Made a wrong turn, once or twice. Dug my way out blood and fire. Bad Decisions? That's alright, welcome to my Silly life. Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood, miss no way it's all good it didn't slow me down, Mistaken, always second guessing, Underestimated, look, I'm still around.
RPOV
"NO!" I screamed as I sat straight up in bed, my limbs wrapped up in the blanket. Kicking free of them I stood up and stumbled to the bathroom and splashed my face with cold water, trying to shake the remnants of the dream away. What the hell do they mean? And why are they coming more and more frequent?
Shaking my head I decided that I would start getting ready for school. Yeah it was only 5 am, but still it gave me time to do my hair better than normal. So turning on the radio I have in my bathroom I turned on the shower to let it warm up as I went to my closet and picked my outfit. I decided on skinny jeans (that would be hell getting on when wet) and a tank top that said 'If you think I'm a bitch, you should meet my mother' I had gotten it last week when me and Liss went to the mall. I saw it and I HAD to get it.
Smiling to myself I walked to the bathroom, singing along with Lady Sovereign. "Love me or hate me it's still an obsession, love me or hate that is the question, if you love me than Thank you, if you hate me than fuck you."
It took me all of half an hour to shower and do all the lady things (shave, and dance around in the shower) when I got out of the shower I turned on my hair straightener and curling iron. Before walking to the bedroom and drying myself off.
When I walked into the bedroom, I nearly jumped out of my skin. "MOTHER! What are you doing in here? I am trying to get ready for school. Can you get out?" I snapped at her, as I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a pair of black thongs (so that no lines show in my skinny jeans) and a matching bra. Walking back into the bathroom to blow dry my hair so that I could straighten it.
"I am leaving; I am going to Spain for two weeks with for a conference. I expect to have a house when I get back. And if get any calls from the cops like last time you will lose your car. Got it girl?" Janine Hathaway told me, her short curly auburn hair bouncing around as she spoke.
"That was one time! And it wasn't even me! It was YOUR friend who came over and tried hitting on Lissa. I'm sorry if you're a horrible friend but when someone old enough to be our father hits on my friends I tend to protect them. Keep your friends away from here when you're gone and you won't have any calls." I yelled to her over the sound of Iron Madden.
What she was talking about was back in December when she had been away in… god who knows… I had all my friends over and one of her friends Eugene I think came over and was trying to get Lissa to go upstairs with him. I ended up hitting him and we got into a fight and he went flying out the front window. It was kind of funny, until the cops showed up.
"Whatever, don't do anything stupid." She said getting up and walking out of the room. God I hate her, she is always more concerned about her job than about her daughter. That's why she got me my car, as a way to buy my love. Not that it really worked I still hated her. But at least for the next 2 weeks I won't have to deal with her.
That thought alone put me in a good mood, and I decided to put on something fun and turned on Mambo Number 5 and danced around my bathroom as I did my hair. When it was straight with a couple curls though out I smiled and put on some make up than walked out to the get dressed. Once I was in my jeans and tank top I pulled on a pair of heels and grabbed my bag I walked down stairs and grabbed a doughnut from the counter and walked out to go to school.
It took me all of 10 minutes to get from my house to St. Vladimir's high school, where I parked my Altima in its normal spot and got out. The first thing I noticed was that my friends were not waiting for me. Well Andre was standing there flirting with some short girl with curly hair but that's nothing new for him. Shaking my head I walked past him and playfully patted him on the ass. It was an inside joke with us. I always talked shit about the football team patting each other on the ass.
"Hey Andre, where is everyone? Our table is kind of lonely" I told him sitting on top of it. Out of the corner of my eye I saw THE guy sitting at another table reading something. It looked like it was a letter. That reminded me of the assignment, and the fact that if things worked out like they had yesterday I would be getting one today.
