A/N: Well here is a new chapter. hope you all like it.
Chapter 21
Mai
She walked into her apartment and left her powers take control for one night. Everything that she has been holding ever since they had found Gene's body to the point where she stated to cry and feel pain, to the point where she met Drake and his family and Jack and Luka. Up to the point where she then felt everything all over again when Michael had died and then when Oliver came back, and now.
On her bed she left everything around her being destroyed without lifting a finger. Then a knife appeared right in front of her. While she help the knife her iPod started to go off and then she heard a song that she knew that Luka place on her iPod for this reason only.
I never meant to be the one
Who kept you from the dark
But now I know my wounds are sewn
Because of who you are
I will take this burden on
And become the holy one
But remember I am human
And I'm bound to sing this song
So hear my voice remind you not to bleed
I'm here,
Saviour will be there
When you are feeling alone, oh
A saviour for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm
So here I write my lullaby
To all the lonely ones
Remember as you learn to try
To be the one you love
So I can take this pen
And teach you how to live
What is left unsaid
The greatest gift I give
So hear my voice remind you not to bleed
I'm here,
Saviour will be there
When you are feeling alone, oh
A saviour for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm
[Violin solo]
Saviour will be there
When you are feeling alone, oh
A saviour for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm
When I hear your cries
Praying for light
I will be there
When I hear your cries
Praying for light
I will be there
I will be there!
I will always be there!
I will be there!
Mai listened to the song and she wasn't feeling better at all. Her powers were out of control and she couldn't handle being alone. Yet she did make the cuts and has the song on repeat. Then she moved to another.
A reason, a victim,
A shining beacon in the sky.
In yearn for what's missing,
The power hidden in the night.
An Angel, a Demon, (a demon!)
The parts you played on lonesome nights.
The damage, inflicted,
The pain and lust they leave behind.
She did feel like a victim and also a demon because of her powers and those that she has lost in life. She felt lost in her mind and in her soul.
Never give in, (hey, hey)
Never back down, (hey, hey)
Never give in! (hey, hey, hey, hey)
We're soldiers, in season,
We can bring change before we die.
The tales of their beatings,
To feel what lies beneath our eyes.
Never give in, (hey, hey)
Never back down, (hey, hey)
Never give in, (hey, hey)
Never back down, (hey, hey)
When your life feels lost,
(Fight against all odds!)
Never give in,
(Never back down!)
[Instrumental]
Never give in, (hey, hey)
Never back down, (hey, hey)
Never give in, (hey, hey)
Never back down, (hey, hey)
When your life feels lost,
(Fight against all odds!)
Never give in,
(Never back down!)
Mai never really backed down from anything but when Oliver has left and everyone that she thought of as a family had left she felt lost and alone and she tried to give in on more and one accusation. She didn't know how more she can last with these thoughts in her mind.
I ruled the world.
With these hands I shook the heavens to the ground.
I laid the gods to rest.
I held the key to the kingdom.
Lions guarding castle walls.
Hail the king of death.
Then I lost it all
Dead and broken.
My back's against the wall.
Cut me open.
I'm just trying to breathe,
Just trying to figure it out
Because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.
I said, "Then I lost it all."
And who can save me now?
I stood above
Another war,
Another jewel upon the crown.
I was the fear of men.
But I was blind.
I couldn't see the world there right in front of me.
But now I can... (yeah)
'Cause I lost it all
Dead and broken.
My back's against the wall.
Cut me open.
I'm just trying to breathe,
Just trying to figure it out
Because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.
I said, "Then I lost it all."
Who can save me now?
(oh)
I believe that we all fall down sometimes (oh)
Can't you see (can't you see it) that we all fall down sometimes? (oh, yeah, oh, yeah, oh yeah)
I believe that we all fall down sometimes (oh)
(Can't you see, yeah) Can't you see that we all fall down sometimes? (yeah, we all, yeah, we all fall down)
Yeah
I believe that we all fall down sometimes
Yeah
Mai soon fell unconscious when she realized that her mind had and powers had taken over. She sight of her room when her eyes closed.
Oliver
Oliver woke up the next day before anyone else had. He left the house to go and check on Mai. When he reached his apartment he knocked on the door, when no one answered he pound on the door, and yet he had heard music so he thought Mai was just sleeping.
