Twelve
Emily's P.O.V
"Come on." She says, standing up and walking to the car. I stand up and walk over to the car.
I close the door and she climbs over the armrest so she's straddling my thighs. "JJ? What are you doing?" I ask. "It's dark. I want you. No one will see us." She says grinding down into me. "I thought you wanted our first time to be in a bed." I say. She grinds down into me and whimpers. "Screw the bed." She says. "No JJ." I say. She looks me in the eye. "I thought you wanted this." She says, starting to move back to the driver's seat. I put my arm out to stop her and she turns to look at me. "I want this JJ, more than anything I want this, I want you, but you were right. Our first time should be special. So when we get back home, I'm going to take you out, on a proper date, and then I am going to take you home and make love to you." I say. She smiles. "Why are you so sweet?" She asks. I smile. "What do you mean?" I ask. "She sighs. "Most women do anything for sex. But no, you have to and be all sweet and romantic." She says. "I'm not most women Jayje." I say. "I know that's what I mean, you're so sweet and kind." She says. "Is that a bad thing now?" I ask. She shakes her head. "That's one of the things I love about you." She says as she puts her head on my shoulder.
She takes her head off my shoulder and kisses me then puts her head on my chest, and her hands on my shoulders. I wrap my arms around her waist and put my hands in her back pockets. She snuggles into my chest. "Come on JJ, let's go home." I say. She shakes her head. "No." She says. "Why not?" I ask. She shrugs. "I don't want to move. I like this, being this close to you." She says. "Come on JJ. It's like eleven o'clock. We can go back to your parent's house and cuddle in bed." I say. She nods against my chest. "Okay." She says, climbing back into the drivers' seat. She starts the car and smiles at me. "I love you." She says. "I love you too." I say.
JJ puts the car in park and gets out and walks over to my side and opens the door. "Thanks Jay." I say. She nods. "No problem." She says, sliding her hand into mine. We walk back into the house where Mike and Sandy are sitting on the couch watching the news. "Night mom. Night daddy." She says. "Night Jenny. Goodnight Emily." Mike and Sandy say at the same time. "Goodnight." I say.
We walk down the hall and I stop at the bedroom door. JJ turns to me and smiles. "I gotta pee. I'll be right in." She says. I nod. "Okay." I say.
I walk into the bedroom and close the door behind me. Grabbing my bag off the floor, I put it on a chair and unzip it. I pull out a pair of shorts and a tank top and put them on.
JJ walks into the room and smiles at me. "Does it hurt?" She asks, I shake my head. "Not really." I lie. "Em?" She asks. I nod a little bit. "Please don't do that Emily." She says. "What?" I ask, confused. "The whole 'tough guy' thing. I want to know." She says. I nod. "It kills." I say. She walks over to me and kneels on the bed beside me. "Are you okay?" She asks. I nod. "It hurts but I'm okay JJ. I promise." I say. She nods, and leans forward to kiss me. I feel her smile into the kiss and she pulls back. "I love you." She says. I wrap my arms around her and pull her closer to me. "I love you too." I say.
"Come on JJ. Let's go to bed." I say. JJ nods and climbs over me, onto the left side of the bed. I lay down on my left side and JJ snuggles into me. "Goodnight Emily." She says. I wrap my arms around her. "Goodnight Jennifer." I say.
I wait until JJ is asleep before I close my eyes.
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I wake up and look at the clock. Three o'clock. I roll over and extend my arm. I feel a cold bed. I sit up and look around the room. No JJ. I uncover myself and stand up. I walk over to the door and open it. I step into the hallway and look around. No JJ. I walk into the kitchen. No JJ. I walk into the living room and look at the couch.
JJ's curled up in a ball sobbing. I walk over and wrap my arms around her. "Jennifer? What's wrong baby?" I ask. She looks up and buries her head in my shoulder. "Jennifer?" I ask. She shakes her head. I put my hands on her shoulders and push her away from me a little bit. "Tell me Jennifer." I say. She sniffles and takes a deep breath. "I had a dream." She says. I nod. "Can you tell me about it?" I ask. "I dreamt of you, you died and I was at your funeral, I woke up and you were there but I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to wake you up so I just came out here." She says. "I'm safe Jennifer." I say. She nods. "I know." She says. "You're not going to have to go to my funeral until I die old and warm in my bed next to you, when I'm like ninety. Okay?" I ask. She laughs a little bit. "You think we'll still be together when we're ninety?" She asks. I nod. "I know we will." I say. She smiles and kisses me. "Let's get some sleep." I say. She nods. "Yeah."
I get up and pull her up with me, and we walk to the bedroom quietly. Actually, it really isn't quietly. Before we get to the bedroom, twenty five feet away from the living room, JJ manages to walk a leather arm chair, an end table, and a wall. Each making their own rather loud noises, although I guess my laughter didn't really help the quiet factor that much either. "Emily!" JJ whispers. I just laugh louder.
JJ pulls me into the bedroom and closes the door behind me, pushes me up against it and kisses me. Her hands go to my breasts and I gasp. "Jennifer." I manage to get out. She pulls back and looks at me. "Yes Emily?" She asks. I shake my head. "Not yet." I say. She sighs and her hands go to my neck. I put my hands on her hips and kiss her. "Come on. We need sleep." I say. She nods and climbs into the bed. "Goodnight Emily." She says. I get in beside her and she rolls over and snuggles into me. "Good night Jennifer." I say.