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Sorry for late update guys but i was busy with exams, the got over on 18th and you see here i am on 19th... ;)
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Doctor gorden took out a file and when moving towards abhijeet who was stading close to door while as the cabin was big and doctor gorden stading close to his desk he had to cover large distance but in between that fell due to hit with something.
Abhijeet immediately turned after hearing that voice and moved forward to help doctor gorden after found him bending down, abhijeet bent down to help him and in that doctor gorden switched off the lights of his cabin through a handy switch and grabbed abhijeet's hands with… " .."
Abhijeet really coming in panic state as can't get why the cabin suddenly turned so dark and the cold touch of doctor gorden's hands shook him literally due to his fears. He tried to get up as a harsh tone coming out from his mouth as… " doctor gorden aapne yeh kya…"
Doctor gorde(smoothly)- relax abhijeet…you just need to listen to me carefully at this point…fine..
Abhijeet still not getting what was going on and his instincts coming in active mode now which creating clutter for the situation… "doctor gorden…I want to leave now..please leave my hands…"
Abhijeet tried to take back his hands from doctor gorden's grip but the grip was much firm.
Doctor gorden said while looking in abhijeet's eyes… " look in my eyes…"
Ahijeet trying to focus away but the voice was too powerful and commanding, he just looked in his eyes as right now his heart and brain just following firmness…
Doctor gorden smiled as first time saw that fire in senior inspector abhijeet's eyes of which he had just heard of from doctor ATUL till now. He said while standing now… "good…aap khadein hojaye please…aur (pointing to the chair) yaha baith jaayein.."
Abhijeet said in a rash tone… "why am I listening to you doctor? I need to leave that's it.."
Abhijeet tried to leave the place but now it was doctor gorden who was to decide who would be there in his cabin and who will not be there, he said in much firm tone to abhijeet with stressed words… " you need to trust me on this…aur aap shayad karte bhi hain issliye abhi tak gaye nahi…warna main aapko rok bhi nahi pata kabhi…am I right?"
Indeed, Abhijeet knew that the person whom he cannot see right now due to darkness was saying correct. Abhijeet somewhere indeed trusted him, trusted him for what, he didn't knew. May be it was just his calm and composed nature that was tricking abhijeet, but now abhijeet knew that if it was a trick, he was tricked badly.
Abhijeet said after few minutes of silence… "kya chahte hain aap…"
Abhijeet could easily sense doctor Gorden's movement around him so his eyes too were following him. Doctor Gorden really in smiles as right now he was basically trying to see how much attentive abhijeet is.
In that scenario doctor gorden answered while keeping his hand over abhijeet's shoulder strongly… "main bas sach janna chahta hun…"
Abhijeet jerked badly removing doctor gorden's hand from his shoulder. His panic state easily told doctor gorden about the fear abhijeet still carrying in his heart which was the main reason behind doctor gorden calling abhijeet today.
Doctor gorden asked abhijeet in calm tone… "Abhijeet…aap shaant hojayein...kya baat hai aap theek hain?"
Abhijeet looked at the direction from where the voice had come and replied while turning his head… "jee…main theek hun…I… I am sorry…main bas.."
Doctor gorden calmly… "darr gaye the?"
Abhijeet sharply looked in that direction again and said… "jee…nahi main…main dara nahi tha…main darr…"
Doctor Gorden smoothly… "darr har kisi ke andar hota hai abhijeet..kaisa bhi darr…jaise kissi ke kho jaane ka darr…
Daya…main ABHI…
Yeh…yeh laash nahi hai doctor…yeh…yeh laash nahi hai…
Dekhiye doctor ek CID officer ke haanth kaanp rahein hain…
Abhijeet drifted in that memory of his which still be his most painful phase of life which he dreaded most. Yes, he was afraid of loosing his buddy to the hands of death before the death enveloped him.
Doctor gorden started again feeling silence from abhijeet's side… " ya phir kisi situation ka darr…"
Abhijeet never feared any situation because he knew he had his family and friends with him to support him and be with him. It was after so long he actually thought that they were with him…he felt guilty to ever think that they would…they would consider him as dirty.
