Wow. Two chapters in one day. Enjoy this one, Im making it real long for you guys.

Disclaimer: I do not own Hamtaro. Hamtaro is owned by Ritsuko Kawai and the Hamtaro crew, both American and Japanease.

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Chapter 8: "Time to die, my love"

"Where is my recorder?" demanded Pashmina going into the living room.

"Here" said Dexter from his seat. "You left it here still on" he said handing it to her.

Pashmina took it back. Feeling quite embarrested for that. "Oh..thank you."

"I quite enjoyed it." he said with a smile.

"Oh, Thanks...I do too. It reminds me of Panda." she said hugging the recorder.

Dexters ears went down a little. "I see..."

Pashmina smiled and patted his head. "Im going to talk to Bijou, see you later."

"Goodbye."

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"Panda, why is your fur all messed up? What were you doing while I was gone?" questioned Sandy.

Panda sweatdroped quickly fixing his fur. "I was just...working on something." he said.

"You must of had a fight with that wood then, huh?" she said joking.

"Its alright..." he said then setting her down the couch, and kissing her forhead. "I love you.."

Sandy blushed and smiled. "I love you too, I never felt so special. I must be the luckiest girl in the world to have you all to myself..."

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"Zats why you look zo mezzed up? You zere in zat clozet with Panda!" questioned Bijou wide eyed. "I never knew you were like zhat!"

"Shh!" said Pashmina covering her mouth. "Sandy is right there in the next room..."

"..zeah and it looks like zhey are kissing."

Pashmina let go of Bijous mouth, and just stared at them.

"..Pash? Are you alright?" questioned Bijou looking at them too.

"...it hurts. Even though I have gotten what I wanted. It still hurts..." sighed Pashmina.

"Zhy do you want what you cant zhave? Face is Pashmina he loves Sandy, not zou" said Bijou.

"I beg to differ..." said Pashmina with a smile. "He still has a crush on me. I might still have another change."

"Pashmina why are you doing this to Sandy? You zan clearly zee that she loves zhim."

"I love him too! dont you see that?" growled Pashmina.

Bijou slowly backed away. "Alzight..Ill just leave zou alone."

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Sandy sighed happily with Panda on the couch. "Oh Panda...I want to be with you forever."

"I do too, Sandy." he said smiling at her. "You know I do..."

Sandy nodded and rested her head on his shoulder. "Well be together forever...wont we?"

Panda paused a little, then nodded.

Pashmina, on the other hand, had a different idea to that. She was peeking at them, especially at Sandy. And so jealous she felt. "I wish she would just go away...I wish she would just die."

"Okwee!" screamed Penelope jumping on Pashmina.

Pashmina fell back with a loud 'oof!'. Sandy and Panda jumped up and stared at them.

Pashmina sweatdropped then slowly got back up with Penelope. "Penelope...were going home. NOW." she ordered as she pulled her towards the door with her.

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Pashminas cage, late at night.

Pashmina was in the corner of her cage, the room around her was dark, with a faint light from the nightlight close to her. She closed her eyes remembering what she had seen. Panda and Sandy. Her heart felt like it was hurting. She opened her eyes again, feeling wet with tears.

She took out her recorder from her scarf, and played the December song with it played low.

Someone holds me safe and warm,

Horses Prance through a silver storm.

Figures dancing gracefully,

Across my memory.

Pashmina layed down on her bedding, closing her eyes trying to sleep. All that could make her feel better from this is Panda. Holding her, caring about her. But does he really...? Or did he just used her earlier from that closet experience?

Pashminas head felt dizzy, she felt angry. "Why Sandy, why?" she said to herself. "I cant sleep..." she slowly got back up, grabbing onto the bedding hard. "I want to kill her...I have to kill her..." she growled staring out the window, which was pouring outside.

She stopped the song, and put the recording back into her scarf, she sneakly opened the cage door, and went outside.

