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chalo aaj thodhi gap shap hojaye... ;)
Sammy- aap mujhe pranam and salute kar rahe ho but honestly i want to salute YOU. yeh ek bahot badhi baat hai joh aapne kahi hai and it shows how much strength you have shayad her ek soldier se bhi jyada because har kissi mein fight karne ki himmat nahi hoti joh aapme hai. really i am honored ki aap ko yeh story achi lagi. mujhe khushi hogi agar main sachme har kissi ko himmat de sakun aise hi toh and mujhe aur bhi acha lagega yeh sunke ki sachme koi meri story padhke apni himmat ko jaga raha hai..apne dar ko bhaga raha hai. THank you so so so much sammy. You are a special reviewer to me. everyone is but aapne yeh story aur special bana di..thank you so much yaar.
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Diya- aagayi tum? pichle chap mei kaha thi? washroom wale bande ka suspence next chap se kholti hun. haan maine usske(lappy) saamne tumhara naam leliya tha... ;)bechara darr gaya hai...
Rohan- your review gives me a lesson always. thank you so much. phirse dekhke acha laga aapko...warna aap toh gayab hogaye the...
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Allison- yeh toh i have already mentioned na? hmm...
A.s Anjana- thank you...thodha toh painful hoga na...socho what people in real life may face? waise i am really sorry to ask...but aap di ho ya bro? hope you don't mind...
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palak- bahot badha dil hai tumhara...nice dialogue na.. ;) matlab maine kaha sach hai bus thodha filmy hogaya...koi baat nahi...chalo next bhi aagaya hai...thanks yaar...
rukmani- thank you di...hmm...di last mein ek AN hai please read that haan...thank you so much again.
Thank you so so much all the guests. love you all.
some guests asked me some questions regarding 2 dialogues.
1) what did daya meant with "ki usske saath yeh sabh kiya gaya aur woh chup chaap betha raha? this he had said in painful tone...i mean teasing sarcastic etc as he knew world thinks like that and issliye gorden ne daya se yeh baat kahi thi ki agar woh negative sochega toh abhijeet per bhi asar padega. i hope it's clear now?
2) regarding atul's statement to anuj... "jabh maloom tha ki woh kabhi bhi na nahi kahega toh usse batane ki kya jaroorat thi tumhe haan?" this i will reveal later.
Now read the chapter...aaj jayda ji bak bak hogayi hai...
Daya who was watching abhijeet from quite some time finally got up and when the mug in abhijeet's hand jerked he grabbed abhijeet's hand along with the mug with a simple statement… "boss..laao do…main rakh aata hun…"
Abhijeet looked towards daya and now nodding lost the grip completely. Here freddy and rajat who had also finished their coffee by now said while getting up… "sir laayiye main rakh aata hun…"
Both said this together and now smiled looking at each other while a smile came on daya's lips too however abhijeet was still feeling itchy.
Daya and freddy both moved to kitchen to deposit the coffee mugs while rajat moved out of the room after excusing himself as had a call to attend. Abhijeet finding himself finally alone moved to washroom in hurry.
Here freddy who had deliberately moved with daya said while daya was depositing mugs in sink… "sir abhijeet sir theek haina?"
Daya looked back at him and then while facing away answered… "haan freddy…woh who theek hai…bas doctor ne bataya tha na ki torture waghera ki wajah se…issliye aise react kar diya ussne…usse thodhi jaldi ghutan hone lagti hai…bas…"
Freddy was silent and said after a few minutes… "theek hai sir…aap khyaal rakhyega apna bhi aur abhijeet sir ka bhi…"
Daya turning nodded towards freddy now and both moved while rajat too joined them now with… "chalein freddy?"
Freddy nodded and the three moved inside abhijeet's room and not finding him on bed freddy and rajat got worried while daya handled the situation after seeing their faces… "abhijeet washroom gaya hoga...(seeing time) tum ek kaam karo abhi nikal jaao…already kaafi late hogaya hai…(with smile) mai usse bata dunga…"
Freddy was looking at him and finally noddig said… "theek hai sir…phir hum log nikalte hai..aap dono khyaal rakhiyega…"
Daya nodded and after wishing good night freddy and rajat moved out. Here daya again moved to ahijeet's room and knowig the matter with abhijeet said deliberately while taking out the specific medicine from the packet…
"abhijeet tum aake yeh ek medicine rakh kar jaa raha hun table per woh lelena…mai zara aata hu…(he was leaving but remember something so get back with another statement) doctor atul ne kaha tha pain killer hai.."