Here Daya was feeling extremely suphocated standing outside the dark room. His fear was enveloping his heart but he was aware if indeed doctor gorden's tactics were working abhijeet was going to express his pain today and he needed to hear it all but right now he was not even able to see anything as that small oval window was just surrounded with blackness.
Daya decided to ask for ATUL's help as he knew he would help him. Daya was keen to know his buddy most painful phase of life.
Here doctor gorden continued his lists of fears. Fear of stage, heights, closed rooms, water, shocks, electricity etc. But abhijeet was much calm, he flinched at closed room as may not be everytime but yes, he was afraid of being placed in closed small rooms as they reminded him of that small car in which he was stuffed those years back.
Now doctor Gorden for the first time mentioned…
"kuch logon ko logon se hi darr lagne lagta hai…khauff ho jata hai…"
Abhijeet took a step back at that moment, his hand hit with something which giving him intense pain at that moment but he just rubbed the pain off as he knew doctor gorden awaiting his reply so he said simply…
"nahi mujhe logon se…darr nahi lagta…"
Doctor gorden took abhijeet on a completely different track now as asked… "pata hai sirf darr nahi…achi yaadein bhi sabh ke paas hoti hain…najane kitni…main toh ginwa bhi nahi sakta..tum yaad kar sakte ho?"
Daya talking with doctor ATUL who already be against this phycologist idea as he knew abhijeet be what kind of a person. But right now he was not happy with daya's idea too who was asking him to help him peep inside or atleast let him know what was going inside as he couldn't hear anything from outside door.
Doctor Atul knowing daya's fear said… "ek microphone hai usske room mein…tum usse sun lo…main tumhe control room le jaata hun…"
Daya and atul moved after that.
Abhijeet be on a journey through his life….good memories as well as bad…
Laughs, smiles, pain, tears, happiness, joy, scold, teasing and so many other things coming with flashes of images as abhijeet drifted completely in his past along with his team, his bhai…his Sir.
Abhijeet's focus completely changed, now he can't get where he be and why? He could no more concentrate over what Doctor Gorden doing as right now he was living those moments again.
After few minutes of complete silence…
Doctor Gorden whispered… "Abhijeet…tum darrte ho logon se…unnki baton se…"
Abhijeet felt him too close to himself and trying to step back as doctor gorden standing really close to him while he whispered that. But now doctor gorden grabbed him tightly with… "darrte hona tum…haina…"
Abhijeet harshly trying to step away but his body was becoming drowsy now. Doctor Gorden asked him something else as… "kya hua tha abhijeet batao mujhe…kya kiya tha unlogon ne…"
Abhijeet shouted in extremely harsh tone which pierced Doctor Gorden's heart like an axe… "RAPE kiya tha unlogon ne maira…sun liya aapne…RAPE…(doctor gorden left his arms abhijeet while harshly pushing him) yahi sunna tha na aapko…haan ek aadmi ka rape kiya tha unhone…(he hit the table harshly) mera rape kiya tha unlogone…(his voice turned more painful while he stopped pushing doctor gorden now) mera…ek aadmi ka rape kiya tha unlogone…after a silence of few minutes a smirky smile came on abhijeet's face which contained so much pain as he said…aur aap jaante hain maine sabh dekha…apni aankhon se dekha tha maine sabh…sabh kuch…(his voice turned so low) jabh unlogone mere kapde utare the…(he looked towards where he thought gorden would be) yeh yeh daikh rahein aap…(showing the small scratches over his arms) yeh bhi unhi logon ki nishani hai…(he started scratching his arms such badly to remove those marks) main mita dunga inhe…humesha humseha ke liye…(blood now started dripping from his arms, doctor gorden still made no voice while abhijeet feeling much drowsy now so sat down with a thud on floor while his stomach got hit with the broken corner of a table resulting in bleeding, he looked towards that wound with a whisper) khoon…khoon bhi nikala tha pata hai…bahot…mujhe bahot dard magar woh log sirf hans rahe the…sirf hans…mai kuch bhi nahi…woh log mujhe kya kuch nahi keh rahe the….(painful tone) kar rahe the magar mai bas sabh kuch…(his eyes fell on a small glass piece which was lying there as when he had pushed doctor gorden harshly, the table behind doctor gorden had broken being of glass, he picked up that glass piece) main sabh kuch…aise hi mirror mein dekh raha tha..sabh kuch aise hi…magar main apni aankhein bhi nahi band kar paya…(he clutched it tightly in his hands resulting in bleeding as the glass pierced his skin and entered inside his hands, his painful voice turning harsh and much hateful now) main kuch nahi kar paya…(shouting loudly) KUCH BHI NAHI KAR PAYA MAIN AUR WHO LOG MUJHE GANDA…(in extreme hate and pain he pierced that glass in his leg harshly as right now just wanted to punish himself for his deed) mujhe behad ganda karke chale gaye…main sirf dekhta hi reh…
Daya stood up from his place in tears, pain and hurt. He had been hearing it all, every word, every sentence rather he also heard the breaking sound of his buddy's heart which scratched a painful line over his heart too. He just came out of the place where he was sitting and moved to doctor gorden's cabin with fast steps as right now he just needed to support his buddy.
