Your encounter with Loki shook you. You were use to mens advances, yes. but usually they were more..well...clothed. you hiked up your dress once you reached the top of the stairs. You wanted air, you wanted out. You looked around and decided to take the stair case across from the one you just fame up. This one spireled around. After several flights it opened up to a archway.
You smiled happily as you walked through the arch. One of the many sky gardens in the palace. You looked around. There were flowers from everywhere. You immediately were drawn to the flowers from your home. You breathed in their fragrances as you closed your eyes and thought back. Home seemed so far away. So distant now... your people were now Thyrms people and the marriage made it so.
Silent tears threatened to escape you yet you still managed to hold them back. You slumped down to the ground hiding yourself from view. You held fast still. The tears did not come but all your will left you for a moment. For a long moment you allowed yourself to feel lost, helpless, alone, and frightened. Still you would not let the tears escape for sake of being caught.
You sat and wrapped yourself with your arms staring blankly at the flowers that reminded you of home. If you were there a hour it felt like minutes.. before you knew it was becoming high noon. Your stomach growled at you. It must be time to eat soon. You wondered if Thyrm would want to be woken.
The thought of going back to your room to see him to have him touch you, turned your stomach. You knew if you did not these free mornings would no longer be. You gathered your will off the garden floor and stood.
You liked it here. You gave the horizon a long look before turning your back on all you had of home here. You liked that the little piece you had was secluded and secret from Thyrm. You doubted if he knew anything about plants from his own people little alone from someone else's.
You went down the steps slowly, you were in no hurry to rouse Thyrm. Eventually you made your way to your door. You gave a heavy sigh before pushing the door open.