"Oliver I see you have decided to come and check on Mai just like us?" Called Jacky.
"Yes but all I hear is depressing music, doesn't she have better music then this?" Asked Oliver.
"Oh shit. Luka open the door, since you brought your keys." Said Jacky.
They had unlocked Mai's door and noticed that the apartment was destroyed. It looked like a strong windstorm went through the room and also it looked more like a tornado went into the apartment. Jacky looked at Luka and said, "Make sure Oliver doesn't come any closer. Keep him here."
Oliver watched as Jacky walked into Mai's room, then he came out and said, "Luka get the Car, Oliver get in the backseat, I'll bring Mai down we need to go to the hospital. She did it again and the songs didn't help what so ever."
Oliver and Luka went the car and started it up, then they watched has Jacky brought Mai to them. Then Oliver noticed that Mai wasn't moving and she has blood all over her. Jacky placed Mai's head on Oliver and shut the door and jumped into the car and told Luka to get to the hospital.
"Oliver you need to keep pressure on her arms right now. She lost too much blood, it looks like she reopened them again about 15 minutes ago."
The ride was quiet, a little too quiet. When they reached the hospital, Jacky took Mai from Oliver and ran into the hospital and into the emergence rooms, or the ER. Oliver walked in after them but when Jacky placed her on the bed and told the nurses what happened they were pushed into the living room. Jack fought them and telling them that he was her brother, but the nuses told him to go to the waiting room.
"Oliver call the others and let them know what's going on. Then you and Mai, once she wakes up needs to sit and talk alone. Get things sorted out between you two. I know you have started to but have really finished it."
Mai.
Wake woke up in a room full of white. She thought she was dead, she wanted to. Yes she and Oliver have confessed to each other. But she felt guilty because of the fact that she could love, be happy, and get married and have kids, but knowing that Michael and Gene couldn't. She felt bad. She wanted to disappear and never come back to this world.
"MAI YOU STUPID WOMEN YOUR IN TROUBLE YOUNG LADY!" Yelled a voice that she knew all to well. That voice belonged to Ayako.
"What happened Ayako?" Mai asked her.
"You cut yourself and not by accident. Why would you do such a thing? You shouldn't have. Why Mai?" Pleated Ayako.
Mai looked away and said, "Since when did you care? After you saw me in the club? Where were you when Oliver left? Where were you when I lost myself more than once? Where were you when I first started to cut and started to feel numb? Where the hell were you? Oh yeah I forgot you weren't there you never cared. No one wanted me after Olive, and Lin left. Just give up Ayako."
Ayako was taken aback when she noticed that Mai was crying. Ayako's own heart was breaking as she said, "I'm sorry Mai. We thought you didn't want to see us. We all thought that you wanted to be alone and have things the way before. Then a week went back and Monk wanted everyone to talk again and hang out. Though we didn't have any ghost to chase but meet up and we tried to find you. We tried to call you. But you phone was disconnected."
Mai looked over at her and said, "You know that is a lie. Monk saw me at the club one night, he was performing and I went on before his band did. I bet he didn't tell you."
Ayako looked over at her and said, "He did. He even asked the club owner to higher you and also he said that you were fine. That when the time was right he would come and see you. But when we did, we found out that you were admitted to a hospital and no one would tell us why. Then we saw that Jacky and Luka were with you. They would never leave you alone. So we knew you were in good hands. I talked with Jacky and he said that you told them everything he said to leave you alone until you were better."
Mai looked at Ayako and said, "I know he did. I was there. He was testing you see if you or the others would walk over. But you guys wouldn't."
With that said the door busted opened and Oliver walk in with Luka and Jacky. Mai took one look at them she realized that he was pissed at her and Jacky and Luka were trying to calm down. She knew that she had made more of a mess out of things and it was getting worse and worse.
A/N: sorry I thought this story would be done. but only a few more chapters left. I don't own the songs that I used. The songs I used in this chapter are from black veil brides and the titles are 1) Savior 2) never give in, 3) lost it all. all three songs are from black veil brides. only savior and lost it all are on my profile if you want to listen to them there is a youtube link. Well please review and let me know.