"Uh I don't know, I think Adrian and Eddie are out on the field I don't know where everyone else is." He told me before turning back to the girl. Shaking my head I got off the table and walked out to the football field. When I got there I stopped in my tracks. Adrian was out there. But he was not doing anything football related.
He was wrapped in the arms of a slender blonde. One that I knew well. (And no it was not Lissa) Her name is Sydney Sage; she was an intern at my mom's office. I got her internship. "Adrian, you need to go, Rose will be here any time and you need to keep playing good boyfriend, at least until we graduate." She told him before leaning up and kissing him again.
After a couple seconds he nodded and pulled away walking to go and meet me. I hurried away from there, but I didn't go to the table where our friends would be. Rather I started walking, with no idea where I was going to go. My mind couldn't wrap around this. Adrian was cheating on me? Yeah I knew things weren't the best between us but up until 2 weeks ago he had acted like he loved me more than anything on this earth. What had changed?
My back to school party, that's what, happened I realized. Everyone had been there, Sydney and Adrian included. I should have seen it. God I am so—"ow, sorry." I had been so lost in my thoughts that I hadn't seen that someone was walking by and I ended up running straight into him, and because I hadn't been expecting it I ended up flat on my ass on the sidewalk.
"Are you ok?" the person asks, holding out his hand to me. Looking up I saw that it was him, the long haired hottie. Taking his hand I nodded, feeling the same tingle in my arm as I had yesterday.
"Yeah, I am fine; I should have been watching where I was going." I said, not having the energy to start a fight with him today.
"Wow, no biting comment? No mean remark? Did you hit your head?" he asks me, and I could tell that he wanted me to smile, but I just didn't feel up to it.
"Sorry, not in the mood to be a bitch. Sorry." I told him dusting the dirt off my pants and then shook my hair out of my face. It looked like he was going to say something else, but just then a dark haired girl ran over, her green eyes a little frantic.
"Dimitri! You need to come, now" she said grabbing his arm to pull him, the way she was yanking you would think someone was dying.
"Nicole, relax, what's the matter?" he, Dimitri, ask her putting his hand on her shoulder, his voice that had just been light and teasing with me turned smooth and calming.
"It's Viktoria; she is getting into a fight. With Alex." She told him, and just like that he was gone. Off running to where this Viktoria was at I guessed and my curiosity got the better of me and I fallowed. When I got there I saw that two girls rolling around on the floor throwing punches, one of them I knew through Andre. Alex Ozera was one of the cheerleaders at Andre was always flirting with, no matter how much she told him she was a lesbian.
"Dimka! Let me go!" the other girl yelled fighting the hold Dimitri had on her. But he wouldn't let her go and rather just pulled her away from the crowd. Just then the bell rang and everyone that was in the halls began going to class.
Shaking my head I made my way to English. When I got there I saw my friends sitting around the desk that I would normally sit at. I had just given Mason a smile when I bumped into someone again. Looking up this time I saw that it was Sydney, and all the things that happened this morning came flooding back to me. Good thing I am a good actress huh? "Hey Syd, sorry. Wasn't looking where I was going. You ok?" I ask smiling at her as Mrs. Petrov walked in behind me.
"Sit down sit down." She said as she walked to the desk and I made my way over to my desk.
"Love the shirt Rosie" Mase said as I sat down and I had to resist the urge to reach over and smack him. I loved him but he knew that calling me Rosie was just asking to get hit.
"Call me Rosie again and I will shove my foot so far up your ass, that you will taste the leather on my heels" I told him pleasantly as Mrs. P walked around handing out letters. When she handed me mine she smiled and I could tell that she was happy that Penn and I were talking so much.
Without even waiting for her to walk away I tore open the envelope and started reading the letter.
Dear Kit,
I cannot tell you how happy I was that I got a letter back so soon, (it was delivered to me in my math class, how funny is that) and I got yelled at because I wouldn't pay attention to the lesson.
