Me: HEY! I DID NOT DIE!!!! xD Sorry its been so long! Im soooorrryyy! -sobs- FORGIVE MEEEE!!! Normally the person would come up with some school/heart/illness/family/etc. related excuse...but...mine is just laziness. I cant help it! I do so many other stuff, but I can always write my fics first...lol. well, hey, YOU HAVE A CHAPTER NOW! I will try to update more! sorry!

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Shuichi's POV

When Yuki's arm was wrapped around my shoulder, my eyes widened and my heart sped up. Erotic thoughts raced through my head helplessly, and I blushed.

"To the room?" he asked casually, and I just nodded, not trusting my voice. I knew it would squeak.

Arriving at Ayaka's room, we stepped in politely nodding at the nurse who walked out the door. Ayaka lay on the bed, eyes shut, looking piecful enough.

But she was in a coma. And we didn't know when we'd have her back.

My eyes started to tear as I watched her lay helplessly on the bed. But...I didn't feel as connected to her anymore. After she turned me down, I cant help but...not love her anymore. I feel so guilty thinking this, for a girl in a coma because of me.

But she hurt me badly too. I'm not blaming her for anything, but...I don't love her anymore. but I dont know how to tell her when she wakes up. I would feel so bad.

Her eyes would open to the world for the first time in who knows how long, and I'll pop up and tell her I dont love her anymore. Hell.

But it's better than lying.

I forgot where I was for a minute, spacing out, but then moved my eyes away from her body to see Yuki reclining in the chair next to Ayaka's bed. I couldn't help but feel jealous. The thing was, was I jealous of Ayaka or Yuki? Or...both?

Yuki loved Ayaka apparantly...right? Well, he confirmed that not as a lover. But I cant help but long for that love too. And...Ayaka was MY lover. We were perfect. But...Yuki ruined it. It was all his fault.

"It was all your fault," I spoke harshly, startling Yuki, who met my eyes questioningly.

"It's your fault!" I repeated, louder.

"YOU made her love you! She would have married me happily! But YOU ruined it! And look how she is now!" I cried, gesturing to the lifeless Ayaka.

He stared at me intensly, and I couldn't help but look away. Oops. I slipped. It wasn't his fault! Now he'll hate me..and never talk to me again. I mentally slapped myself for my stupidness.

"I'm sorry.." i muttered.

"No.." Yuki finally spoke, and I winced at the intensness of his voice.

"It's not my fault, brat. I didn't do anything. She fell for me. I didn't even hit on her or anything. Infact, I hated her," he glared at me. I looked to the floor helplessly.

A tear slipped from my eye, and Yuki stood, walking towards me. I was scared he'd hit me or something, so I backed myself up against a wall, but he still kept coming.

"Why...Shindou, why do you cry? I didn't do anything. It's your own stupidity," he bent over and swiped his finger against my tears, whiping them away.

"S-sorry..." I muttered again, staring at the floor. Pretty floor...

"Stop. I...dont want to see you cry," Yuki breathed out, suddenly grasping my face in his palms. I jumped back a bit, startled, but he whiped the rest of my tear with his thumb, pulling me closer to him, his face closer, his...lips...closer...

A/N: OOO! MAJOR EL CLIFFE'!!! hehe! im so mean! I LOVE IT! I expect alot of reviews now! ;) and ill update quicker! Seriously, coz obviously I know where this is going.