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Shuichi POV

I just sat there for the next ten minutes, waiting for him to wake up. I hadn't even hit him!(like most of ya'll thought...lol) I guess he just fainted from suprise. The thing is, a suprise of what?

Suddenly, he started stirring, and his eyes gradualy opened up. I was about to punch him, my wrist raised, when I saw a wave of realization come over his face. I lowered my arm, and wondered what the hell was going on between Ayaka and this man whore. Did he love her?

"Why the hell are you engaged to my lover?!" I repeated, more harshly this time.

"I, ano...I..." Yuki stuttered((A/N YES! STUTTERED!). Obviously this subject made him uncomfortable, and he looked, well, cute. I don't know why, but he seemed so sure of himself all the time, never moved!

"Answer me, dammit!" I yelled, slapping him, leaving a red mark on his cheek and causing him to bleed, trickling down his chin.

"Oh my...gosh..." I whispered. Sorrow showed on Yuki's face when I slapped him, and, well, I felt horrible. I didnt want to hit him...I-...I dont know...I felt-

Yuki POV

After he slapped me, I wanted to cry. I NEVER cry! Not for 6 years. But this incident was just like before, 6 years ago last week, just the same...

Flashback

"How the fuck COULD you!? I LOVED you! How dare you!" Ayaka spat at him.

"I DONT love you, though, Ayaka! This marrage is ARRANGED! You cant get mad at me for having a girlfriend!" I said, more quiet, but my words just as harsh as hers. I didn't mean to hurt her. I really did care for her, I just didn't love her like she did me.

Her eyes dug into mine, her stare causing my legs to give out. She looked...full of sorrow. I felt I would give anything to see that gaki smile back on her face. Why was she so upset? Why did she look so hurt? She didn't think I loved her, did she?...did I?

Ayakas hand drew back and slapped my face, my cheek burning. Tears appeared in his eye, yet to fall. It wasn't because of pain, but realization...

End Flashback

I looked down on him, trying my hardest not to show my sorrow. I think he noticed, because he lowered his arm and said "Oh My Gosh."

I dont know why he looked sad, too, but the next thing I knew, his arms were wrapped around me. Ge was HUGGING me! Nobody has shown affection for me in over five years, and it felt, well, good. I have no idea why the hell he was hugging me, but I was upset, and this is what I needed.

Shuichi POV

'What the hell am I doing?!' I rhought. I'm supposed to hate him. He's horrible, he stole Ayake from me!

But...the way his face, especialy his eyes, looked after I slapped him, it made a special force pulling me into him, like gravity.

I don't know why I gave a damn about him, I don't know him, but I feel so close to him, I love holding him, holding me, like we've been together all our lives, though all I had known was his name, job, and he stole my Ayaka.

Ayaka! How can I forget her?! I love her! I shouldnt be HUGGING the man that stole my love from me!!!!!!

I drew back, anger boiling back into me.

"You stole my Ayaka! I dont know why I am even consoling you! Why the hell are you even upset? Why do you except my hug? Why wont you answer me? WHY?!?!" I yelled.

Yuki's eyes rose, meeting mine, and I regretted ever yelling at him. Wait- I DONT FUCKING CARE!!!! I will kill him if I have to!!!!

I wanted to pull my hair out, I've never been so frusturated, I don't know why I care for him! I just...cant help it.

"Why...why?! You aren't supposed to be upset, I am!" I spat.

"What you dont know is that its the other way around," he whispered, and collapsed to the floor, trying to hold back tears.

A/N: ya, its probably my longest, considered authors notes be subtracted from my others! I love this story, its my favorite!

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