Let me ask you something; is it weird that I feel like I can talk to you about things that I can't even talk to my family about? I mean we just met, well not really met but just started talking and already I trust you. And I want you to know that you can trust me too. With anything. Anything that is said between us I will keep to myself. Unless you are in danger, than I will do anything and everything to keep you safe.
And that made me sound like a creeper, but I am not I promise you.
Anyway, about this boyfriend. If he treats you so badly why don't you dump him? Every woman deserves to be with someone who WANTS to be with them, not just to show them off. And already I can tell you that you deserve so much more than whoever he is.
What kind of parent leaves their child alone at home? Wow, I don't mean to sound like a prick but your mom sounds like a bitch. Though I do envy you to an extent. To be alone, what a blessing that would be. All my life I had had to share everything and if I can get fifteen minutes to myself it's a lot in my house. One of my sisters is always calling me, or my mother or grandmother are asking me to do stuff for them. Or my nephew wants to play. I barely have time to do homework.
But as for now I am going to say goodbye, and go give this to Mrs. P so it can get to you.
Until next time
Penn.
PS: I agree we should think of more questions. Here is one for now though. What period do you have English so that I can get these to you before your class every day.
I couldn't help but smile as I read his letter, this guy Penn seemed like the type of guy I could really get along with. After re reading it over again I was surprised to feel little butterflies in my stomach, like I liked this guy. How could I like him? I didn't even know him.
Shaking my head I pulled out my iPhone and put on my headphones, turning on Stronger, by Jennette McCardy. I know, I know, its country but it was Sam from iCarly. I loved her! Along with my phone, I pulled out a pad of paper and pencil to write him back.
Dear Penn
I have it first, followed by History.
I feel like I can trust you too, and that is really rare for me. There is only one other person that I REALLY trust and I have known her all my life. And no you did not sound like a creeper, you sounded like a friend. So thank you.
As for my mom. Yeah, she is a huge bitch. She is leaving today to go to Spain for some work conference. She acts like she wants me to care or be angry that she is gone, but I really am not. I mean she is gone most of the time anyway. The only time I see her is when I get in trouble and not even with her. She doesn't care. If I get in trouble in school or with the law she acts like mother of the year but other than that I am just a pest that ruined her life. She has said that you know that I ruined her life.
That was when I was a freshman, after that I tried to kill myself, and you know what she said? She said that I was a chicken shit that I was trying to take the coward's way out. What kind of mother does that?
And for my boyfriend? I want to break up with him, but I can't. I need him. I am so scared of being alone and even if he is just showing me off its something right? But this morning I found him making out with another chick this morning. I want to be shocked and hurt, but I am really not. I am more upset with myself for not seeing it sooner. Maybe I just didn't want to see it.
Now it is my turn to say good bye for now, before I turn into a crying mess in the middle of class. That would be embarrassing. Lol.
Waiting to hear from you
Kit.
As I finished my letter, I shook my head and dabbed my eyes to whip away any tears that may have decided to well up in my eyes. I am not a crier by any means but sometimes it just happens.
Folding my letter up I put it in an envelope and wrote A-13 on it before walking it to the desk and setting it down on the stack that was there. "Can I go to the bathroom?" I ask smiling at the teacher, when she said yes I walked back to get my bag and walked out of class to the rest room to fix my makeup.
A/N:
So sorry about the late update, my computer has been slow as hell and I have been re-reading the VA series for the millionth time. Plus I was kind of stuck for what to do in this chapter.
And I know I said there was going to be 2 walk ins but one I am still waiting for an email from (she messed me but for got her name so I have no idea who she would be Lol)
On a side note, I am thinking about changing my user name, but I have no idea what to change it to. Ha-ha any ideas?
Oh and does anyone do Vampire Academy Roleplaying? If you do send me a PM and lets chat. XD
Keep sending Idea's, and I will add them in. I will love you forever if you send them to me. I will steal Wolfe's squirrel cookie jar and give you a cookie. XD
Remember READ AND REVIEW and I will update sooner! Lovers you all!