A/N: Tarot Cards will be a part of the story, in which I reveal certain of the aspects in the story, hinting the characters outcome. This one deals with Amelia. Helena's will be the next one, can any one guess what her tarot card will be. Also doing Ciel's and Sebastian's. I do hope you like them. Dark Themes ahead, well not very dark.
Tarot Card: The Fool
Amelia
I look for faith.
I reach for light. My hands seem to fail to reach.
The choirs in my head say "stop".
My vision begins to fade.
Blood soon returns. Blood. Crisp Crimson surrounds me.
I see piling bodies topple over comrades and children.
The children. They remind me of what could have been.
The voices return. They begin to fight me.
I pull on the roots of my scalp. Hoping if I pull enough they will go away.
The voices of course. But they don't stop. Who do the voices belong to again?
The blood is once again gone. But how long was I gone this time.
Sometimes I can't even grasp into old memories. The child is all I remember at times.
Sometimes I don't even remember that much. It seems all remember is the blood.
But who's blood? The voices are still present.
Sharp screams ring through my quarters'; it seems I won't sleep tonight.
My shrill screams harmonize with my voices.
They call me a fool. Who's the fool?