Disclaimer: I do not own Hamtaro, it is owned by Kitsuko Kawai and the Hamtaro crew, American and Japanease.
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Chapter 4 - "Where are you when I need you?"
"..say goodbye to this clubhouse, you are too bad to be in this place, we dont accept hamsters like you!" said Pashmina. "youre nothing but a hamster who makes people sad!"
"..Like, what makes YOU an exception? Look what youre doing! Trying to hurt me?" said Sandy trying to pull Pashmina away from her.
Pashmina stoped for a second, then forcefully droped her on the floor. "Ill think about it..."
Sandy slowly went up and rubbed her head. "Maxwell! Arent you going to do something about this? I thought you loved me!"
He didnt respond, he just stood there, not knowing what to do.
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Meanwhile...
Panda was hiding in his owners workshop, sadly hammering boards together. He looked out the window, wondering if everything is going okay in the clubhouse. Was it safe to go back...? To the place where he met all his friends?
He put his tools down and took a step away from them. "...Im going to the clubhouse." he mummered walking out of the place.
"...Maxwell might still be furious, what will I do then? I will not be able to see Sandy anymore...and Pashmina too. Shes so broken hearted..I never knew she liked me, and Sandy is already taken..."
He kept on walking until he saw the clubhouse door, he sighed then rested his paw on the doorknob, he stood there getting second thoughts, he suddenly heard crashing in the clubhouse and jumped up. "What the..?" he thought staring at the door.
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"Pashmina why are you acting this way? I thought you were nice!" yelled Sandy. "Why did you try to throw that glass cup at me!"
Pashmina picked up another one, and lifted it up. "Stop moving!" she said trying to aim it at her.
Sandys ears perked up and ran out of the way. "STOP TRYING TO HURT ME!"
"PASHMINA!"
"Heke?" said Sandy and Pashmina looking out the door.
"Why are you guys fighting?" questioned Panda. "This better be a joke...I thought you guys were best friends!"
"Panda!" said Maxwell with a sweatdrop. "Pashmina has gone insane I dont know what to do!"
"SHUTUP! I havent gone insane!" she yelled lifting up the cup again.
Panda panicked and ran towards her, then snatched the cup away. "Pashmina please...stop being this way...what happened to the old you? The nice, happy Pashmina?"
"That old Pashmina has changed, I hate Sandy now." said Pashmina firmly but with sadness in her voice.
Sandy stood there and gasped. "She wasnt joking..."
"You made me this way, Panda! Its all your fault!" she yelled then pushed him. "I hate you, Panda!"
Pandas eyes widened and looked up at her. Then slowly showed his teeth. "Oh so THATS how its going to be! Fine then! Make all these years that we have known eachother go down the drain!"
Pashmina bit her lip, then ran out of the room without another word.
The ham-hams stood silent, looking at eachother worried.
"...if they arent friends anymore, whats going to happen to our group?" questioned Oxnard.
"I...zont know." said Bijou, then sighing. "She lost another girlfriend...it zeems that me and Penelope are her only female companzions now...I have to go talk to zer...but later..."
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few hours later.
Pashmina was at her cage, staring into a corner, with her arms crossed stubborn.
"...love can do crazy things..."
She looked up to the cieling, and uncrossed her arms. "...Panda is out of my life now." she said, then slyly grinned. "That makes me feel better...Panda was the main problem of this, now that hes gone I feel normal again..."
She looked out the window, the sun was still up and shining, and she was getting slightly bored. "..I want to go back." she whispered. "But what if Panda and Sandy are still there..?"
"Pzzt...Pazhmina." said Bijou tapping on the window.
"Heke?" Pashmina turned around and saw her, she smiled and walked out of her cage, and let her in. "Hamha Bijou" she said, sounding better.
"Zow are you feeling?" she questioned looking at her eyes.
Pashmina closed them. "I feel fine, infact, I feel better than ever. Im glad that Im not friends with Panda anymore, all he did was make me so sad.."
Bijou rested her paw on her shoulder. "Zhats good zen..."
"I want to go back..." she said looking down. "But Im afraid..."
Bijou shook her head. "My owner eez out for the whole day, I can stay with you zo you wont want to go back until tomorrow"
Pashmina smiled and hugged her. "Thank-q...you really are a true friend."
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Sandy was in the living room, silently sipping a cup of sunflower tea. She looked down and gave a soft sigh. "Panda seemed so pissed about what happened...I better leave him alone." she whispered turning around and seeing him hammering a table really loudly in anger.
"...Sandy" said Maxwell who was behind her. "Im sorry what I said...I guess it wasnt true, Pashmina was overesagerrating..."
Sandy just shook her head. "You dont have to be sorry, Maxwell." she said and hugged him tight.
She thought of a Thousand Times,
When she could have said goodbye.
But the leaves were always changing,
And her fall was brased inside.
"...Ill just stay with Maxwell, maybe this silly little crush with Panda will go away...yeah...go away.."
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"...I cant take it anymore." said Pashmina out of nowhere. "I want to see him, I cant bear it I LOVE HIM! I want to see him!"
"But I zhought we werent going until tomorrow, come on..be ztrong, you can take it." said Bijou.
"I left a note for him, before I left." said Pashmina. "I hope no one else reads it...only him."
In the Place theres a note that reads,
Not the girl that you thought Id be.
And Im sorry to leave things hanging,
But your love was killing me.
"Youre really emotional about zhis..." said Bijou. I think you should go to him...tell him..you love zhim,tell zhim you need zhim."
"I think I will..." she said. "Im going right now, telling him right to his face, 'I LOVE YOU AND I NEED YOU!'"
"Yay! And Ill come witz you!"
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(A/N) Yay for long chapters! x.x I guess...
MWHAHA this is when Pashmina confesses her love to him, but so does Sandy, will she ever break up with Maxwell? Who will Panda pick?
Find out in my last chapter in "I think I love you" because really..I dont know either o.o I have to write it...