A/N: I wasn't sure about this chapter but whatever my friend says it's good so I'm taking her word on it and posting it. Here's the next chapter for 'Wishing for Death' Enjoy.
I left Sollux's place in a rush. I seriously had to leave because I knew. I knew that he liked me. I didn't want to go down that path. Not again. Not after John. If that happened then I don't think I'd be able to live with myself. I'd kill myself. I couldn't risk losing someone else.
I almost didn't leave. I almost stayed for Eridan because I knew he'd be hurt if I left but I had to go. My resolve almost broke but the need to keep them both safe overpowered everything else. I ran out as fast as I could grabbing my bag on the way, not looking back once.
I walked down the streets blindly but I paid enough attention so that I wouldn't run into anything or attract any unwanted attention. I still didn't know where I was going to go but I knew I needed to get out of town.
As I walked I was suddenly pulled into an alley and roughly shoved against the wall. At first I thought it was Gamzee but when I looked up...it wasn't him. I was met with the face of one of Gamzees 'Friends'. This wasn't good. I was going to be returned to Gamzee and I hadn't even gotten anywhere yet. Then I remembered this was Cronus.
"Hey little kitten" he whispered into my ear. I cringed pulling a disgusted face. He just laughed. More like an evil chuckle though.
"What do you want?" I asked hoping he'd let me go. He gave me a blank look before staring into my eyes.
"You" Wait what? I couldn't believe what I just heard.
"W-what do you mean?" I stuttered out. He smirked and gave me an evil smile before kissing my cheek. My face contorted into one of complete disgust. I couldn't believe this guy.
"I mean I want you and I intend to have you. I don't give a fuck about Gamzee. You belong to me now." I gulped. This wasn't going to end well for me. First I'm with Gamzee and now this creep. All those times I thought he was joking when he said he wanted me. I had to get away...like now. No way was I going to go with my dead brothers boyfriend. It just felt so wrong.
"No. I'm not going with you. I'd rather be with Gamzee so just take me to him. I'm not Kankri." I said with a straight face. He just glared at me with a look of pure hatred. Before I knew it he had me pinned against the wall even tighter with no way to escape.
His tongue was down my throat within a matter of seconds. I didn't even get a chance to react. I tried pushing him off but he wasn't having any of that. After what seemed like years he finally pulled away panting. "So kitten are ya coming with me? I can make you feel so good. Better than what Gamzee does to ya." I was shocked beyond anything that I couldn't even open my mouth. I always knew this guy was a creep. Ever since Kankri died he started coming after me. Then Gamzee and I left but I found out he kept in touch with him. I still don't know why but this guy harasses me every chance he gets. I hate him so much and Gamzee even more for not doing anything about it not that I didn't already hate him.
Finally I was able to get out a meek 'no' that sounded pathetic even to my ears.
"You sure kitten? Do I need to show ya what I can do?" He asked smirking. I vigorously shook my head no. I wasn't about to get felt up or molested in a fucking alley.
He didn't take no for an answer however. He held my hands above my head bringing a knee to my crotch and rubbing the front. I couldn't help the gasp that escaped my lips. "So you do like that kitten. I knew you were a little slut"
"I don't. Just let me g-go" I whispered.
"That's not gonna happen kitten. I want to hear you moan for me." I wouldn't ever do that. Not ever. I needed to get away before anything like that happened. I stomped on his foot then kicked his knee when he was momentarily startled.
"Don't touch me." I yelled as I ran away. I didn't notice him get up or the fact that he followed me. 'Crap where am I going to go?' I couldn't go to Gamzees and I certainly wasn't about to go back to Solluxs. I literally had nowhere to go. I walked and walked finally coming across a small 3 story hotel. I would stay here for the night and in the morning I would figure out where to go. I walked in.
Going to the receptionist I asked if she had any rooms available. She smiled politely and handed me a key. "Thanks." I looked at the key number. Room 218. I got into the elevator pressing for floor 2. As soon as I stepped out I quickly located my room, unlocked it, and collapsed onto the bed. I was exhausted mentally and physically.
"Where am I going to go? I'm so stupid! I should've planned this better." I had been almost caught, then found by Sollux, reunited with Eridan, I also told them my story, then I left almost got molested in an alley by my dead brothers boyfriend and now here I am in a hotel with nowhere else to go. Maybe I could just catch a bus out of town but to where? I'd think about it in the morning. Right now I needed to sleep. I closed my eyes slowly drifting to sleep. I fell into a deep slumber unaware of what lay ahead.
My name is Karkat Vantas and I don't know what to do.
A/N: Wow Cronus is a creep going after his dead bfs brother. Okay well anyway I'm not very good with certain characters so I apologize for any OOCness.
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