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Okay sorry. Lol. Okay this is in Bella's point of view. Enjoy!!

Previously:

"I am so sorry." I heard him mutter.

"Forgiven." I said immediately.

I didn't want to ruin the moment. I just wanted to hold him like that. Forever.

After just staying in that position for I don't know how long, I mumbled, "Edward?"

"Yes love?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Anything. You know that."

If I had one, my heart would be pounding out of my chest. I was so nervous. I don't know why. I had never been nervous with Edward before.

But I wasn't nervous. I was scared. Scared that he would leave. Scared that he would break me again.

I opened my mouth to speak, but instead, I started to sob. And I couldn't stop.

"Bella? Bella? Are you all right?"

"No," I tried to get out, but all that came out were more sobs, but I think I did a good job of conveying my message.

"Shhh." He whispered trying to comfort me. "Shhh. Calm down sweetie. Tell me what's wrong. Calm down," he coaxed rubbing my back.

I managed to calm down enough to get out, "W-will y-you leave a-agai-again?" before I started to sob again.

"No. Never. I have learned my lesson. I will never ever ever ever leave again. I promise."

"Why did you leave?" I managed to choke out between sobs.

"To protect you," he answered simply.

I calmed down enough to speak clearly.

I leaned out of his embrace a little, just so I could see his face.

I took the hair out of his face and asked, "What?"

"I did it to protect you," he said, but I could see the pain in his eyes.

"Edward…"

He cut me off with, "I was stupid and it was the worst mistake I have ever made. I am sorry. I understand if you change your mind about forgiving me. Just tell me to get out, and I wi…"

This time, it was my turn to cut him off. "Edward, how could you possibly think that? After everything we have been through, there is no way that I am going to let you go that easily. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you, but truth be told, if Victoria hadn't changed me, I would probably be dead right now."

I was speaking from my heart, but I realized that I made a HUGE mistake telling him about how I would have committed suicide.

The pain in Edward's eyes was too much. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you that." I said sincerely running my hand through his hair.

He held the hand in his hair right at the position that it was in and just stared into my eyes.

"Bella…I am soo sorry. No not sorry. Something waay worse than sorry. I never realized…Curse at me." He simply stated at the end.

"What?!" Did he just say to curse at him?

"Curse at me. Call me every single bad name that you can think of. Please."

"NO! Edward I could never do that to you! Don't you see how much I love you!?!?!?!?!?" He opened his mouth to say something but I put a finger to his lips before he could say anything.

"Edward. Look. I can't ever do anything bad to you. I just can't. All those days you were gone, there wasn't one instant that I wished you were gone. Sure I tried to believe I could live without you, but I couldn't. That's why I turned the way I did." Uh oh. Another mistake.

"Wait…turned how?" he said, completely dropping the other subject. I won an argument with the perfect vamp!!!

"Edward, can you read my thoughts?" I asked trying to change the subject.

"No, I can't. Please stop trying to change the subject." Damn he was good.

"Okay. Well, when you left, I met this girl, Pooh. We immediately became good friends. She kind of helped me heal. A little bit of course. No one could but you could have healed me completely. One day, I came to the meadow. Just to sort of think of you, but the thing is, I never got a chance to because guess who was waiting for me there?"

"Victoria." He said as a statement, not a question, a statement. His voice was full of venom.

"That's right. She was going to kill me. She started to drink my blood, and of course I didn't object because I wanted to die anyways, so I basically just let her."

"But then…" his voice was full of confusion.

"Hold on. She started to drink my blood, but them Sam, one of the werewolves came and pulled her off of me and killed her. He just left me because he though I was dead."

His face looked pained. "Relax. I'm fine." I said, unsuccessfully trying to soothe him.

"When I got up from my transformation," I continued. "I felt like I turned evil. Renee and Charlie both died. And I felt like the world was against me. So I turned against it. I started to rob banks and to 'leave my mark on the crime' I would flash my face to the camera."

"One day though, I was about to rob NYC and then I remembered Pooh. I teleported myself to Forks. Yes that's one of my powers. And I just talked to her. She has fallen in love with this new werewolf, Andrew. And she just sort of pulled me out of the entire life style I was living without even knowing about it. Which is why I came here."

By the time I finished, I was up against his chest again, his face buried in my hair.

"I'm fine now. Remember? I'm fine." I tried to comfort him.

When he pulled away, I said, "Now, it's your turn. Tell me what you did when you were gone."

Reluctantly, he started, "Well, I was looking for Victoria. To kill her, you know. But mostly, I was just moping." He must have seen my confused expression because he added, "because I couldn't see you. And one day, Alice had a vision that Victoria was going to kill you, you know because she can't see werewolves she saw you dead. I raced to come get you immediately. I got on the first flight here. But when I got here, it was too late."

His voice was agonized.

"For some reason, I went to my house and turned on the TV. I still can't understand why I did, but I sure am glad that I did. It was on the news channel and that's when I saw your face. You as a vampire. You robbing a bank as a vampire.

I called Alice immediately and asked her where you were. By then, you had decided to go to NYC. And so I obviously got on a flight to go there. But then, seconds before the flight took off- typical Alice- she called me and told me that you were actually in our meadow.

So I got off that flight and bought a ticket here. And when I got here, here you were. And here we are."

"Oh Edward." I said pulling him into a kiss.

The electricity was still there, and it was wonderful.

After a while he pulled away and lay on the grass.

I lay beside him, my head on his chest.

We just lay there, just like that, until the next morning.

Okay, I want to apologize for dividing Edward's talking into paragraphs. I don't know if it confused anyone. I'm sorry if it did. I don't like reading a whole bunch of writing in the same area, and so I thought that you guys didn't either. But if anyone is confused, just contact me and I will give it to you in one paragraph.


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