Hi Again ^_^

I'm so sorry i haven't written anything in such a long time . but i'm back now at least!

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I want to know what i have missed and what they have been doing, but mostly them, their voices, their personality, their face, everything. I wish they could be here with me, since i think they would like it here to. soon after that i fell asleep lying there wishing they could be here so i could meet them once again.

I woke up in the morning sweating, my body was complete frozen in the bed and i couldn't move at all. It felt like something was wrong with it. Like it stopped working all of a sudden, after a few seconds, that felt like forever, i could move my body again. I don't remember what i dreamt nor why i was so numb in my body, like my body was cold, limp, de- i stopped thinking that since it was to scary since it really felt like that for those few seconds. I stood up and it was pretty chilly in my room but it felt great since i was sweating a lot, kinda funny since my body felt like it was cold but i'm sweating a lot because i'm very warm and was afraid of what ever happened in the dream. I stood up and picked up my book and kept on writing in it since my alarm hadn't rang yet so i must have time, but once i was done the alarm still hadn't gone off so i just put it in my bag, but i got this tiny bad feeling but completely ignored it since i barely notice it.

I walked into the bathroom to take a shower and look my self in the mirror, it looks like i had only sleep an hour or two and i just feel empty inside which feels weird but at the same time it scares me since it's still here from the dream. I bet I will feel better after a shower to feel refreshed and wash away the sweat. I don't know what time it is when i was in the shower, and i don't really care since it felt so good in here. Soon when i hear my brother knock on the door hard which means i didn't notice the first time he did it and soon enough i had put on my uniform again and look in the mirror again, and i looked good now the shower really helped. When i walked down the stairs and walked into the kitchen mom looked at me "Should i be shocked or scared? since you're up early, you the night owl that is always late and wouldn't go up even if your life depended on it" She said as she raised one eyebrow up, i just looked at her tho since i didn't want to answer for some reason. I sat down infront of her and started to eat my breakfast, it was warm for a change since she is to lazy to make it for me before i come down. "Hey, i'm starting to get worried here for real. You didn't answer my question with your sarcasm like you always do nor did you say anything. not commenting anything on what i said? this is not like you" she said and looked at me and i just looked at her and rolled my eyes. "I just didn't feel like it, and if i was sick i would be happy right and tell you right away wouldn't i?" I said with a 'really?' face that i always do when my mom over exaggerate things. "My daughter is back! How i missed you!" She said out loud and laughed, and i just looked at her like really? where does she get her energi from? it can't be the food since i'm also eating it nor the sleep since i sleep more then her.

I finished eating early since my mom was so 'happy' that her daughter was 'back' that it was just annoying with her being like that and specially when she asked stuff like 'where did you go?' and 'did you get hurt?' but she always know what question is the dot over the i, which was 'was there some hot guys there?' and smiled while she was moving her eyebrows up and down. I literally finished the food in 5 minutes just to leave before she made it worse, one day she is gonna be brain dead since she seems to get dumber for each day it goes.

I got to school early too no one was there yet only me, which was kinda nice since it was peaceful and quiet. But there were students in the school tho, people that went to their early club practices or the smart people and people that likes to read comes early to go to the library. But no one was in the classroom, but i was soon wrong when a male opened the door and a short white haired guy came walking in and as i turned around to see who opened it i notice he looked up at me but didn't look away so i did instead. I looked back out thru the window i was looking thru before he came in but i can feel him looking at me and it was kinda uncomfortable so i turned around again and looked at him. I might be bad with guys and shy around strangers but i like less being stared at, so when i turned around he was, like i thought, still starring at me. "Why are you looking at me?" I asked gently since i didn't want to imitate him or sound mad. "You're name was Kurosawa Natsumi right?" He simply asked, his voice really is low which doesn't really fit his body but his personality tho. I nodded to his question and he opened his mouth again, but closed it and he turned around. That kinda got me irritated, who starres at a person and then asks their name and then ignores them as if nothing happened. I look out the window again still kinda mad but soon enough i got really tired instead, and it's the kind you get when you're bored, really tired as if you had stayed up for one whole day and then went to school and is bored then. I start to nod of which never happens, maybe during some lessons but outside lessons? Never in my whole life, this is so weird.