He moved in tension as didn't hear anything from abhijeet's side but knew how much embarrassing it must be getting for abhijeet so himself wanted to leave him alone for sometime.
Here abhijeet after daya left the room comig out of washroom ad I hurry gulpig dow that medicine as the pai ow really icreasig.. He sat o ed with a thud feeling exhausted ad urried his head I his hads. He look up after few miutes with a thought…
"yeh dard…kitni irritation ho rahi thi…agar freddy aur rajat ko pata chal jata toh who log najane kya sochte mere baare mei..(he moved his hands on his face trying to relax with) sabh…sabh theek hai…kissi ko kuch nahi pata…(in fear) mai pata bhi nahi chalne dunga…kabhi nahi…"
Here daya looking at abhijeet from door ad whe foud him relaxed a it etered with… "abhijeet leli a dawai?"
Abhijeet looked towards him ad odded ad said while getting up… "chalo daya so jaate hai…mai ahot thak gaya hu yaar…tum hi araam karlo ah…"
Daya looked at him ad tryig to make his uddy smile said… "kya aat hai abhijeet iti samajhdaari ki aat kar rahei hai… (abhijeet glared at him so daya changed his statemet) I mea haa haa araam karte hai aaj…abh abhijeet sir ka order hai.."
Abhijeet smiled lightly while shaking his head with… "kya daya tu hi…"
Daya looked at his uddy smilingly with tears, he was missing his uddy so much, he was missing that abhijeet who was ever scared to face ay situation, he was missing that ma who was always so practical ad positive ut today this abhijeet was all egative ad with ad feeling ad thoughts ad daya kw he eeded to get ack his uddy eve though the way was difficult ad paiful for oth ut he will face it as his uddy was doig right ow just to ot to cause ay pai to his loved oes.
Daya after wishing final good night to abhijeet moved to his room while abhijeet sighing settled on his bed knowing he'll be spending another sleepless night as he can't sleep without remembering all that and he was not at all interested in giving that pain to himself once again. He was just staring towards ceiling while thinking…
"daya meri wajah se kaafi pareshaan hai…(irritated) issliye main chathta tha ki woh wapas chale jaaye..lekin nahi doctor atul ko beechmein aana tha..(he closed his eyes feeling tired but in next minute opened them again with jerk) nahi…kabhi maine kuch ulta siddha bol diya toh daya..usse shak hojayega..nahi main..main soyunga nahi…"
He got up and took a criminal novel from his shelf and started reading it after settling on bed. He read it for sometime and then felt boring as he already knew the killer and main suspence so said in irritated whisper… "sahi kehta hai daya…isse acha toh comics padhni chahiye…"
He was feeling sleepy being tired due to whole day and medicines effect but he was determined to not to sleep. His eyes fell on his laptop and he picked it up after few minutes thinking as he knew what he'll be searching for…
Opening CHROME and then GOOGLE he sat there completely silent. He was just staring at the laptop screen and after few minutes silence began typing with shivering hands…
Male Sexual Abuse
He was staring at those words feeling a burning dagger being pierced inside his heart or his soul? It was after a long time that he pressed the key ENTER.
He was just staring at the laptop screen waiting or fearing the results, nobody knew. It took results only a few seconds to appear on the screen but it took abhijeet almost 2 minutes to finally see them as his vision was getting blurred…
INTERNET CONNECTION DISABLED
Abhijeet was relaxed or irritated he himself was not aware of this as he after seeing the result took a deep breath and then silently closed his eyes at the same place.
A sigh escaped from daya's heart who was right now standing outside abhijeet's room hidden behind the wall slightily. He knew abhijeet to attempt such a thing so he had already asked their Wi-Fi provider to disable it but he was not aware that it was really disabled or not as he never got the time to check this.
