***Hey are y'all still out there? I hope so lol...I want to thank those of you who are following and favoriting (if this is a word) and reviewing. I really appreciate it. I will be giving review shout outs like I always do to answer any questions from the previous chapter. Anyways, if you follow me on tumblr, you'll know that I have been hella sick...damn near dead that is why this update is so late...I usually update every other day but yeah anyway...I took some NYQUIL and here I am bright and pretty and ready to roll (I hope NYQUIL is reading this and gives me some money for that great promotion I just gave) anyway...here are the shout outs:

TRIPLE3JC: READ ON to see what happens lol but no I hate to torture ppl, im a softie

Lamimi25: Body tingling? really? i should have bought u a drank first lol...no need to check every 45 minutes just follow lol hope this chapter makes up for it.

Zamtheartist: YAAAASSSSSS I love that damn song

JuJubee: you gon lay off my boo Sam now lol

Bluchromed2002: lol ur a mess libratwin

zeejack: I really enjoy Unique as mercedes BFF. It's my first time writing her as friends with Unique and i am enjoying it.

LLUCAS: The curse of being pretty lmfao...and I know you've been waiting for this but...here comes the RED LIGHT SPECIAL AKA SAMCEX. I HOPE YALL LIKE IT...I AM TRYING TO GET MY SMUT GAME UP.

***quick disclaimer: NSYNC song GOD MUST HAVE SPENT! I don't own that or glee tee heehee***

"Can this be true, tell me can this be real…how can I put into words what I feel?" Mercedes smiled as Sam ran his fingers up and down her arm singing into her ears with the radio. She forgot that Unique had place the radio on shuffle making it play an old NSYNC song. One of her guilty pleasures was boybands of any time. "My life was complete, I thought I was whole, why do I feel like I'm losing control." She blushed as he started to plant kisses on her neck and continue to sing. "Then you changed my world with just one kiss. How can it be that right here with me…there's an angel, it's a miracle." She smiled turning to face him and kissing him. "Your soul is like a secret…that I never could keep…when I look into your eyes…I know that it's true…God must have spent…a little more time on you". It felt natural being in his arms as if they weren't just yelling at each other. All she could remember were the moments after the yelling. She closed her eyes and remembered all that had happened since they barricaded themselves in her guest bedroom.

Sam was shocked as she straddled him and held on to his hand as he fiddled with her clit. Her head was tilted back with her eyes closed as she enjoyed the feel of his hands. He was ready to fill her insides with him but she kept a tight grip on his hand. Then she bent down and kissed him, sucking on his lips one at a time and pulling on it gently. This drove him crazy as he rolled her over and got on top of her. She bit her lip and smiled at him pulling him down to her again kissing him deeply before looking into his eyes.

"I wanna play a game with you." She whispered in his ear. Sam frowned because at that exact moment games were far from his mind. At that moment he wanted write his name in her and claim his prize later. "Don't worry! You will love it!" she reassured him and pushed him up slightly. Sam rolled his eyes but sat across from her waiting for her to explain.

"Um…okay." She sat up and inched closer to him and took his hand and placed it in her mouth again. He nervously shifted his eyes wondering what did this have to do with the game. She pulled the finger out of her mouth and made his hand go the same route as it did earlier till it was inside of her again.

"The game is called Red Light." She spoke as she moaned with pleasure. "We'll do a series of things to each other and if we like what's being done, you'll say green light…if you want me slow down…you'll say yellow light…if you want me to stop…"she paused and bit her lip as Sam inched his finger in a bit deeper. "Red light is for stop, okay?" Mercedes knew that if she was to teach him the proper way to please her without hurting his feelings that this would be the best way. "Look at me!" she smiled when his eyes looked into hers as she placed her hand around his shaft and stroked it. "Teach me how to please you." She said softly.

"Green light but tighter." He instructed. Sam was enjoying this but he really wanted to just be inside her already. Mercedes complied, knowing this was pure torture for him but she needed him to do this. She pulled out his hand and placed it on her breast. Sam smiled, licking his lips as he held her bountiful breast and bent to place a nipple in his mouth. He was gripping really hard and sucking as if he wanted to milk to spray out.