It was pouring hard outside, she grabbed a leaf from a nearby tree and put it over her head. She sighed and looked up, and whispered to herself. "I love you...I love you...why are you doing this to me?" /3

It started thundering with rage, but it couldnt compeat to the rage Pashmina was feeling. She slowly started walking on her backyard, looking at her dark, wet surroundings.

She walked by a rose bush, slightly getting cut by the thorns. She winced in pain and fell the ground, the wind blew away her only leaf umbrella.

She opened her eyes and grabbed a thorn, and put it in her scarf safe, with her recording, which accidently started playing in the rain.

Far away, long ago,

Glowing dim as an ember.

Things my heart used to know,

Things is yours to remember.

With one loud clap of thunder, Pashmina quickly got back up. "Muurff...this song...Im in no mood." she said trying to shut it off, but the rain had been ruining the recorder, making the song sound weird and eerie.

Pashmina dropped the recording and stepped on it. "Quit. Playing. That. SONG!" she yelled. But it was no use, it just kept on playing over and over...

Dancing Bears,

Painted Wings,

Things I almost Remember...

Pashmina screamed and stomped on it again and again. "SHUT. UP!"

And a song someone sings,

Once Upon a December.

Pashmina caught her breathe, she started crying over the song. "...Someone holds me...safe and warm..."

Pause.

She picked the recording up, the song slowly stopped playing. Pashmina sighed in relief and put it back in her scarf.

Pashmina caught something unusual, Panda and Sandy...under a leaf umbrella, walking somewhere.

Pashminas eyes widened. She quietly started following them. "Why are you still alive...?"

Sandy leaded him to her cage, she climbed the tree with him to go inside, Panda opened the window and let her go inside first.

"...are you sure you want to do this?" questioned Panda.

"Uh-huh..." she said as she smiled and pulled him in the cage with her.

Pashmina quickly ran to the tree, and ran up it and peeked at them.

I saw you two doing something tonight, and I was in pain.

I stood and watched in the rain.

As you were showing her things that I wanted to regret seeing.

Please tell me this isnt true, Im pleading..pleading.

Pashmina bit her lip in anger, she slowly walked to the window, and opened it ever so quietly, she slowly climbed down to her cage, hiding from the darkness in the room, her revengeful eyes seemed as if it was glowing.

"I trust you, Panda...you know I love you." smiled Sandy who was on him.

"...get the hell off my Panda" whispered Pashmina reaching into her scarf, pulling out her thorn. "Or Ill make you..."

Thunder roared again, the room stood dead silent, then Sandy began to speak again.

Pashmina friggeted a little, feeling her recording fall out of her scarf, it started playing again, but not in the normal lullybuy like it was supposed to, but more of an eerie dark rythm, that the rain has caused the song to do.

The twinkleing sounded like whispers

The beautiful singing voice sounded mean and raspy.

"Hey..whats that sound?" questioned Panda looking around.

"I hear it too...it sounds like a song is playing." said Sandy.

Pashmina smiled slightly. "Once Upon my December, my dear." she said in an insane voice. She kicked open the cage door with a fury and ran towards them, looking at both of them with disquist. She lifted up her sharp thorn and aimed it at Sandy.

"Pashmina...STOP!" yelled Panda quickly getting up and pushed her.

Pashmina fell to the ground hard, she dropped her thorn, which fell out of the cage and onto the ground.

Sandy held in her breathe in shock. Panda was trying to catche his. "Pashmina...what the hell were you thinking?"

Pashmina just looked away, with her arms crossed. The song still playing, almost to an ending.

"You just dont get it, do you?" she said staring at him, then looking away again, walking out of the cage quietly, with the rain water that soaked her smooth fur.

"I love you...I love you..." drifted off in her mind.

Things is yours to remember.

And a song someone sings,

Once Upon a December.

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(A/N) woo! One more chapter to go and the story is over. Be sure to stick around because there is going to be a surprising twist at the end!