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"No, I'm not losing 1 of my doctors due to a stupid car crash" Connie said as she began chest compressions again

" your breaking his ribs Connie" Zoe said

" well, freaking shock him then, I'm not losing him" Connie shouted at the top of her voice breaking down in tears as Zoe began to take over chest compressions and shocking till they got him in sinus rhythm as Zoe nodded to Rita as she Mouthed "coma."

Later on when Ethan was back from CT he kept asking Zoe about what was happening " Zoe he's my brother I deserve to know" Ethan said

"He was technically dead but we got him back in sinus and he's erm" Zoe said struggling to finish

" what?" Ethan asked he sat up going tachycardic as Zoe wheeled him into resus as he was struggling to Breathe as they hooked him up to the monitors as he slowly increased his breathing " where's Cal?" He gasped as Zoe finally told him

" coma, no Cal doesn't like sleeping he told me to live everyday to the fullest because it doesn't come again, Zoe could he die" Ethan asked worried

" you know it's a possibility but he's got a 50% chance" zoe said

" it was my fault, I was too stupid Thinking about Taylor being arrested that Cal stopped the car and then darkness, Zoe he's unconsious isn't he the whole time, so he felt no pain, I tell him about being carless and stupid and I am just as bad he was right, he's always right and I need to tell him I love him and he never should give up" Ethan said tears falling from his eyes as lily entered

" hey how you feeling?" Lily asked softly

" sombre, tired worried for Cal did you know?" Ethan said as lily carefully answered

" he still here, don't loose all hope yet" lily said trying to comfort him

" what about the driver of the other car?" Ethan asked nervous

"He was on drugs and drinking so if worst comes to worst he will be charged with murder" lily said

" what did you say don't loose hope,If he does I won't live with myself" Ethan said

" I won't let them that's a promise" lily said as she left the room thinking about the promise she had just made to Ethan and how she would make sure she kept it.

A few months had passed since the crash that took the life of ...

Im still deciding the end of this chapter hope you enjoy and did lily keep her promise tell me what you think x