This has got to be my favorite chapter ever. (that I've written)

R&R

I don't own Twilight.

BPOV

The day was raining. I could hear it pounding on my roof. Drop, drop drop. Hard, with somehow a hollow sound. Empty of meaning. Just plain, everyday water.

Jane and Alice were both on a mission. I wasn't to go. Aro said I wasn't ready yet. He said I wasn't tough enough yet.

I think he's right. If I go on a mission, I'm supposed to terminate whoever gets in my way. I do not have the heart to do that.

For some reason, I feel the past few days like my powers are getting weaker. This is a bad sign. I cannot turn back to Bella now. I only turn back to myself unwillingly when I am extremely shocked or scared. Other than that, I will always stay Lucky.

I had went out to pretend to go shopping for supplies for Alice. I had found a quite large wood outside Volterra, and I had quite drunk my fill. It was good. I had been starving before, and been afraid that I was going to accidently kill somebody.

Aro still makes me go to those human –feeding-meetings, and I only do it to a)keep up my façade and b) save as many people as possible. Since Roger, no one has caught me. I have been more sneaky.

Roger , believe it or not, is still a pest. He haunts me every day. I usually go into the tunnel to hide. Aro's office is just now too dangerous.

"Lucky! Baby! So how was your day? Open the door!" he called out to me.

The horrible words rose me from my reverie, and I quickly moved aside the bed and jumped down into the tunnel, closing the door over me.

Much better, I thought. Peace, quiet, and darkness. More suited for me.

It's ironic how much I had changed since being a human. I had gone, in a way, dead inside. Well, not to mention literally dying.

Well, I thought, this is how I was now. I sat back along the cool wall and wrapped my arms around my legs, just closing my eyes and sitting peacefully, without a sound.

Ah, might as well get up and explore.

I walked down the hallway. I wondered where the path on the left would lead me, if the right one led to Aro's office. I wonder who built these tunnels, and how Alice knew about them.

I walked down to the forked place.

Taking in a breath, I turned left, not knowing what would happen, but having that daredevil feeling you always have when you just don't care anymore. Don't care about anything, because I had nothing left to lose.

I walked down. It was long and dark. Very long. There were many twists and turns, but it was all on one path. Even with my vampire power, I was starting to feel a little tired.

Finally, the tunnel ended. But it was a dead end.

Frustrated, I hit my hand hard against the wall, but not too hard. Someone would probably notice if I made a hole in the wall.

Suddenly, I heard sound from a room nearby. I light turned on, and I saw that there was a room next to this one just through the slits of an air vent. I crouched down so that I could get a better view.

It was just a regular room with artificial lighting, but for one thing.

Oh, yes, there were the usual plush couches and orangey striped wallpaper, but there was more.

There was a huge, black, grand piano in the middle of the room. It was facing toward me.

The keys were well, ivory white, and the piano was the darkest of night blacks. The seat was low and black, too, and the cover of the piano was folded back just enough so that I could see the complicated array of strings inside.

There was a door behind the piano that opened, and a hooded figure came into the room.

I wasn't sure because here, everybody wore hoods, but it somewhat looked that the vampire who had led me into Volterra the other day.

He had the same sad shape, the broken spirit. Even if I couldn't physically see it, I could still sense it.

He sat down on the bench and began playing a song. It was sweet but sad and beautiful. It was all full of beauty.

He was slightly swaying on the bench, unaware of my presence. His hood fell slightly back, and then just came off his head.

I gasped.

Beautiful bronze-red hair.

And then I realized the song he was playing. My lullaby.

You get me now? Hahahahahahahahahahahahah! I left with such a cliffy. I'm soooooo mean.

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