"Yellow…light…Sam…softer…" she panted as he loosened his grip and sucked softer and flicked his tongue on her nipple. Sam looked up, still caressing her breast and saw that her head was tilted completely with her eyes closed and her mouth slightly ajar. He liked the feeling that was coming over him as he watched her enjoy the feel of his hands on her nipples. He leaned over to the left breast and did the same. "Sam…yes…greeeeen!" she moaned. She stopped stroking as he pushed her back and kissed down the middle of her center. "Green…green…keep going!" she moaned as she lightly pushed his head further down. She looked down as he nibbled his way down and paused looking up at her. Mercedes ran her hands through his hair as he parted her legs and placed a finger inside of her. Sam had never tasted a woman before, hell most what was happening was all new territory to him but he couldn't stop when she had that blissful look in her eyes. He started with light kisses, making sure to pay attention to her breathing. She tightened her grip on his hair and pushed him deeper as he started to suck on her lightly. "Damn Sam…more!"

Mercedes remembered the look on his face when he finally came up for air. It was a mixture of shock and excitement. Next thing she knew he jumped up and ran out of the room. Sam ran out to the hallway and picked up his pants searching for a condom. She sat up wondering what just happened and smiled when he came back in with a condom in hand. She smiled as she watched him tear it open and roll it on before crawling back on top of her kissing her. She smiled into his lips as she tasted herself and leaned back. Mercedes noticed he was starting to look away again as he pushed her thighs apart and tried to enter her.

"Look at me, Sam!" she instructed and then reached down and placed the head in. He bit his lip and then looked into her eyes as he made the first thrust, pausing as a wave of emotions ran through him. He stroked her cheeks and smiled at her before kissing her softly. He was experiencing so many firsts with her and the feeling was definitely overwhelming and left him feeling euphoric. He gave her slow deep strokes making sure he enjoyed every stroke. Mercedes wrapped her legs around him using them to push him deeper. This was definitely a different type of sex for them. She felt connected to him in every way, especially when he would just gaze into her eyes and stroke her cheeks. She felt a heat rush down her spine a feeling she once felt for Finn Hudson the first time they made love. She was falling for Sam and she couldn't stop it as the emotions continued to build.

"Green light?" he asked breaking her out of her trance as he pulled up and placed both her ankles on his shoulder.

"Yes…green light…green light!" she replied as he began to increase his speed. At that point the sound of the music playing was far from their mind. He continued to make the headboard hit the wall creating their own rhythmic beat to accompany the sounds of heavy breathing that they were both doing. As he delivered pound after pound he wanted to make this his, permanently. He wanted to always give her that look that was on her face at that very moment. He felt her tighten around him and pulled him down enveloping his lips as she came. For the first time ever, Sam Evans was more excited about someone else's orgasm.

Hours and multiple positions later, they finally cuddled up to each other as he sang in her ear. Although she loved the moment they were sharing she still kept wondering what made him come back. Why did he change his mind? Why was he singing in her ear? Why was she feeling as if she had fallen already for him? Why did he just rock her world the way he just did? All these questions with no answers to them that she was willing to accept, were coming up in her head as continued to sing in her ear.

Sam continued to rock her and sing to her as she slept and then fell asleep moments later. He woke up not long after noticing that she was still in his arms snoring softly. As Mercedes slept, Sam slipped out of bed and went to take a shower and then made his way to her kitchen. He decided he'd surprise her with breakfast in bed again to thank her for giving him a second chance. As he made his down the hall he pulled his pants up just in time to feel his phone vibrate in his pocket. He pulled it out and slid his finger across the screen and continued his way to the kitchen.

"Hey mom!" he answered after seeing her smiling face fill up the screen of his phone.

"Good morning Sammy!"

"Good morning, mom! How's everything?" he asked as he looked through her fridge for items that he could make that wouldn't burn the house down. He decided to go with the bagel and cream cheese again and also cut up some fruit.

"Everything is well, I wanted to call you to let you know that your father and I are throwing a small gathering for your sister since we weren't there to witness her get married. Nothing big just a small intimate reception, but we want you there and Mercedes too of course." She added. Sam smiled as he poured orange juice in a cup for her.

"Um…okay…I can ask her if she is willing to come. When is the reception?"

"Oh no Sammy, she has to come! I spoke to Stacy and she insisted that she be there as well. We haven't set a date yet because we want to make sure everyone can make it." His mother stated. Sam shook his head knowing that was just his mother's way of saying that she had to be there. "Is everything alright with you and Mercedes?"

