Hey back again, hopefully you are pondering over that cliffhanger I left you. Many of you want Raven to read his journal and you maybe right, or maybe not, I guess you have to read to find out. *mischievous grin* anyways thanks for the support i will try to continue this story for a while because we all need more bbrae fluff in our life. Well you don't want to hear me talk you want to read so here you go.

Chapter 4

I wake up in the morning in a cold sweat, my instincts screaming something is wrong. I look around my room trying to find the source of my distress, I look over to my desk and find what i was looking for. My Journal is laying open on my desk, flipped to my most recent entry. I panic instantly waking all the up and rush over to my desk and hastily put my journal back into its secret compartment. I breath a sigh of relief, hoping that no one saw it. They probably didn't because not many people go into my room...except...Raven! I instantly start to panic again, my mind going a million miles per hour.

What if she read it? would she reject me or take pity on me? Will i ever be able to talk to her again? I'll just pretend nothing happened until she brings it up. But what if she didn't read it and someone else did? I know Robin didn't, he doesn't invade privacy like that. Cyborg might of to try to blackmail me into cooking meat, but he doesn't go into my room. That leaves Starfire she would definitely invade privacy and she would go into my room.

I still decide that pretending nothing happened is the best course of action because maybe nobody read it and it was just on my desk. I shower, going over worst case scenarios in my mind. After my shower, I put my usual uniform on and start to head to the common room, a little more jumpy than usual. The door opens and everyone is minding their own business, Raven is reading, Cyborg is channel surfing, Starfire is making kissy faces at Robin and he is doing them back. Everything is as it should be, my anxiety drops to barely noticeable. I head over to make some tofu eggs and bacon, when the alarm goes off.

"Aw man, I haven't even eaten breakfast yet," I complain.

Starfire ignores me and speaks directly to Robin," Who is the causing of trouble, boyfriend Robin?"

Robin looks at his communicator to check who the villain is and his eyes widen in surprise. He speaks with an intense voice," Slade."

This is the only word he has to speak to get me pumped up because the last time I saw slade was when Terra forgot who I was and I don't think that was an accident. I scream,"Titans, go," which took everyone by surprise but I didn't care I was going to make Slade pay for what he did to Terra. I shift into a peregrine Falcon and fly out of the tower heading ever closer to Slade.

I land and shift back to human form with Raven already there and Cyborg just pulling up in the T-car, with starfire and Robin not far behind. Slade's robot goons were robbing an experimental medical facility.

Robin barks," protect the chemicals at all costs even if some get away empty handed. Titans, go,"

I'm of course wasn't listening, I was intent on destroying every last one until they were nothing but scrap metal. We enter the facility to find it crawling with robots. I morph into an ankylosaurus and decapitate six robots with one swipe. Cyborg blasts more with his sonic cannon and robin takes out some with his bird-a-rangs. Some robot were running away with some precious chemicals and short circuited a blast door to close.

"Quick Cyborg, throw me," I say as I morph into a turtle.

"Okay grass stain, here..we..go..," he counts down as he shoots me out of his cannon.

I fly through the air getting stuck as I wedged myself between the door right before it closes. The strain on my shell is heavy but i can hold it. the team catches up and Starfire and cyborg pry the door open. At the end of a long hallway with door on both sides you can barely see the slade bots making a right at the end. We chase after them, as we round the corner we lose sight of them, but i can smell them and chase after them without my team. I follow the scent up the stairs to the roof where i see a helicopter and Slade himself waiting for the chemicals.

"Ah, the green one, how has your Journal been coming along?" he says methodically.

I'm taken aback by his statement,"How could you know about my journal?" I question him.

"Please Beast Boy, do you not think I have been watching you since our tussle in the Theme park?" he says in the same tone. "It would be a shame really if something were to happen to Raven, what would you do with yourself then?"

"Shut up!" I scream as I attack, morphing into a tiger.

He dodges my first attack and counters a few others but i get a couple scratches on him by shift from Tiger to Bear and Wolf.

"My,my, you have been practicing, this will make kidnapping Raven much more enjoyable," he smirks under his mask.

"You lie! I will never let you kidnap Raven!" I yell back at him still attacking and morphing into animals.

"You already have," He says back.

"what?" I say as i look at the helicopter taking off with an unconscious Raven and precious chemicals on board. "Nooo!" I scream as I shift into a pterodactyl and chase after it. I get shot with an electric beam from behind morphing me back into human form and I fall to the roof surface. I try to morph back to chase after her but i can't morph.

"What did you do to me?" I say with a raspy voice.

"Do you like it? It cancels out your morphing ability, don't worry its only temporary, I can't have you saving her before I am ready can I?" He mocks while staring me in the face.

My beast inside breaks out and boils up so much rage that, even though I Can't morph, I uppercut his mask clean off. He lies on his back, as I walk up to him I notice where his face should be is only another screen.

"Don't worry you'll have a chance to save her. I'll even leave a trail of breadcrumbs starting with this one, my old lair," he says calm through the screen "Oh and Beastboy do hurry up," as he said that a 5 started counting backwards. Knowing this is a bomb I run to the stairs, still not trusting my morph ability and make it outside the blast radius. I find my team in the lobby of the room just finishing up the last of the robots.

"Beastboy where's Raven she went after you when you left?" Robin asked concerned.

I take a deep breath and reply,"Raven was kidnapped by Slade,"