A/N: Okay so a lot of you don't like me right now and that's okay. I plan on making amends with all of you hopefully through this chapter. I know Brittany cheating REALLY upset some of you, but all will be explained.

To all the 'guests' that left me hate, you probably haven't even read LAFAW so you have no room to talk about the characters when you don't know my version of them.

But on a lighter note, thank you so much for all the reviews and I'm glad to hear you guys want more! And because you're all dying for an update I decided to go ahead put out this chapter for you guys instead of making you wait the week I usually do.

I hope you enjoy!

And guys two days til the wedding…. :0

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or its characters.

A loud beeping sound woke Santana from her restless sleep. She had eventually found her way to the love seat in Quinn's living room, but that didn't mean she slept. Her brain wouldn't turn off and at one point she considered going back to her work, but decided to try to rest the best she could. Still, thoughts of Brittany wouldn't leave. She tried to be mad at her, but that wasn't working. She was just broken about it. Everything she thought was theirs and just theirs, she had shared with someone else.

Her eyes cracked open and she raised her head to see Quinn getting up to shut off the alarm. Santana let her head fall back against the arm rest and she moaned. She wished she could just lay here all day, but she couldn't. She had class and then she would have to deal with Brittany at some point.

"Santana we have class in an hour, get your ass up." She felt a pillow hit her arms that were crossed over her face. She groaned and sat up.

Quinn let her shower and borrow some clothes and then they walked the few blocks to school. Santana could hardly keep her eyes open during the lecture her professor was giving. She knew it had something to do with the properties of the Fifth Amendment, but past that she was understanding nothing.

After Dr. Stevens released them, Quinn offered to take Santana to get something to eat, but Santana decided to go ahead and go home. She told Quinn she would call her and thanked her for last night. Quinn assured her that if she needed it, she could always stay with her again.

The walk back to their apartment wasn't long, but she took her time. She stopped a couple of times and leaned against a random building just to watch random people pass by. She considered stopping by the liquor store on the corner and buying a pack of cigarettes, but decided against it. She hadn't smoked anything in such a long time it would probably do more harm than good.

Knowing she couldn't delay it any longer she walked into their building and got in the elevator. When she reached their floor she walked to the door and pushed the key in the lock. She took a long breath to calm herself before turning the key and stepping inside.

Santana placed her keys in the little bowl Brittany had bought a couple of years ago.

With the sound of the door closing and the rattle of the keys landing in the bowl, Brittany popped up from the couch and stumbled quickly to Santana. She threw herself into Santana's arms and by reflex she embraced Brittany and buried her face in her neck. She inhaled her scent and for a second all was forgotten. But when Brittany pushed herself off of Santana, she could see her eyes were heavy, red, and puffy. Brittany didn't sleep either.

"I'm glad you're home. I was worried." Brittany's voice is a whisper. If she spoke any louder she felt like she might cry.

"Yeah I was glad you when came home too." Santana pushed past her and headed towards their bedroom. She needed to get into her own clothes and out of Quinn's.

"Santana just let me explain and talk to you about it." Brittany followed her and nervously stood in the doorway, asking for permission to enter.

Santana turned to face her "There's not much to say Brittany. You cheated on me and you took pictures of it." Santana's voice grew louder and hoarser "I love you so much. I put everything I am into this relationship to make it work for a year so you could live your dream. And then you come home having cheating on me and then try to hide it."

Santana's face was getting hot. And it broke her heart to see tears in Brittany's eyes, but now she getting her anger out. She was about to add something else but stopped herself, knowing she shouldn't say anything she would regret.

Brittany said nothing. Santana figured she had said it all and went to her dresser and starting pulling out clothes to change into.

"Nothing happened." Santana threw the clothes on their bed and stepped right up to Brittany.

"There's a picture of you kissing him. You're telling me that's nothing." Brittany's eyes looked to the ground and she rubbed her temple.

"It was nothing Santana. It meant nothing. We were drunk and I know that's no excuse." Santana smirked, damn right that's no excuse. "He started it and I was lonely and wasted. You think you're the only one that was struggling being apart. I wished you were right by my side every second of everyday. You don't know how many times I walked into my boss' trailer and was going to quit." Brittany grabbed Santana's hand and tangled their fingers together.

Santana stayed quiet and Brittany continued "I took pictures with all my friends that night. You saw them. I was getting out when he got in and he pushed himself on me and no I didn't totally reject him. But I knew when we kissed it was a mistake. And I didn't take those pictures with me. I honestly don't know how they ended up in my bag." Santana knew she was telling the truth. She knew her better than anyone and she knew every word out of the blonde's mouth was true.

They stood, Brittany still holding Santana's hand, in silence. Santana sighed loudly and stared into those blue eyes she loved so much. They redness surrounding them made them even bluer.

"Please say something Santana…" She felt Brittany's hand squeeze hers. She licked her lips.

"I believe you, but what you did hurts Brittany. To know that you would do that, regardless if alcohol was involved or not, just hurts. I want to work things out, I do. But I just need time." Brittany nodded, she let go of Santana's hand in relief. "I think I'm gonna stay at Quinn's for a little while." Brittany looked at her and nodded again. Santana walked over to her side of their closet and grabbed her suitcase and started packing some clothes. Brittany sat on their bed watching her. Santana avoiding looking at her because the wall holding her tears wasn't far from breaking.

When she finished, Brittany stood up and walked to her dresser. She pulled out the journals, still held together by the ribbon. She put them in Santana's hands and kissed her cheek.

"I wrote to you every day. Sometimes just a sentence, sometimes pages and pages. Just read those and I'll be here if you wanna come back. I'm not going anywhere." Santana slipped them in her purse and pulled it over her shoulder. She opened the front door and turned back before stepping outside of the door.

"I love you Britt."

"I love you too Santana…until infinity." Santana closed the door behind her and leaned against the hall wall.

"Until infinity and beyond…" she whispered to herself before pushing off the wall and heading back to Quinn's.

I know this one was short too, but you guy wanted an update so bad, so here it is!

I hope like it and it relieved so of your discontentment with me…

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