"Oh yeah, she's great!" he replied then smiled as he remembered just how great she was. "She's sleeping right now and I'm just making her breakfast."

"So that means you spent the night, right?"

"Mom."

"Good job Sammy, get her used to that then she will never want you to leave!"

"Mom!"

"I just want to know if I need to shop for two grandbabies instead of one. Sammy, she would make a great addition to the family. She fit so perfectly with us. Have you ever thought of how great Mercedes Evans sounds? Dr. Mercedes Evans? I can just see you both now with your cute little curly haired babies with that beautiful skin of hers. I bet they'd have her almond shaped eyes!" Sam allowed his mother to ramble on. It wasn't as if none of those thoughts had ever crossed his mind but he'd quickly chased them away. He knew there was no way he could ever give Mercedes the happiness she deserved. He could never be that husband any woman needed. Not until he fixed himself and his urges. But, he had to admit Dr. Evans did sound sexy. And he did want to at least see where they could go with their relationship, especially after last night.

"Slow down, Mom." Sam stated as he started placing the items on the tray. He placed the phone between his ear and his shoulder and began to exit the kitchen when he noticed the card that Mercedes was insisting he sent her on the floor. Placing the tray on the table, he walked over and picked up the card and read it.

"Look, you both are well on your way to either love and marriage or married with children. Either way I want to be ready. And don't you dare pull a Stacy or Stevie on me!" she threatened. Sam heard her but his mind was spiraling as he read the card that stated it was from him and indeed requested transferring to Dr. Anderson. He also noticed that it said effective immediately and was underlined. He only knew one person that insisted on underlining things and he couldn't wait to get to the bottom of it. "Sammy, did you hear me?"

"Mom…let…me call you right back."

"Oh ok, I understand you're going in to start your next rounds?"

"Mom!"

"Alright baby, I love you."

"Love you too!"

"Who loves me?"

"I love you!" Sam replied before they hung up. Sam placed the card in his pocket then went over to the tray and picked it up. He was beyond pissed and Sue was definitely going to get fired. She had crossed the line this time. He forced a smile on his face as he made it to the room.

Mercedes woke up to the sound of someone in her kitchen. When she looked behind her she noticed that Sam wasn't there. She jumped up quickly running to the bathroom to do a quick cleaning. She ran her hands through her hair, which was a hot as mess, and brushed her teeth, before running back to bed pretending to still be asleep.

"Wake up sleepyhead!" Sam said walking into the room and sitting the tray down. He smiled as he watched her stretch and run her hands through her hair. "You look beautiful in the morning!" he admitted before bending down to kiss her. She held on to him kissing him deeper till he moved away. "Red light…red light! You have to eat first, then you can have more of this!" he pointed to his lips as she giggled.

"Thank you, sweetie!" she smiled and reached over for the bagel and started spreading some cream cheese on it. "One thing's for sure, a girl can get used to this breakfast in bed thing!"

"I want you to." He replied.

As she ate, she noticed that he wasn't eating as well. "Are you nervous about something?" she asked. He turned to her and smiled almost shocked that she already knew him so well. Then again she was a therapist; it was her job to know him well.

"I…um…we need to talk about something." He replied before pulling the card out of his pocket and laying it on the bed in front of her. She looked down and saw what it was and rolled her eyes.

"Nope…uh uh…I am over that!" she stated shaking her head as she took a sip of her orange juice. "It was obviously a big misunderstanding."

"No…it wasn't!" he replied causing her to pause and look his way. "It was Sue! She wrote that card. I sent you a letter and somehow she interfered with it and sent you this instead."

"Are you serious, Sam?" she asked placing her cup down and moving the tray to the night stand as he looked at her and nodded. "See…that's that bullshit, Sam! You need to talk to her!"

"I will!"

"No Sam, seriously, she is way too involved in your life!" Mercedes ranted. "I knew something was weird when she told me that you told her to bring me the flowers."

"Wait…she brought the flowers to you?"

"Yes…I knew something was weird about it all but I was so happy to hear from you that I didn't really think about it. And then I read the card and was too upset to even deal…" Sam stood and began pacing running his hands through his hair. He knew he was going to have to let her go, even though he was in the middle of a big deal with Microsoft. He needed to meet with a new lawyer as soon as possible so that when he tells her that she is fired; he'd have a replacement ready. "What are you going to do?"