Taking a deep breath he now moved to his room though he knew he will not be sleeping the whole night too as he needed to be awake for abhijeet.
Next morning rose and daya woke up with the alarm ringing which he had forgotten to remove and was glad he had. He stretched himself with… "aise hi baithe baithe aankh lag gayi meri…abhijeet ko dekh kar aata hun pehle..."
He got up and moved out from his room and found abhijeet preparing breakfast in kitchen so ask while moving towards him.. "boss…itni jaldi uth gaye?"
Abhijeet looked towards him with his red eyes due to lack of sleep and said with a soft smile… "haan bas aise hi..tum jaao jaake tayaar hojayo…(while looking down) bureau jana haina tumhe…"
Daya moved forward and said in angry tone… " sahab zara mujhe bhi bolne ka mauka dein aur yeh jaan le ki woh room mein araam karne jaa rahe hain…"
Abhijeet looked at him and said feeling irriated now.. "yaar daya main theek hun abh…"
Daya replied in teasing tone.. "theek toh tum mujhe atul jee se daant padwane ke baad hi hote ho bas…"
Abhijeet smiling and in that he was trying to light the stove as he already turned it on but lighter not working and now suddenly it sparked. Daya immediately pulled abhijeet back with a shout as.. "ABHJEET!"
The gas burned with a large flame as it had already spread.
Daya said in angry tone to abhijeet… "dhyaan kaha tha tumhara haan…abhi kuch hojata toh?"
Abhijeet looked at him and then towards daya's hand which was grabbing him tightly and again towards daya who was looking towards him in anger and fear. Abhijeet looked in his eyes and then in fear just trying to jerk his hand off with… "chodho mujhe…leave me…chodho mujhe…" he was pushing daya and daya easily feeling the shiver in his hand so confused but after realising his hand grip just remove it with… "abhijeet…mai hu daya…yaar abhijeet…rela"
Abhijeet looked at him in shock as now trying to back away. He jerked his head and then finding daya said trying to clear himself… "woh daya…wahan…I am sorry…mai pata nahi…"
Daya just asked softly… "tum theek hona abhijeet?"
Abhijeet looked at him and nodded feeling confused that why daya was so calm but in next minute daya asked him… "kya hua tha haan? tum aise kyu?"
Abhijeet(silently while looking down)- nahi kuch nahi yaar…woh bas aise hi…(trying to hide his eyes) tum jaao…tayaar hojao…mai nashta lagata hu…"
Daya nodded with… "accha theek hai…main phir abhi aaya…"
Daya moved inside his room as he knew right now it was better to leave abhijeet alone rather dragging him along this painful experience.
Here abhijeet felt really bad, he was feeling guilty and was afraid regarding daya getting suspicious and in that he hit his hand hardly on the kitchen counter being angry upon himself… "yeh main kya kar rahan hun..aise toh daya ko sabh kuch pata chal jaaye ga…(determined) mujhe daya ko kissi bhi tareeke se bas yahan se nikalna hoga…warna..warna woh bhi mujhse dur bhaagne lagega…nahi.(he was feeling high pain in his head now due to tiredness and lack of sleep) waise toh yeh acha hi hai…usse koi bhi beizzat nahi kare ga phir…sahi rahega yeh sabh keliye…
In thinking all this he prepared breakfast burning their toasts and almost overboiling the tea.
Daya came out and seeing abhijeet setting the table moved towards him and seeing the burnt toast and only half cups filled with tea a tear slipped down his eyes…
It's been one day since they had returned from satara and daya was still not allowing abhijeet to do any work so he was their at his home today early morning as abhijeet has gotten a day off while daya had to move to bureau. Daya was preparing breakfast in hurry as he was already late and in that hurry he burnt the toasts and due to over heating only one cup tea was left which he divided in two and since abhijeet was taking a light diet his "daliya" was more of water…
He presented the same in front of abhijeet who after looking at it asked while checking the texture of his dalia… "soup ka texture toh acha hai daya..."
