Chapter 5
The first 6 chapters are copied and pasted. So I can't go into the reviews so much. But from chapter 7 and further I will try to get into your reviews as good as possible. I just fear that if I would change something in the earlier chapters I would mess up the later copied chapters and I rather don't want to do that.
Anyway, enjoy :D
"You came!" Rose squealed when she sat on her bed and saw the familiar blonde head outside of her window. She opened it and Emma climbed in. "I promised it to you." Emma said and Rose closed the window again. They sat down on Rose's bed and looked at each other. Rose got her new stuff while Emma studied her. The little black haired girl with her green eyes. The little girl who looked almost completely like Regina but still had her or rather Snow's chin. The little girl who meant more to her than anything in the world than Regina and Henry. The little girl she had abandoned for some crazy bitchy mother who was a homophobe and didn't respected her after the destroyed marriage to some rich king.
"What do you have there?" Emma asked and Rose climbed back on the bed and laid some dollies in front of her. "Mama gave them to me yesterday." Rose answered and took one. She played with it a bit and giggled a few times. Emma picked up a dolly herself and looked at it. She smiled when she saw that it was similar to Regina's sister. "That's Aunt Miri." Rose explained and held up her own. "That's Mama. She also bought me Henry, Ruby, Tanya and Aunt Miri's boyfriend Paul. He told me he wants to marry Aunt Miri." Emma smiled. "Hopefully he has more luck than I." Emma answered and Rose smiled sadly at her.
"Maybe... you will... but I don't think it will be with Mama." Rose said and Emma nodded. "I blamed myself all these years... She told me that you... you wouldn't be my child... so that I wouldn't leave my own family for her... she sacrificed her own happy ending with me so that I could have my family... I hadn't realized it back than... I hadn't realized that I had turned my back to my only true family..." Emma was almost crying. She desperately tried to keep her tears at bay. Rose looked at her sadly. She hesitantly crawled over to Emma and hugged her. Emma gasped and wrapped her arms around her little girl and just cried. Rose listened to her other mother's sobs and heartbeat.
"I don't hate you. Okay? You were just always acting like a fool when I met you." Rose said and Emma snorted. They parted and Rose looked up to her with a soft look. "Sorry... I shouldn't put all my problems on your shoulders..." Emma said and stroked Rose's cheek. "I'm tough. I can handle that." Rose answered and took Emma's hand. She turned around so the palm was turned to her. She traced with her tiny fingers over it and smiled. Emma was confused but felt warmth in her heart. It spread quickly in her and all her bad thoughts just disappeared. She gasped.
"What..." "That's what you and Mama gave me. You have light magic. She has dark magic and I have something even more powerful. At least she always tells me this. I can make people happy with my magic or I can make them evil. I just need to built a connection with them." Rose said and looked back up. Emma saw that Rose's eyes had turned violet. "I really should have chosen you two over my parents..." Emma mumbled and found herself lost in Rose's eyes. Rose stood up and took her dollies once again. "Come on. Play with me." She said and Emma smiled warmly. She took the last remaining dolly and they sat down in front of a little dollhouse.
They quietly played together and shared some laughs until Rose started to yawn. Emma picked Rose up who directly wrapped herself around Emma's torso and sighed contently. She placed Rose into the bed and softly covered her. Rose looked up at her with a smile. Emma sat down on the bed and placed the teddy in Rose's tiny arms who directly snuggled closer to the bear. She stroked her daughter's cheek and then softly squeezed Rose's shoulder. She didn't dared to kiss her forehead because she didn't wanted to destroy that what might have grown already between them.
When she stood up Rose frowned. "What is with my good night kiss? Mama always gives me a good night kiss." Rose pouted and Emma sat down once again and kissed Rose's forehead. "I just didn't wanted to make you uncomfortable." She answered and Rose smiled. "I know. Good night, Emma." "Good night, my little beautiful girl." Emma whispered and stood up before she slipped out of the window and down the fire ladder. She got into her car and slumbed into the seat. Tears were streaming down her face once again. She had given up Regina and Rose for assholes. She had given up the best life she could have ever. Suddenly someone knocked against her car window and she flinched before she looked out.
Rose was in front of her. She quickly got out of the car and scooped her up. "What the hell are you doing outside? It's dangerous to be here at night without adult." Emma said and quickly walked back to the fire ladder. They climbed up and into the room once again where Emma tucked Rose back in. "What did you wanted out there?" Emma asked. "I wanted to know if you come back tomorrow." Rose said sleepily. "I will if you promise me to never do that again, okay? You scared me." Emma answered and Rose nodded. Emma kissed her hair and then walked back to the window. She took one last glance at her daughter before she climbed out and shut the window quietly.
The next night Rose awaited Emma's arrival. But she awaited it because something happened not because she already wanted to spend every minute with her. Emma climbed in and saw Rose crying. She directly rushed over to her and pulled her in her arms. "What happened?" Emma asked softly. "Mama is just crying... Tanya said something with needing a break because of you two... Mama is so sad and even I can't make her happy..." Rose sobbed and Emma held her. "Sh. Sh. It will be all good. I promise you." Emma whispered and rocked her softly in her arms. Her sobs soon died down and she snuggled closer into Emma's arms. "I just want her to be happy finally... she always plays that she is happy in front of me but when she thinks she is alone she is crying... Always... and I can't do anything against it... and that part is where I hate you a bit... because you hurt Mama so badly but on the other hand I can't hate you because you are the only one who can make Mama happy..."
"Do you want me to talk to her?" Emma asked and Rose shook her head. "Let her go..." Rose whispered and Emma sighed. "I wish I could... but I won't leave my child once again grow up without me as parent. I will stay but I will stay away from Regina." Emma answered and caressed Rose's cheek. In that moment suddenly the door opened. Both looked to the door where Regina stood in her pajamas and two hot chocolates. "Emma..." Regina breathed out and Emma directly stood up and steadied Regina who looked like she might pass out. Emma took the cups and placed them on the nightstand of Rose's bed.
Regina held Rose in her arms when she sat down on the bed while Emma closed the door before she walked on the opposite wall and sat down against it. "What are you doing here?" Regina asked her. "I wanted to get to know her, Mama. She just obeyed my wishes." Rose said and Regina held her tighter. She sighed sadly. "You... you can pick her up from school and spend two hours with her before you bring her back here." She offered and Emma nodded. They just stared at each other for minutes until they heard Rose's soft snoring. Regina tucked her in and took the two cups with her. Emma followed her quietly. They arrived in the kitchen and Regina stiffened.
Emma softly placed a hand on her lower back and soothed her. "I'm going to talk to Tanya... telling her that I'm letting you go..." Emma said and Regina turned around to her and wrapped her arms around Emma's body. "Why... why do I still love you after all this shit?" She asked sobbing and Emma sighed. "I don't know... but like I said some days before. I will always wait for you." Emma said and Regina looked up. Their breaths hitched and they softly kissed each other before Emma broke away. "No... I won't take advantage of you. You are far too important to me than to hurt you like that." Emma said and leaned her forehead against hers. Regina looked almost grateful.
"Please leave..." She whispered and Emma nodded. "For you, everything." Emma whispered and just hugged Regina softly who hugged her back before she slipped out of the apartment. Regina stood in the kitchen. She couldn't comprehend what just had happened. She touched her lips. It was like all these years before... she just had someone else now. Someone else she loved too but not as much as she wished she would do. She cleaned the cups and then walked back into Rose's bedroom where she snuggled behind her daughter in the bed and just held her the whole night.
TBC...?