Disclaimer: I do not own Hamtaro, it is owned by Kitsuko Kawai and the Hamtaro crew, both American and Japanease.
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Chapter 5 - "So much for my little happy ending..."
It was Sunday today, the day Laura and all her friends go to the beach, this leaves the ham-hams to have a little fun time of their own... this is a special day it seemed...especially for Sandy and Pashmina.
"How about this..." said Pashmina walking to the clubhouse with Bijou, while writing a note. "I know I have been being really emotional lately...and sometimes I show it the wrong way, I dont really hate you, infact...I love you and I need you...will you be mine?"
Bijou nodded and smiled. "That zounds zo romantic" she sighed thinking about Hamtaro.
"Uhm...heke? You okay Bijou?" questioned Pashmina waving her paw infront of her face.
Bijou snapped out of her glance and laughed. "Oh, hehe, zorry about zhat."
"Its okay"
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"Darn it Howdy I told you to stop cleaning my room without permission!" complained Boss.
"Well it aint muh fault you keep it so darn dirty!" said Howdy holding his broom.
"You go into my stuff again and Ill hit you with that broom!" said Boss walking towards him.
"Guys, guys! Thats enough!" said Hamtaro going into the two. "Isnt it bad enough Pashmina and Panda hate eachother now?"
Boss sighed and looked at Howdy annoyed.
"...all right then." said Hamtaro sighing. "I wonder where Bijou is today..."
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"Bonjour, Ham-hams!" sang a cheerful voice that had just entered the room. "Me and Pashmina are zere!"
Boss quickly smiled and walked up to her. "Hey! Where were you?"
"I was over Pashminas zlast night, since her owner June was out of town for the weekend I zhought I could be with zher for the night." said Bijou smiling and walking to Hamtaro.
Pashmina stood dead silent and slowly walked in the clubhouse, she tried to close the door quietly, so no one would notice her, but the wind pushed the door and made it slam.
The ham-hams jumped and stared at Pashmina, they stood silent and stared at her without motion.
Pashmina just ignored them and walked into the round table. "Ooh sunflower cakes..." she said smiling. "How delicious..."
"I made them myself." said a kind voice that approached behind her.
Pashmina jumped then slowly turned around.
It was Panda.
She just nervously smiled and hid her note in her scarf. "Hamha Panda, I never knew you knew how to bake."
"Yeah..." he said sweatdropping remembering about yesterday.
"Look." said Pashmina stopping his train of thought. "I didnt mean what I said yesterday I..." she stopped and sighed, noticing Sandy in the couch, she wasnt paying attention, but that didnt make her ignore her presence.
Panda just shook his head. "Tell me later..." he said as he walked away.
Pashmina wanted to grabb him and hug him, and just cry into his fur, but she couldnt, he still thinks she really does hate him.
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Sandy was looking in a ham-ham weekly magazine, she licked her finger and turned the page, noticing someone sitting on the couch with her. "Hamha, Panda." she said smiling. "How are you feeling?"
"Fine." said Panda firmly. "You?"
"Good...just looking at magazines." she said smiling nervously.
"Yeah, I can see that..." he said as he laughed nervously. "Uhm..." he continued. "About that incident...on Hide and Seek closet thing...did you really wanted to rest on me like that?"
Silence filled the room. Pashmina was in her seat listening to the conversation, grabbing onto her plate with her sunflower cake hard.
"Uhm..." smiled Sandy nervously. "Maybe..."
"Oh, so its a maybe game now?" he said as he scooched closer to her. "Just tell me, I wont be mad..."
It puts a chill into her heart...
"I guess so..."she continued, putting the magazine down and trying to get confortable. "...I kinda have a crush on you, Panda...and I know how hard it is to admit, but I really do like you..." she said as she rested her paw on his.
Panda looked up at her twinkled eyes, and started blushing. "I think I...like you too..."
"NO!" screamed Pashmina dropping her glass plate, making it shatter alover the place, causeing total silence in the whole clubhouse.
"Pashmina!..Whats wrong?" questioned Cappy who was right behind her.
Pashmina stared at him with tears running down her cheeks, then stared at Panda and Sandy, who had their paws rested against eachother. "PANDA!" she yelled running to him.
All of my love I gave to you...
Panda let go of Sandy and quickly got off the couch. "She hates me...is she going to hurt me now?"
Pashmina grabbed him and hugged him tight, releasing painful tears into his soft fur. She wouldnt stop crying and weeping. She had to tell him how she felt...even if now its too late.
Pashmina pulled out a note from her scarf, and read it outloud. " ...I know I have been being really emotional lately...and sometimes I show it the wrong way, I dont really hate you, infact...I love you and I need you...will you be..." she paused.
"Will you be what?" he questioned.
She paused and took a deep breathe. "mine, be mine?"
Sandy stood there wide-eyed, and bit her lip.
Panda just stood there, starring into Sandys sad eyes, then at Pashminas hurt, depressed eyes. He slightly smiled and hugged her tight.
Pashmina held in her breathe and dropped her note. The ham-hams stood there silent and watched the scene.
"Is that a...yes?" questioned Pashmina with a smile.
Panda didnt answer, he let her go and shook his head. "Sorry, Pashmina...but I dont feel the same for you anymore..."
Everyone gasped, including Sandy.
Panda turned around and looked at Sandy. "I still kind of...like someone else."
Sandy looked away blushing and sighed. "Im sorry Panda...but Maxwell is mine, and will always be..."
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Pashmina ran out of the clubhouse, the gush of wind from the slammed open door made the note go out and hit her face. She grabbed it and tore it up. "Its just not fair...I never have a happy ending..."
Part 1 completed