Daya looked at him and say in angry tone… "yeh daliya hai abhijeet…"
Abhijeet looked at him in shock and then towards his dalia and immediately decided to gulp down his diet for that day with… "daya aaj..aaj mujhe bhook nahi hai yaar…"
Daya looked towards him and said in guilty tone… 'I am sorry yaar…jaldi jaldi mein yeh sabh kharab hogaya…(abhijeet wanted to interrupt) tum ek kaam karo yeh chodho main (after glancing towards clock) dusra banake lata hun…"
Daya wanted to take the bowl but abhijeet grabbed his wrist and made him sit with… "sahab yeh joh jali hui bread kha rahein haina usse better yeh dalia hai toh sahab apni hoshiyaari chodein aur (teasing tone) apna adha cup peeke nikal jaaye taaki bureau mein kuch kha lein.."
Daya(again feeling guilty)- abhijeet magar yaar…
Abhijeet while tasting his dalia… "hmm…itna bhi bura nahi hai…(daya looked at him in shock, abhijeet again) I mean…kaafi acha bana hai daya..kahan se sikha…
Daya shook his head in smile and now after fiishig his tea picked up a read piece ad said while leaving… "dawai lelea abhijeet ad please take care…"
A smile came on daya's lips now also while abhijeet who was looking at him ask after seeing him smiling… "daya…(daya looked towards him in same smile) kaha kho gaye ho haan?
Daya looked at him and simply shook his head in no while settling on chair and now both started their breakfast in silence when abhijeet asked…
"daya tum aaj sidhe apne ghar hi nikal jana…abh main toh theek hun…"
Daya looked towards him and said… "hmm…haan ek baar toh aaunga na..(abhijeet feeling irritated) samaan lena hai mujhe…(he took a bite so say after feeling toast is too hard for abhijeet now) abhijeet tum toast nahi khana(abhijeet look towards him and then towards toast and feeling embarrassed after seeing it's condition)
Abhijeet(embarrassingly)- daya..i am sorry…woh pata nahi kaise…(trying to get up) main aur bana deta hun…
Daya(softly with a smile)- nahi yaar theek hai…main toh bureau mein bhi kuch kha lunga lekin philhaal tumhari chinta hai…doctor atul ne abhi kuch bhi hard khaane se mana kia haina…(while getting up as he had already had his toast) ruko main oats bana deta hun…laya tha main..
Abhijeet was looking towards burnt toasts and simply said… "hmmm…"
Daya finding such a reply turned to look at him and found him staring towards toats and he reminded doctor Gorden's words…
"khana peena bhi kam hoga..try karein ki diet sahi rahe..halanki yeh bahot mushkil hai..raat ko sote sote uthna..darna..chillana…ek dum se kho jana..Concentration problems..yeh sabh cheezein hongi hi daya…"
Daya simply turned and took a sigh and moved forward to prepare oats for abhijeet. He came back after 10 minutes with oats and seeing abhijeet busy in reading newspaper so moved forward in smile with… "toh kya khabar hai boss…"
Abhijeet turned his eyes towards daya and said hesitatingly as he was not actually reading the newspaper.. "yaar wahi sabh bekaar ki khabrein…"
Daya handed him his oats with… "acha chalo yeh khaalo tum…main tumhe medicines deke hi niklunga…"
Abhijeet seemed irriated so say… "abh kya zid hai daya…main bacha nahi hun tum please jaao.."
Daya said while grabbing the newspaper in his hands and signaling abhijeet towards wall clock… "I still have 10 minutes with me…"
Abhijeet in complete irriation started taking his food while daya in smile got busy with his newspaper.
It was then that his eyes fell on a particular news and he got up in extreme pain, anger, fear and something else which he was not able to place at the moment.
A/N
Next update on Thursday guys. Same request…25 reviews and I update.
Take care guys.
Acha there is something I need to tell you. Basically I found that many of you are thinking that it's abhijeet sir's stomach paining but no guys it's his genital part that is in a better language below abdomen to be sober and to tell you for first and last time too it's his genital organs just remember that. Although this thing's over now as I want to focus on phsycological problems so I will not be going in detail with medical ones.
Thank you guys.
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