"I have to let her go! She's crossed the line." He walked over to her and looked her way. "I don't care how she feels about you personally, what we do is none of her business. And I told her to respect that!" He added before kissing her. Mercedes smiled as she leaned in and kissed him once more. "But, don't worry, I will be taking care of that asap."

"Okay, I trust you!" she stated shocking him. He never thought he'd ever hear a woman say that to him. He never realized just how much he needed to hear a woman say that to him till that very moment.

"You do?" he asked pushing her back lightly as he laid on top of her and planted kisses on her neck.

"Yes, I do Sam! I'm really happy you came by last night." She confessed as Sam continued to nuzzle her. "We definitely need to work on our communication." She added with a giggle feeling the scruff from his face rub on her neckline.

"Yes, we do…we should talk more." He traced kisses across her cheeks till he was staring at her eyes and nibbling on her lips. "What should we talk about?" he rubbed his nose with hers and smiled down at her as she giggled.

"I don't know…I guess…we can start with figuring out what we are…" she paused and kissed him before pulling away and playing in his hair as he slid his hands up her thighs slowly. "I think it's best we know ahead of time before going in with full…" she paused again as Sam slid his middle finger inside of her and then rubbed on her clit with his thumb. "…force…you know…um…towards…whatever."

"Well," he smiled as he watched her close her eyes and bite her bottom lip. "I really like being around you."

"I do too!"

"And…I like how you feel…" he stroked her again and smiled as she moaned with pleasure and then opened her eyes and looked up at him. "and I love…" he paused wondering if that was the best word to use at the moment. "I…uh…love the way you look at me…especially right now!"

"I do too!"

"You make me happy and calm…and…" she pulled him down kissing him as he continued to stroke her. Mercedes was ready for another round but she knew that this was a conversation that they definitely needed to have. She wasn't sure what she wanted from Sam. She wasn't even sure he was ready to be in a committed relationship and the fact that she just literally got out of one was making her question her own judgment as well.

"You make me happy as well." She smiled as he continued to slowly stroke her.

"I want to continue to do that…and see where things go."

"We'll take it slow…okay?"

"We kind of left slow at the gate, don't you think?" he asked unsure of what she meant by slow. In the back of his mind all he kept hearing was his mother and how time sure wasn't a friend of love.

"I know, I just don't want us to rush things…we have time!" she paused when she noticed he wasn't stroking her anymore. She knew he wanted more. She could feel that his insecurities were starting to rise and she needed to reassure him that she wasn't going anywhere. "In the meantime, I'm all yours!" she added and smiled as she watched his lips curl into a smile as well.

"I like the sound of that!" he replied as he pulled his finger out of hers and got of the bed to go through his pants pockets again for another condom. They had been through so many rounds that he had no more in his pocket. "Shit!" Mercedes shook her head as she looked at the floor that had all the wrappers from their sexcapades.

"Let's go up to my room! I have a pack upstairs!" she stated getting out of the bed and wrapped herself with the blanket and walking out of the room. Sam smiled and followed behind her. He thought about all the things his mother wanted for them and tried to push it away from his mind. He needed to remember that just because he wanted to please his mother didn't mean he had to rush it or force it. He didn't want to screw things up by pushing Mercedes faster than she was ready to go. He laughed as he watched her playfully throw herself on her bed and pulling her nightstand drawer and throwing a box of condoms his way. He caught the box and tore it open, happy that they hadn't been used. "It's been a while!" she admitted as she watched him roll one on and then inch her way. He started kissing up her legs, starting with her ankles where she had a tattoo of wings and moved his way up. She moaned and gripped his hair again as he planted kisses between her legs just the way she liked it. Mercedes loved how quickly he caught on to how to please her properly. His lips were God sent and felt heavenly on her body. She felt as if her body was being elevated as he placed kisses up her body.

He looked up and saw her smiling as if she were flying. That was how he wanted to keep her, happy. He moved up and looked her in the eyes before kissing her softly. She didn't want to rush things, and that was the only way he knew how to do things. All of this was new to him and surprisingly he was loving how it felt. He wasn't sure if he was in love with Mercedes but he knew he wanted to be and he knew he wanted her to be in love with him. How could he make her happy and give her what she wanted? How can he not screw this up?

"Can you teach me how to love you slowly?" he asked. She looked up at him and smiled before nodding slowly and kissing him as he entered her and filled her with his love.