Hey! Sorry Guys for not updating but I have been really busy! I have SO much study to do! So here's chapter 5!


Clary pov

Wow awkward!

Everybody is staring at me. Stunned at the answer I gave.

Let's recap:

"Are you a virgin?" asks Izzy.

Everybody stares at me.

"No" I answer honestly.

Then everybody looked at Jon who seems very angry.

"WHAT!" screams Jon.

Oh god.

"What age were you?" Jon asks.

Uh oh he's scary calm.

"..." I don't answer.

"Clary" he says.

Everybody else is staring.

"14" I say.

Jon looks like he's about to erupt.

"Clarissa, Why?" He says.

I don't get time to say anything because Jon continues.

"What happened to that sweet, innocent girl that I knew 6 years ago?! HUH!, What did California do to you? Now you've become a slut! I want the Clary who is geeky and who wears t-shirts and jeans! The one who is a massive art geek! Now I guess you have changed! Clary do you know how hurt I was when you went with Valentine!? You left! " He shouts.

I'm stunned.

That is one of the most hurtful attacks that has ever come my way.

Everybody else has surprised looks on their faces.

I just stare at him and he does the same.

Then he just gets up and leaves.


Everybody leaves after that and they say he will come around and that he was just a ticking bomb that was going to explode at any moment.

After they leave I look for Jon's room and eventually find it and I go in without knocking.

There I see Jon on the bed with his hand on his head and he is leaning over.

I go and sit down next to him.

We sit in silence for a few moments. Then he breaks the silence.

"I'm sorry" He says.

I am about to say something but he cuts in.

"I'm so sorry Clary, for all the things I said. I was just angry, I never meant to say all the stuff I said, it's just sometimes I wonder how different it would be if you stayed, if you didn't go with Valentine. If you would be different. Well a different, different. You are a confident person now and seem all rude and stuff and hearing that you..that you...did it at 14 it makes me angry. That some douche-bag and I can tell you that he is one even if I don't know who he is or where he comes from. I just can't get over how much you've changed. I want my Clare-bear back".

I think of what he's said.

"I'll always be your Clare-bear" I say to him.

He smiles and I smile.

He then gives me a bone crushing hug. I have the biggest smile on my face.

That is not a fake smile, I have a real smile plastered on my face.

"Well it's getting late and we both need sleep especially you, after your flight" He says.

"Kk, goodnight and i'll see you tomorrow" I say to him.

"Goodnight and sweet dreams, Clare-bear" He says with a smile.

I smile and make my way to my room.

I wipe all my make-up off my face and I see a girl with big, innocent green eyes and has flaming red hair that is starting to frizz and who has a lot of freckles.

I stare at my appearance. I smirk at myself.

I look so innocent.

If only people knew.


I wake up at dawn like I always did and do.

I look in the mirror and see a complete mess. I sigh.

I start working on a frizz ball that I call my hair.

After about an hour with the help of hair products, my hair looks perfect.

Now my face.

I have very nice skin. It is flawless well except for the annoying freckles I have.

I put on my make-up and I look good.

It's a Sunday so I'll wear something nice and comfortable.

I pick a blue sun dress, it looks perfect.

By now it's about 8 in the morning and I head down stairs.

Then I see a blessing and a curse.

The blessing being seeing about 10 guys shirtless in tight shorts who all have six packs.

The curse being something a sister should never witness in her whole life.

I see Jon's fat arse. Well this is an eventful morning. There's no better way to start of a morning!


So here's chapter 5!

Jon and Clary! Some broother-sister love!

There will be Clace in the next chapter!

Until next time ( which will be soon!)

xox