Daya banged the door of doctor gorden's cabin with… "Doctor open the door…please…doctor…( he was feeling fear, sence of loss, guilty, painful and hurt, he just shouted again hearing no voice still) OPEN THE DOOR GODDAMN IT!" he now pushed the door much harder.
Other people present there were looking at him with confused expressions, some wardboys and nurses coming forward to stop him or ask him about the matter too but he was just continuously banging the door. Doctor ATUL who was back from a surgery was called immediately as some ward boys knew about daya and doctor ATUL being aquintances. ATUL coming and seeing daya in that panic state tried to ask him as…
"daya kya hua hai? Sabh theek hai? Abhijeet theek hai? Daya?"
Daya looked towards him with pain in his eyes and said… "Doctor ATUL abhijeet…usse meri jaroorat…main…mujhe andar jana hai…"
He was still banging the door and in that the door lock indeed broke open so daya entered inside with doctor ATUL.
ATUL finding the switch board first switched on the lights and then both looking forward to see a completely painful scenario.
Doctor Gorden was lying unconscious at a side as his head must be hit with something during that pushing sessation while ABHIJEET…
Daya moved forward to abhijeet in extreme tears and hurt and bending down touched his buddy's wet face with trembling hands along a soft tone…
"ABHIJEET…"
Abhijeet whispered… "sabh log mujhse nafrat karenge..sabh log…daya bhi mujhse nafrat…sir..freddy…sabh.."
Daya patted his cheeks again with… "nahi abhijeet…humme se koi bhi tumse nafrat nahi karega…hum log kyun tumse nafrat…(abhijeet was still whispering the same so daya said forcefully now) ABHIJEET!"
Abhijeet snapped out of his world of pain and fears. He looked around himself and then seeing daya in his front asked in fear tone… "tumhe sabh kuch…"
Daya said in low tone… "haan ABHI main sabh sachchai…"
Abhijeet jerked back and pushing daya with… "phir kyun aaye ho haan..tamasha dekhne aaye ho mera tum…(looking towards door with scare where so many other people were standing, in painful tone to daya) aur dikhane bhi…
Daya tried to say something with… "ABHIJEET…main…
But abhijeet was already trying to get up though his injured leg and drowsy body creating trouble with him. Daya tried to support him with his hands but abhijeet said in harsh tone which only daya could here… "sabh GAY samjhenge tumhe aise…"
Daya left his work of supporting at that point. Abhijeet immediately moving out while now ATUL who was checking Gorden said…
"gorden..tum theek ho? Gorden?"
Doctor Gorden opened his eyes and after remembering the whole scenario got up and asked to Doctor ATUL without noticing daya… "sir Abhijeet…woh daya se toh nahi milana…daya ne usse kuch…"
His eyes shifted towards ATUL eye focus which was daya's face. Doctor Gorden understood the meaning and immediately ordered daya… "daya usske peeche jaao…woh issme kuch bhi kar sakta hai…(stressing) kuch bhi…"
Daya just moved out of the hospital without any word with any one else.
Doctor ATUL helped Doctor Gorden up and made him sit on chair and after offering a glass water to him asked while checking his head wound… "kaise hua?"
"woh bahot takleef mein hai doctor ATUL bahot jyada takleef mein…"
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Next chapter on DUO guys. A special chapter for all for sure.
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