Honey- my lil friend, it's really nice that you are reading this story but honestly bache I would have not preferred you to, it's not about you being mature than others, it's about how you handle your maturity, anyways it's really good ki aapne mujhe bata diya ki aap bhi padh rahe ho…and yes aapne mujhse ek story ki baat ki thin a? I remember it…kabh post karne wale ho usse? Aur kaise karoge? And yes yaar please jaldi jaldi likhna, mujhse ne ek baar story ka sunke phir wait nahi hota…hehehe..chalo now read it…and yes please if you feel it's too bold for you, let me know…though I am not using any such language or scenes..still. thank you so much yaar.
Himani - don't start this fight here now yaar... you'll not be able to win, ;) i am and i will always be his biggest fan, self evident truth.. ;) yeah sorry thodha formal hogaya tha..it's fine abh se i will be casual with you no worries... just remember what i said above.. ;) thank you boss..
Rohan - thank you so much bhai (i guess you are boy, right?) ...and yes i will try my best to show his emotions and others too...it's really great that you being a doctor is interested i reading this stuff of mine...it's a pleasure...do feel free to point out my misatkes please...and yes rahul, it's your choice, you are reading it and you know better than me what's good what's not...so it's your choice...
nitu- i would love to read your daya sir centric story..don't know whether others would like it or not, but i am quite interested... can you post it here? are you a member here on FF?
Perigrine falcon- Di it's true that men are abused too, but the society you know cannot accept this, and this is the taboo...they are but they are not expected to be...and di i know there have been such instances...even krittika di knew one.. chalo let's end it here, it's a vast debate i guess... it's okay di, i'll wait for your review later... and nahi studies ke saath nahi kiya tha compromise maine... :) thank you so much
Dreamygirl- no such dhmamaks di, it's a staright story i want to write from my heart with true feelings and emotions... thank you so much...
Khushi mehta- awww...thank you so much di...waise di aapne bataya nahi, kya aap bhi IF pe ho?
sukhmani kaur- chalo di phir jaldi jaldi ek dum fit hojayo...thank you
bint-e-abid- it's okay di...it's my wish that no one is affected by this story..so it's good that you have take this step...
Khalsa- there are may things which cann lead to those words dear...helplessness being one of them and at top... though of course daya is suspicious but that doesn't mean daya will think of something so harsh for his buddy...basically it's beyond the thinking of any normal person...no one can straight way come to a conclusion that oh he is behivaing like this..he is sexually abused..haina? thank you..
aratnish- i said it in begining only..the chapters would be small...i am sorry for your inconvenience yaar...
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A man lying on a single bed which creaked below his weight glanced around his room which had a fan working in low speed, a single window overlooking the slum outside and a small cupboard with a table attached to it. Though he seemed to focus on a particular point somewhere but he was not at all in the phase he seemed to be…he was lost in some other world…a world of memories.
The thing they dreaded most was the one that had to become their last chance. They had to prepare a few things only, they didn't need any safety devices, no recorders, no cameras, just one fake identity, one fake gun, a few drug samples and that's all that will serve their purpose. But the level of tension, anxiety and uneasiness they faced told a different story.
Abhijeet was getting ready for their final chance, daya and rajesh continuously taking looks at each other as they needed to say something. Abhijeet who knew the whole matter just took a small deep breath and suddenly asked…
"kya kehna hai?"
Both became still, abhijeet turned after placing a thin moustache on his face and looked at both of them and again asked…
"bolo abh"
Rajesh(hesitant tone)- abhijeet hume sachme iss had tak jaane ki jaroorat nahi hai yaar…abhi bhi 5 din baaki hain..hum kuch nikal hi lenge…
Abhijeet(calmly)- hum iss baare mein pehle bhi baat kar chuke hain rajesh…tum dono bahot ache se jaante ho ki woh log completely underground ho gaye hain…hume bhi ek risk abh lena hi padega…
Daya(low tone)- risk lene ka matlab apni jaan jaankar dena nahi hai abhijeet…
Abhijeet(calmly)- koi aur plan hai tumhare paas daya?
Daya and rajesh looked at each other and explained their silly plan after listening which abhijeet just shook his head and asked in straight tone…
"meri fake identities tayaar hain?"
