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"Because I don't appreciate you tracking Rollin's cell!" Olivia yelled at Nick and Fin, who were now in her office with the door shut.
"Sarge, she's been acting really strange the past few days. She's been late for work, distracted, her story doesn't always match up." Nick explained gently as Fin looked at her.
"Haven't you noticed anything off with her, Liv?" Fin asked as she glared at him harshly.
"We got into a fight a few days ago, I haven't seen her outside of work since then. So no, Detectives, I haven't noticed anything." She said harshly as Fin just shrugged his shoulders.
As soon as the detectives walked out of the office they looked at each other and headed for the coffee machine.
"Well that explains why things have been a shit show over the past few days." Nick said as Fin agreed.
"Yeah, but Amanda was still at a known underground casino, and that's a problem." Fin said solemnly as he poured the coffee into a mug and headed back to his desk.
Later that afternoon, Rollins walked back into the station and was immediately questioned by Fin about what was happening.
"Are you alright, Amanda?" He asked quietly.
"Of course. Why?"
"You just seem a little off; you know you can talk to me about anything, right?"
"Yeah, I do. Thanks, partner." She said before she turned back to her computer.
"Of course. So, do you want to tell me what you were doing in a casino the past few nights?" He asked gently as she jerked her head up and glared up at him.
"How the hell do you know that?" She asked venomously.
"Amanda…" He started off before she jumped up from her desk and glared down at him.
"Did you track my phone? You have got to be kidding me!" She yelled at him before she heard Olivia yell from her office.
"Rollins!" The brunette yelled firmly, stopping the blonde in her tracks.
"Yes, Sergeant?" She asked as she looked over to Olivia who was standing in the door to her office.
"Get in here, now." Benson said icily as she walked back into her office, Amanda following her.
"Liv, I'm sorry about that, I didn't mean to let it escalate that much." The blonde said honestly after she closed the door.
"Sit down, Rollins." Olivia said heavily, Amanda flinching at the way that her girlfriend said her last name. Normally the brunette said her last name sweetly, and with love, but this time was different.
"Yes, Sarge." The blonde said, sitting down quickly.
"What is going on Amanda? I just defended you to your colleagues and then I find out that you were gambling? What the hell are you thinking? I thought you had it under control." She said, partly angry, and partly worried.
"I did-I do, Liv." She stuttered slightly.
"It doesn't seem like you do, Rollins. Do you need my help? Because all you have to do is ask for it."
"I'm fine, Sergeant." She whispered, looking down at her hands.
"I know you're lying, but you need to figure it out. I am serious, Amanda. Get it together. And get the hell out of my office." Olivia said coldly as she stood up and pointed at the blonde angrily, noticing that she had tears in her eyes.
Amanda nodded slightly, standing up and walking to the door, noticing that the blinds were open and Nick and Fin were both watching them. She threw the door open and then quickly made her way to the locker room to wash her face.
After a few more days of tenseness around the precinct, Amanda finally came out of the woodwork about being undercover when the people who ran the casino were arrested.
Everyone was relieved, but Olivia still seemed incredibly angry with her.
"Sarge, can I talk to you?" The blonde asked, knocking on the doorjamb of Olivia's office.
"Fine, come in." The brunette said, somewhat angrily.
"Liv, I'm really sorry, but they needed my help." She explained, trying to meet Olivia's eyes.
"I'm aware of that Amanda, but we also needed you here and ready. I also didn't want to have to lie to the rest of my squad, but you made me."
"Liv, that wasn't my intention, I swear." The blonde said, before Olivia cut her of.
"Either way, it happened. I just don't understand why you did it. A week ago, you came to me as your girlfriend and told me all about this case and told you to not do it because it was dangerous."
"They needed my help, Olivia!"
"Yeah, well you could've died, Amanda! They held a damn gun to your head too many times for my liking, alright?"
"Where did you hear that?"
"I am your Sergeant, Amanda, and everything was reported to me. So not only am I pissed that you went into this mission, but I also am pissed that you didn't tell me you almost got shot!" The brunette yelled, causing Amanda to flinch.
"I really am sorry, Olivia." She said sincerely, her eyes starting to tear up.
"I know you are, but that's not going to cut it right now. Thank you for informing me that you were going undercover, and I'm glad you're done with it now. I'll see you here tomorrow bright and early for your shift." She said, looking down at all the paperwork on her desk.
"Liv, come on. I haven't seen you outside of work in over a week. Can we please just do dinner or something? I know you're pissed, but you would've done the same thing if you were me."
"I can't tonight, Amanda. I'm still pissed at you for going through with this and almost getting yourself killed."
"Liv, are we gonna be okay?" She asked hesitantly, afraid of the answer.
"Yes. I just need a few more days, okay Rollins?" The brunette said, losing her harsh tone.
"Yes, Sergeant. Have a good night."
"So you're saying that Liv knew the whole time and she was just acting surprised with us?" Fin asked as Amanda took a sip of her drink.
"Yeah, and she's pissed." The blonde said, taking a shot.
"I'm sure she'll get over it soon, blondie." Fin said, patting Amanda's shoulder.
"I don't know, Fin. She's really upset with me."
"That's all part of being in a relationship, though." Nick said sympathetically as Amanda looked over at him.
"I just have never seen her look at me like that before. Just disgusted and angry. I don't know if that was an act or real. But I know that I don't want her to look at me like that ever again." The blonde said, groaning before she took another sip of her beer.
"Well, you'll figure out a way to get back on her good side. She loves you, Rollins, you know that." Fin said with an encouraging smile.
"Thanks, partner. And thanks for coming out with me tonight, guys." She said, looking to Nick and Fin. "I should get home and let Frannie out, though." She said, standing up after she finished her beer.
Two nights later, Rollins showed up at Olivia's door with a bouquet of red roses. Things had been getting less tense at work, so she figured she'd come and try to see if she was still angry with her.
The blonde knocked hesitantly, choosing not to let herself in with the key that she possessed.
"Amanda, what are you doing here?" Liv asked as she opened the door, trying to fight a smile.
"I just wanted to give you these and apologize. It was a jerk move for me to do the assignment when I knew how you felt about it, and I'm sorry for making you lie to the team. I don't know what I was thinking. But I do know that I miss you, Olivia." She said, handing Olivia her bouquet with a grin.
"I've missed you, too, Georgia." She said with a smirk. "I'm sorry if I overreacted, I'm just still trying to get my bearings as the Sergeant."
"I know, and I shouldn't have made it harder for you."
"Yeah, well, relationships have to have their ups and downs, right?" She asked with a slight laugh.
"I guess so."
"Why don't you come in, Amanda?" Olivia asked, moving out of her girlfriend's way so she could come through the door.
"Sure, thanks. So we were both wrong in some regard, right? Can we just move past this please? Everything was going so well before all of this happened."
"Of course we can, Amanda. I love you, and a fight isn't going to change that. Hell, I was worried because we hadn't had a fight yet; it was bound to happen." She said, getting a small smile and chuckle out of the blonde, "How about we order in and watch a movie?"
"Good with me. And I love you, too, Olivia. And I don't want to fight with you again." She said, walking into Liv's outstretched arms.
"Good luck with that. I think occasional arguments is part of a relationship with two very stubborn people." The brunette said with a chuckle as Amanda pulled back, still holding onto Liv's hips.
"I'm not stubborn." She said with a straight face as Olivia looked at her in disbelief.
"Sure you're not, blondie." She said with a wink, leaning forward to connect their lips with a smile.