I got more tired and my eyes got really heavy but then i feel the same feeling again, he was watching me again but soon enough it didn't matter i'm just really tired. I laid down and closed my eyes and i was gone again, i woke up close to a river beside a bridge but the area looks like the one around the town. It must be a place i haven't visited yet, but there is something wrong with this since it feels like i have been here but i have never been here nor did i know this existed ner this town. or wait i have, when i was walking with everyone to the orange haired guy, still i don't remember his name, but what am i doing here. It's really creepy since it doesn't feel like a coincidence that i got here, I turn around and i see something but i'm not sure what and it was getting closer. I turned around again and i saw some kids, it was that guys little sister with black hair and some friends playing with a ball. And i woke up feeling someone was shaking me on the shoulder, i look up and it's that white haired guy. "... How you feeling?" Was all he asked and i just looked at him, as if i was immobilized, i didn't do anything. Nothing i feel nothing and i don't move my body at all i just look at him, he looks at me and it was just a few seconds i was like that but after like 2 seconds i opened my mouth, "I'm okay, just a weird dream" he looks confused at me "What dream?" He simply asks, he really don't talk a lot and say short menings no matter what from what i have heard. "I was at... and something... i-i don't remember?" I kinda said the last thing as a question but not for him, but for myself. I don't understand what happened but it was something in the dream that gave me a feeling it has happen before and not in a dream. He looks at me "You should go home, you don't look good" He simply said and then went back to his seat, as if he wasn't interested in me or my health anymore.

But i didn't listen to him but, my shoulder feels kinda warm for some reason and i can't stop my self from taking a peek at him from time to time until lesson started, and even tho lesson started i did it a few times until the middle of the lesson and i stopped. It felt like he saved me from something, like a bad dream that felt real but that i don't remember anything from. After the lesson was over Rukia went over to me with a look that had a hint of concern on it "Are you feeling alright Kurosawa-san?" She asked while looking at me and i smiled at her and nodded simply, but i notice two pairs of eyes looking my way a few times and when i spotted it they were looking at me, the white haired guy and the orange haired one. Their mouths stopped moving and i looked away it was a little too creepy and uncomfortable for me.

maybe i wasn't feeling alright, i kinda feel more tired then ever, no more like my soul is tired but i can't describe this feeling nor pinpoint why i feel like this. School was soon over and i was down at the entrance putting my outdoor shoes on and then putting my indoor shoes in the locker before i headed out. I wanted to walk alone but i didn't want to go home, i felt like taking a walk and explore a little. But as soon as i left the gates i started to get this bad feeling, but i ignore it since i don't know why i got it and just went the opposite direction from where my home is and i didn't take my bike but left it there since i need to go by the school either way to get home. after walking for some time i saw a small river and i walked down to it, and then that bad feeling was back but worse it kinda made my stomach twist and i all of a sudden felt like i was being watched. but how many it was i don't know but i could feel someone, if it really was someone, but at least something was watching me. I was almost at the river but i still went all the way down despite the feelings i got, and as soon as i touched the water i could feel the bad feeling go away as the water streamed thru my hands, it calmed me down and i released the breath i was holding ever since i got that feeling which made me kinda dizzy so i sat down for a while. But soon after a ball came flying towards me without me noticing and it hit my bag, and my diary flew out and landed in the stream and started to float away. I stood up as soon as i could and ignored the kids yelling to me to throw the ball back.

I ran after the book but didn't know how to pick it up and after maybe 8 minutes of running my breath was so short, and i was so tired i barely could run anymore. But soon after i saw the book floating towards the edge and within reach for me if i can get there before it started to float away. I made it in time and i reached for the book and i got it in time, and i looked at the book and it seems like it hadn't been damaged except it's wet from being in the water for some time. And i look up form the book and i see a bridge and i freeze, i don't know why but i just felt this sudden fear in me and the urge to just run away, every cell in my body screamed 'run! just run!' but i didn't move but the worst was that that bad feeling was so bad that not only was it like my stomach was so twisted that it kinda hurt but my legs was also shaking. I don't know why but it feels like i'm watching a horror movie and that something really bad was gonna happen to the girl that was alone, the problem was i'm that girl and i can really feel something is about to happen that might cost more then i can pay for.

Phew! finally done! i wrote this in one go and i tried to make this one better and formulate my words better and i hope i did better then my previous chapters!

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