Daya(irritated)- abhijeet…
Abhijeet(softly)- daya tumhe khud ko bhi apne plan pe bharosa nahi hai yaar…mujhe batate batate hi tum dono abhi tak najane kitni galtiya kar chuke ho…(to rajesh in soft tone) kyun?
Rajesh(convincingly)- tum bhi hoge toh sabh yaar perfect hojayega…
Abhijeet(sighing)- daya, rajesh tum dono kyun itna negative soch rahe ho yaar, haan? Kuch nahi hoga sach…(softly) wada kiya haina maine ki koi bhi kadam jald baazi mein nahi uthaunga?
Daya and rajesh both glanced at each other and simply brought the required things and handed them to abhijeet while explaining a few things. After that the three discussed a few more things when rajesh suddenly asked… "abhijeet main chala jata hun..tum"
Abhijeet(softly)- daya ka aur apna bahot khyaal rakhna rajesh…(smilingly) kal bhi Bhabhi mujhe phone karke poonch raheen thi ki tumne kuch khaya ya nahi..
Rajesh(in soft smile)- aur daya ka kaun pooch raha tha?
Abhijeet(naughtily)- main…
Suddenly daya hugged abhijeet tightly with… "boss.."
Abhijeet softly while hugging him back… "apna bahot khyaal rakhna daya…(low tone) tumne sir ka promise nibhaya hai bas mujhse hi gadbad hogayi thodhi…"
Daya(while separating)- woh bhi hum do bewakoofon ke karan…
Abhijeet(while laughing softly hearing that word)- haan…
Basically the three lost the track of their main victims some days ago due to some problems or may be some informer leaked some information about them, daya and rajesh from that time blaming themselves as they were the in charges, abhijeet at first trying to deny but after seeing both of them taking even more tension about all that he simply laid the matter and whenever daya brought it up he laughed it off softly.
Rajesh became really quite as he was the first choice for going underground when needed but abhijeet always brought his family forth and tried to bury his chances as both had much similar personalities, face and body structure too, abhijeet using it and taking his place in these things.
Rajesh and daya dipped completely in their work, both were still trying to search something from outside this plan before everything went out of their hands as for 1 day more they will be in abhijeet's contact but after that all contacts will be vanished. But this time everything was going against what they had planned. They were not able to put their hands on anything and now that one day was spent unknowingly…abhijeet vanished in thin air after that.
After almost 5 days of extreme tension, worry, anxiety and fear they received some tip regarding those people they were behind, they raided the said place with many police officers and got hands on so many evidences and things which were sufficient to put their victims behind the bars for eternity. Abhijeet too was there and the three shared really relaxed glances unknown of the fact that they have missed the main mastermind of this game.
The three returned with victory surrounding them, acp sir's proud smile made the three realize about the praise he had received from HQ. he moved forward in big smile and congratulated the three as…
"Congratulations my boys…"
The three smiled warmly feeling the love behind those words as easily got that thin layer of teary coating in those eyes.
He opened his eyes silently and looked at his wrist watch, he immediately got up and pulling up some decent clothes went over to the nearest telephone booth to place a silent call, after few rings the phone was picked up and he heard a happy voice after so much time…
"…woh mil gaya hai yaar.."
Rajesh heaved a sigh of relief, a smile came on his lips as he asked his first question…
"kitni haddiyan tuti hain?"
Daya(smily voice)- ek bhi nahi…(naughtily) lekin tum dekhna abh todega jaroor…
Rajesh(in smile)- main rakhta hun…
Daya(silently)- abh wapas aajao yaar…kyun abh bhi waheen…
Rajesh(low tone)- usse ek baar milna hai bas…
Daya(convincingly)- hum millkar millenge yaar….please…
Rajesh(hesitant)- main…
Daya(deep tone)- ahsaan chukane ke aur bahot se tareeke hain…tum wapas aao warna main usse sabh kuch…
Rajesh(instantly)- nahi…main…please samjho yaar tum…
Daya(straight tone)- he is awake at this hour…
Rajesh(sighing)- parson…
Daya(cold tone trying to hide his happiness)- kal…
Rajesh(sensing his hope)- kabhi nahi…
Daya(hurriedly)- parson…done…
Rajesh cut the call in sweet smile while daya in relaxed smile kept the phone down and switched it off. He knew rajesh was tired too and also their main goal was to find abhijeet at any cost, they have fulfilled it and now daya wanted rajesh to be back.
