Note: This chapter is dedicated to slygirl16, if it wasn't for her, I would probably have been curled up in a corner somewhere waiting for last nights big thunderstorm to pass, instead of writing this chapter.

Chapter 15- Things I'll Never Say

Weeks went by, I barely ever spoke to Josef, except for a few short conversations every now and then, and then when we did speak, he was very sharp with me. Like he'd rather do anything than speak with me. So I would ask the question I needed answered, then he would answer, and I would hang up. Perfect for me right? I mean I complained about him constantly bugging me and now he wasn't bugging me, he was shutting me out. I should be happy right?

Wrong. I was miserable, I missed him like crazy, and I made that emotion very plain. My mom got sick of hearing me complain.

"If you miss him, call him."

I glared at her. "Why? He obviously doesn't want to talk to me."

"That never stopped you before..."

I just walked away, I didn't feel like arguing with her at the moment.

-3 Days Later-

Julie had learned about a week ago to stay clear of me. I was unbelievably moody.

Apparently Josef had an extremely short temper, add that with my normal moodiness, and I was a bi-polar wreck. The fact that I was missing him didn't help, that emotion just added to my emotional roller coaster.

Life was pretty much hell right now.

I hadn't spoken to mom in three days. It was weird, but I wanted to be alone. I was lying in my bed, I hadn't changed out of my pj's since yesterday. To say it was a pitiful sight was an understatement.

"Wow, you look like shit."

I turned my head to see my mom leaning against my door frame.

"Well, thanks mom, I love you too."

She walked over to my bed and sat down next to me. She pulled something out of her purse and handed it to me. I looked at it, then back at her.

"A plane ticket?"

She nodded. "Yes, a plane ticket, to California."

"For what?"

She sighed. "Damn, you're slow in the mornings."

"To see Josef?"

She nodded. "You've been an absolute terror to deal with the last few days, atleast, that's what Julie tells me. Cause you know, I wouldn't know..."

"I'm sorry that I haven't called you momma..."

She grinned. "Son chéri pas mal." She rubbed my cheek.

"Thank you..."

She smiled again. "Let's get you packed."

-Later-

The plane ride seemed to take forever. Then the drive to his office wasn't any better.

When I stepped off the elevator, the office was empty. Hopefully he would be here already.

His door was locked, I knocked hoping he would answer.

"Can I help you ma'am?"

When I turned around there was a man in a security uniform standing behind me. Shit.

"Oh um...is Josef here?"

"I'm afraid Mr. Konstantin won't be in for about an hour."

"Oh, well, can I just wait here for him?"

He crossed his arms. "Ma'am, why don't you come with me."

"I'm not hurting anything waiting here." I was getting a little annoyed with his attitude, I hadn't done anything wrong.

"Ma'am, either leave, or I'll escort you out."

"Okay, one, stop calling me ma'am, two, remove the stick from your ass because I'm not doing anything wrong."

He glared at me. "Let's go."

He grabbed my arm and started pulling me away.

"Yea, jackass, that popping noise, that's my shoulder!"

I jerked away from him. Yea, that was a mistake.

-30 Minutes Later-

Have you ever been in handcuffs? Their not to comfortable. I was sitting, my handcuffed behind my back, beside the desk in the lobby. This wasn't turning out like I expected.

"Okay, seriously, I didn't do anything wrong."

The security guard ignored me.

"Look, I understand, okay, I get it. You like the stick up your ass, forgive me for asking you to take it out."

He glared at me on that point.

"Seriously, I have a lot of gay friends..."

"Shut. Up."

"You know, once you accept it, you feel so much better about yourself."

He walked over and stood in front of me. "You are the single most annoying person I have ever met."

I gave him a sweet smile. "Aw...thanks, you make me feel so special."

"My mom told me never to hit a woman, but if you keep pissing me off I might make and exception."

I winked at him. "Oh yes, I like it rough."

His face was red he was so angry. Which of course provoked me more.

"You know, normally when I'm handcuffed, they're pink and furry, but I think I like yours better..."

"You know, I can't wait for Mr. Konstantin gets here so I can send you to the police for harassment."

I smirked. He glared at me one last time then walked back to his desk.

I sighed.

"Josef, you better get here soon!"