell?"
"Yeah, it smells...delicious!" I agreed. I sniffed the air and closed my eyes. Letting my senses take over, my back hunched and i pounced, upon opening my eyes i realized i was now straddling Edward to the ground. He smirked, waved then put his hands behind his head. "Oh, it's you." I said getting off.
"Well, im glad you seem so happy about it." He laughed as he stood up and brushed himself off.
"Bella?" Carlisle asked. I turned my head to look at him. "You just pounced Edward and he fell, do you realize that he is stronger than Emmet?"
"So?"
"You are a very strong half-vampire." Carlisle said as he walked out, shutting the door behind him.
"Well then..." I said as i sat down on the ground next to edward and looked at the ancient book.
"You pounced me, Bella." Edward stated proudly, unable to hide his smile.
"Yes, are you mad?" I asked.
"No, not at all." Edward turned to look at the book. Quite arousing actually.
"Oh, really? I should pounce more often then."
Edward turned to look at me, a glimmer of humor in his eyes. "Stop reading my thoughts, Bella. You might find something you dont like."
"Like what?" i asked as i searched hit thoughts. As i was doing so Edward thought of Jasper and Alice...being a 'happily' married couple.
"Ah! No, EWWW!!! Fine, im done...why would you think that? Im telling Alice." I whined.
Edward laughed then we began reading through the ancient book.
45 minutes later
"Edward!" i called as i looked up from a book. We had gone through Carlisle's entire library and only found a few pages of useful information.
"Edward! Look!" He was sitting next to me in a flash. He skimmed the page and his mouth fell open.
"Bella..."
"I know!"
"Bella...Look at what it says here!"
He pointed to some very small writing. It said that apon the end of the two changes, the mortal will radiate with such light that the person will not survive. Leaving the other alone, which is why the cycle is never complete.
"Edward? How do we switch back?" I asked tears forming in my eyes.
"We don't, Bella. Besides, it said when the change was complete, implying that you become a vampire." He leaned in to whisper in my ear. "With no pain."
"Yeah, you become a human, then you die! This is terrible!" Tears streamed down my face. "I dont want this to happen! I want a 'redo'! "
"Bella, This is not bad, think of it this way...at this moment we are both half-vampire, half-human. We are currently the same." Edward smiled but i saw a tear at the brim of his eye.
"If it's so wonderful then why are you about to cry edward?" He pulled me into a hug. "This isnt happening. This is a nightmare!"
"Bella, we will be fine, i promise."
"No we won't! You can't leave again! And if you cant come back...and i cant die...i cant do it!...you...NO!" i slammed my fist into the wall, causing the wall to crack. "I will not be changed into a vampire if you arent with me! The reason i want to be a vampire is because you are too, and we can be with eachother for eternity."
"Bella, I am not worried." He pulled me into a hug. "Death is...part of life."
"But i cant live forever if your not at my side. Eternity is meaningless without you!"
"Bella..." Edward began as i stood up shaking me head.
"No! You will not tell me that this is okay, that everything will be well...it wont! Vampires live forever, humans dont! If you're human and i am a vampire and you die...NO! My forever ends when you arent in it anymore! This isnt happening!"
"Bella..." Edward said as he stood up too.
"No..." i walked out of the study quietly. On my way out i walked past Emmet.
"Hey Bella? Whats wrong?" Emmet asked.
"Ask the human." i growled as i continued to walk past him. On my way out i heard boulders crash...
INSIDE THE HOUSE
"Ummm...you're the human." Emmet said as he continued to walk up the stairs.
Just then edward flew down the stairs. Emmet stepped infront of him causing them to crash.
"Get out of my fucking way!" Edward screamed as he continued to run after Bella.
"Mom!" Emmet screamed. "Edward cursed, body checked me and was warm!"
"Okay, Honey. Go clean your room!" Esme screamed.
(i needed something close to comedy...sorry)
Back outside
"Bella wait!" Edward screamed.
I turned around quickly but felt a ripping pain in my chest.
"Edward!" i screamed. He flew to me and grabbed me as i fell to the ground.
"Bella, what's wrong?"
"Ouch!" i said quietly. I could hear it disappearing slowly.
The fading sound of a beating. Slower and quieter with every pump of blood.
"Bella..." Edward whispered.
"I'm fine..." I felt the blood freeze in my chest. Stabbing pains engulfed my body. "Ah! Owww!!" my eyes closed.
"Bella" Edward yelled. I felt warm water drops fall on me. Edward's crying.
"Edward." i said as the pain, as quickly as it was there, was gone.
"Are you alright?" He said as he stroked my hair and i wiped a tear away from his eye.
"I'm fine. I think im a full vampire though." I said as he pulled me into a hug.
"You do look alittle pale. You still smell like your blood though." He whispered.
"Edward." i whispered.
"mmmhmmm."
"How long do you think we have?"
"I dont know..."
"You're so nice and warm." i whispered into his shoulder.
He laughed.
"Edward."
"mmmhmmm?"
"You're glowing."
He hugged me tightly.
"I love you so much." i whispered.
"I love you too."
"And because i love you so much im not letting you die."
"You cant change it, Bella."
The light of him was so bright. Within 10 seconds he looked like the sun, and because he was so bright, i glistened.
"Bella? Edward?" I heard Carlisle yell. I turned to see the entire Cullen family trying to see into the light, trying to see what was going on.
"It just happens. Death is a part of life." Edward whispered.
"You wanna bet?" i whispered. I looked at Edward. His eyes were closed and his palms were facing up, yet i saw tears leaking from under his eyelids.
"Tell me when to stop." i said with as much authority i could muster...though i was shaking.
I kissed him on the lips, kissed along his jaw line then slowly kissed down his neck, waiting to feel a pulse.
I felt it and i plunged. My teeth sank into his neck and i waited to feel the venom seep out of my mouth. Once it did i let his blood seep into my mouth.
First it tasted clean then i tasted my venom in his blood. I released his neck and took his wrists, following pattern. I ripped his shirt and kissed where i heard his heart beat, then i bit.
"Bella" Edward whispered. I looked to see his face engulfed in pain.
Bella, bite my neck again.
I did as i was told and let go when he screamed in pain. Suddenly there was a booming noise and all of his light was gone.
"What's going on?" Carlisle yelled.
Tell him i became human and you changed me.
"He was dying and Bella bit him to save his life." Alice chirped.
"Why didnt you tell any of us, Alice?" I yelled at her.
"I saw you bite him...everything was fine." She hummed.
"Let's get him inside." Emmet boomed.
...haha, i have a few more twists...
questions for you...
-should i end it here?
-if not i have an idea that is GOOD!!!
R&R!!!