He glanced inside the room where abhijeet was sleeping peacefully due to sedatives. Those words still ringing in his ears…
"daya tum mujhse nafrat toh nahi karoge na.."]
"main bahot ganda…main…kamzor.."
He suddenly felt too tired to stand and in that state he grabbed the bench beside him and sat on it looking confused…
"abhijeet aisi baatein kyun kar raha hai, kuch toh zaroor hai…kuch joh doctors bhi humse chupa rahein hain, magar kya?"
He felt someone's presence beside him so turn his head to look at tensed freddy.
Daya(concerned tone)- kya baat hai freddy? Sabh theek hai?
Freddy(tensed)- jee sir..sabh sabh theek hai…
Daya looked at freddy, he was looking absent and tensed, daya in soft tone asked again…
Daya(softly)- kya baat hai freddy? Kuch huya hai ghar per? Sabh theek hain…Bhabhi ji…
Freddy looked towards daya and answered while turning his head down…
"sir Manisha ki tabiyet achanak bahot kahrab hogayi hai..(feeling guilty) mujhe ghar per bulaya hai…"
Daya(concerned)- arre freddy phir tumne yeh baat hume pehle kyun nahi batayi, haan? (freddy down his head more) chalo abh jaldi niklo tum…jaao…
Freddy(hesistant)- sir abhijeet sir ki aisi halat…
Daya(in soft smile)- woh theek hai freddy…(in smile) abh sher ko jyada dino tak baand ker rakhne ke kuch toh side effects honge hi na…(pushing him) tum niklo aur pahonchte hi mujhe call karna…aur khabar dete rehna…(seeing freddy still sitting) jaao abh jaldi…
Freddy(while standing up)- sir aap bhi khyaal rakhiyega…abhijeet sir ka bhi…
Daya nodded in smile and freddy left the place in hurry.
Daya took a deep breath now and after once more glancing towards abhijeet's room made his way towards doctor's cabin…
Inside Cabin.
Anuj was sitting quietly in front of doctor chandrashekhar's desk while atul was roaming around the small cabin in frustration and worry, after some moments anuj tried to calm down atul with…
"sir…aap bethein please.."
Atul glared at him with… "tum unhe bata kyun nahi dete anuj, haan? (painful tone) zaroorat hai usse unke support ki…"
Auj(calmly)- pehle aap bethein sir…(earnestly) please..(atul sat down in frustration and tiredness while anuj continued) sir maine wada kiya hai abhijeet se..
Atul(looking in his eyes)- kya wada usski zindagi se jyada ahem hai anuj?
Anuj nodding his head in no with… "nahi sir…lekin iss samaye..usski zindagi ke liye yeh wada bahot ahem hai.."
Atul(frustration)- iss samaye usske liye ahem haiki usske apno ko pata chale ki usske saath…(stopped in extreme pain)
Anuj(calmly)- sir hum abhijeet ka vishwas nahi todh sakte hain iss modh par..
Atul(irritated)- bachon jaisi batein nahi karo anuj…hum kehdenge sabse ki abhijeet ko na pata chalne de..
Anuj(calmly)- abhijeet bhi koi bacha nahi hai sir…aap jaante hain sir ki iss case mein bahot se effects mein se ek effect hai apni surroundings ko leke bahot conscious ho jana…abhijeet ek bahot sharp officer hai sir…woh ek keen observer hai…aur jabh woh apni surroundings ko itne consciously dekhega..usse do minute bhi nahi lagenge sabko pakadne mein…(softly) sir abhijeet ko pehle khud ko sambhalna hoga…apne ander himmat laani hogi ki woh khud sabko sach bata sake…tabhi hum aage bhi kuch kar payenge sir.."
Atul(painful tone)- aur tabh tak kya anuj? (anuj became silent) tadapne dein usse akele iss dard mein...
