It's been a few days since it happened..the war...After learning about what Bella did..I am left here to ponder about it as I walked through the forest.

The only question I still have I still have is why? I know how Bella is but why did she do this? Was it out of jealousy? Was it out of rage? Or was it even something I did or say?

My thoughts were interrupted by a sudden sounds of leaves rusting behind me. "Who's there?!" I said with an angry tone. "Show yourself!"

Leah walked out of the bush slowly as she raised her arms in the sky. She smirked. "Easy there big fella...It's only me" I lowered my arms and sighed.

"Sam sent me..He is worried!" I sighed and turned around. "Well..you can take yourself and Sam's "worries" and go back home where he can shove it up his-"

"Woah Woah Woah Jacob! I get it already..you don't want me here...Why are you suddenly like this Jacob?" I looked at Leah but turned around.

"Tell Sam I'm fine! Now leave me alone! I will go home later!" I turned into wolf form and ran. I ran as fast as I could to get away.

Leah stood there speechless..before she sighed and ran home to Sam.

I'm sorry Leah..I truly am but I'm just not ready to tell the truth just yet..The truth about me..loving..Edward..I'm sorry please forgive me.

I ran for 30 minutes to get as far away as , I stopped and took in a deep breath and sat down beside a huge rock.

i layed my head in between my legs. How can I tell ANYBODY that I love Edward and I won't be able to have any wolf pups?

Would they be mad or not be able to understand our love? Would they accept me loving Edward? Worst of all..does Edward still love me?

I closed my eyes for a minute or two before opening them again. I raised my head and looked at the sky. What I saw were two birds dancing around each other and sang to each continued singing and it somehow formed a smile on my face.

That is how I wish my relationship with Edward would be. Just happy..and..free. That question though..it wouldn't leave me alone...

Does Edward even love me anymore? I wanted to know but at the same time i feared the truth...

I stood up from the rock I was sitting behind and started walking home. I walked slowly because I was afraid of what Leah and Sam would think and say.

Once I got home, I sat on the porch of my house and sighed. I waited for patiently for Leah and Sam to come out.

It's been 5 minutes and they haven't come out. When are they coming out? Maybe I should just go inside...

I stood up and jumped a little when I saw Leah suddenly standing in front of me. Leah stared at me for a minute before she opened her mouth to speak.

"Why are you here?" She asked tempestuously. "This is my..home?" I answered confused. "Not anymore!" "What do you mean?"

"Since you decided to be so rude to me..you are no longer part of this household. "Family ONLY!" Leah turned to enter the house when I said quietly, "I'm sorry..If I tell you what is bugging me..will you let me back in the house?"

Leah thought for a second before actually nodding and moving aside and gesturing me to enter. I looked at her and then went inside.

Sam raised his head and spotted me. "Jacob! You're home!" He stood up but quickly sat back down as soon as he saw Leah.

"Go ahead Jacob..We are all ears." Leah raised one eyebrow and stared at Jacob. "Well..?" I sat down and gulped. "I..I.." I looked down and covered my face with my hands.."I can't do it.."

Leah sighed and sat down next to me. She rested her hand on my shoulder and smiled warmly. "Jacob..Whatever it is..it's ok..you can tell us. We won't judge you.." Sam smiled and nodded in agreement.

I smiled and took in a deep breath. "I imprinted on Edward.." I looked at Leah but all I saw was her face with a blank expression before suddenly..*SLAP*

"You what?!"She shouted at the top of her lungs." OH Jacob! Out of anyone you could've chosen..you chose EDWARD?! Even worse..A VAMPIRE?!"

Leah stood up and walked around in circles. "You said you wouldn't judge me! Anyways..you know we can't control who or what we imprint on!" I shouted back while rubbing my cheek. "That hurt!"

"Well you deserved it! How could you Jacob?!" "I'm sorry..I really am but right now..I need your help..please?" Leah's face went as red as a tomato in a second.

"You...WHY SHOULD I HELP.." She was cut off my Sam. Sam grabbed her shoulder and shook his head. "Hmph!" Leah crossed her arms and looked away.

"Leah..we should help Jacob..He is our brother!" Leah still didn't look at either of us. "What's the matter Jacob?" asked Sam.

I smiled and stood up. "Thank you..Well my problem is that Bella has..." I told them about everything..about Bella..and about what Alice said that Bella said..(Confusing right..? Heh..sorry just deal with it.I was never good with writing.. -)

"Why would Bella do that?" asked Leah. "Well that's what I don't know! Please help me find out why!" I pleaded. "OK fine..but only because you asked nicely.." Leah laughed and punched me playfully on my shoulder."Sorry for slapping you earlier." Leah shrugged. "I..I guess I overreacted.."

I laughed." It's OK..I'm used to it." "Hey what's that suppose to mean?" She asked angrily. "N-Nothing...Well see you later!" I turned into wolf form and ran off into the woods to find Bella and to clean up this mess..