Sorry! I know this is a short chapter, but I wanted this to be alone.
R&R
I don't own Twilight
BPOV
At that moment, I was perfectly content. With Edward in my arms, I felt like nothing could go wrong.
And that's when it all shattered.
He wasn't holding me as fervently as I held him. In fact, he wasn't holding me at all.
I opened my eyes, and I realized where I was, what I was doing, who I was with, and how rash I had been.
Volterra. Edward. The one who didn't love me anymore.
I choked back a sob, and pulled back until I was completely away from him.
"I'm sorry," I mumbled. I hung my head down, and then I disappeared. It's part of my power. Changing myself into anything I want, only it's more of camouflaging. I changed myself whatever was behind me. Isn't that what invisibility essentially is?
I ran back through the vent without another look back.
Oh, how could I have been so stupid? Now, not only do I manage to embarrass myself by showing my feelings that he didn't feel, I also managed to tear the wound past plugging up forever.
I ran back into my room and flung myself on the bed and just sobbed. Cried there on the blankets for hours.
How could I? Edward? How could he?
Everything was a mess in my head. Edward, back, alive, but how?
I guess it didn't really matter, seeing as it made no difference.
Curiosity killed the cat, I thought ironically. But it broke my heart.
I should be happy that he's baack. But I am only worse off.
I slowly changed myself back into Lucky, just in case anyone came in. Like I cared anymore.
EPOV
I couldn't believe that it was Bella.
I was so shocked. She was alive and she was a vampire.
I was shocked but overjoyed.
My hands were in the air, lingering.
I was hesitant. Was she mad at me? Did she forgive me? Was she over me?
I would have certainly killed anyone who would do to me what I had done to Bella.
I realized that if she were mad, she wouldn't be hugging me anymore. It felt good to have her here again.
I was so happy! She had forgiven me. We could be together again.
I reached to wrap my arms around her, but it was too late. Her arms were already gone.
I had waited too long.
"I'm sorry," she mumbled, and she disappeared.
The moment I had been waiting for for a hundred years, gone. All up in smoke.
Who was I kidding? There was no way she could ever like me again, after what I did. I left her without barely any explanation, without ever talking to her again.
Now that I look back, I really was cruel. Not only did I hurt sweet Bella, I had hurt myself beyond repair.
She had moved on, like she should have, and she should have had a happy life. But that didn't explain why she was here in this hell, in Volterra. But I would find out.
Bella, she opened me up again. I love her. And I would find her again to explain, to talk to her one more time, even if it would be the last. I won't take her from whoever she's with now.
Bella. I love you. I will find you again.
I hated writing this too! It's just that I think the last chapter was too sudden.
I am so sad, so heartbroken right now. :/
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