Anuj(quietly)- sir yeh dard toh usse akele hi sehna hoga…hum bas usse bharosa de sakte hain…trust kar sakte hain usspe…
Outside
Daya stopped in his tracks as heard something from abhijeet's side…he turned back and moved towards abhijeet's room to see a new scenario…
Abhijeet was well awake and was shouting on the nurse…daya heard…
Nurse(scared)- I am sorry sir…main toh bas aapki dressing change karne aayi thi…
Abhijeet(angry tone)- nahi karwani hai mujhe bandages change..jaao tum yahanse…
Nurse(trying to explain)- sir lekin bandages change karwana jaroori hai…infection hojayega warna ghav mein…
Abhijeet(angrily)- tumhe ek baar mein koi baat samajh nahi aati haina? Kya kaha maine tumse jaao yahanse…nahi karwani hai mujhe bandage change…
Daya(entering in)- kyun nahi karwani hain?
Abhijeet(looking at him, in straight tone)- marzi meri…
Daya(cold tone)- abh issme kahan se marzi aagayi hai, haan? (to nurse) nurse aap apna kaam karein please…
Nurse(to daya)- sir mujhe inhe bahot mild sedative dene honge, waise toh doctor ne joh sedatives diye the inhe abhi jaagna nahi chahiye tha..But abh mujhe aur…
Daya(nodding)- aap apna kaam karein aaram se..
Daya turned to leave when again heard…
Abhijeet (in panic)- yaar daya please…nahi karwani hai yaar mujhe dressing..
Nurse tried to give him sedatives but he backed up in panic and was trying to sit up…
Daya(irritated)- yeh kya kar rahe ho yaar abhijeet...
Abhijeet(same tone)- daya please yaar…abh…abhi nahi…
Daya(in soft tone)- theek hai…
Abhijeet calmed down hearing that and his concentration shifted, nurse in that injected him with sedatives, abhijeet feeling the pinch looked at her in extreme anger and pushed her behind…
Daya(moving forward)- abhijeet yeh kya…
Abhijeet(in anger)- dhokebaaz ho tum sabh…(taking out syringe from his arm harshly) nahi..nahi rehna hai mujhe yahan…(he was feeling dizzy but right now in anger just got down the bed, his steps were shambling badly..he tried to move forward but fell down because of weakness and sedatives)
Daya helped the nurse up and when turned to abhijeet saw him falling down and a loud call escaped from his mouth as… "Abhijeet!"
He immediately moved to his side, abhijeet was lying on his back still murmuring something in semiconscious state…
"nahi..nahi rehena hai mujhe yahan…yeh sedatives…(looking at daya with his half opened eyes) please daya…woh sapne…"
His voice shut completely, daya picked him up carefully to not to harm his injuries. The three doctors moved in followed by that nurse. Daya kept abhijeet on bed and moved out in silence.
Daya came out and in silence sat over the bench present there, his head was filled with so many painful words of his buddy, un said feelings of his bhai, fear of his boss…he felt his head was being hit with hammer, he tried to place all those scattered pieces in one place but failed miserably as his head was too much preoccupied by his buddy. He waited silently for the doctors to come out…waiting for his questions to be answered.
After 15 minutes the doctors moved out, daya stood up after feeling their arrival…he waited for them to say something and again heard those same words…
Anuj(strong tone)- woh theek hai daya…
Daya took a deep breath and asked in a tone that was especially meant for taking out truths…
"mujhe sirf sach jaana hai doctor…(stressing) sirf sach.."
Anuj kept looking at daya. But he knew these questions too well…
"abhijeet theek hai yeh ek sach hi hai daya…"
Daya(cold tone)- lekin pura sach nahi hai…(looking in anuj's eyes) kya hua hai abhijeet ke saath?
The other two shuffled but anuj knew how to keep his stand…
Anuj(straight tone)- torcher hua hai usske saath…aur kuch jaana hai daya tumhe? Dard, takleef, woh bebas hona…woh hai usske andar…(daya's eyes turned red in pain or in anger anuj was not able to guess, he continued) aur bhi kuch janna hai?
Daya turned his head down in guilt feeling the anger and pain in anuj's voice, anuj and doctor chandrashekhar left the place while atul looked at daya fighting the urge to tell him the "whole" truth which anuj had brilliantly hid, but he just closed his eyes and taking a deep breath left after patting daya's shoulder with…
"usse sambhal lena daya…"
Daya looked at his back not knowing the deep meaning that was still hidden behind all those words.
A/N
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