Sesshomaru: True Life

True Regret

By: Kikyo1027

Sesshomaru was shocked when he saw Rin standing there. He felt stupid, and with Koi on top of him he felt stupider. "Rin..." Sesshomaru tried to speak, but no words were coming out. He didn't want to look at Rin so he looked at Koi. Koi also looked mad. Her green eyes burned with heat. Koi made the first move and got up.

" I'm sorry, I didn't know." Koi tried to explain. "it's okay I don't blame you." Rin said. Sesshomaru then got up, walked over to Rin and gently brushed the side of her arm. Rin moved her arm back fast and ran to the forest..

Sesshomaru quickly caught up with her and grabbed her by the arm. " Rin, don't go." Rin was crying hard. Her tears were visible in her big, brown, eyes. " Let me go!" she screamed trying to squeeze out of his grasp. He pulled her in and wraped her in a hug. She cried hard into his chest. " I will neverlet you go Rin." She kept crying, and never answered him. Finally she looked up, " Please let me go." she whispered in his ears.

He let her go slowly, as if he was never going to be able to touch her again. He looked at her face. Her eyes were puffy from crying so much. They sat there looking at each other for awhile. " Are you okay?" Sesshomaru finally got the courage to ask. He hoped that she didn't explode again. " I'm fine." she said quietly.

He tried to kiss her on the cheek, put she pulled away. " No." she said simply. She started walking out of the forest. " Rin talk to me." Rin just kept walking. Sesshomaru hated being ignored. It made him feel like the other person was too good for his attention. He hated that. To him, he deserved everybody's attention.

" Rin look at me." He truned Rin around and made her look into his eyes. He gave her a deep, hard kiss. She accepted but then pulled away. "Why do you do that?!" Sesshomaru could see the tears coming to her eyes again. "Do what?" Sesshomaru asked Rin. "This! You go around breaking my heart and then kiss me and say you love me, like it makes up for everything you did!" She turned around and walked to the forest clearing.

" I'll go look for Jaken." was the only thing Sesshomaru could say. He could smell Jaken giving Ah-Un some water. He arrived at the spring in about two minuets. Jaken looked at Sesshomaru and could see the stress on his face. " What's a matter, My Lord?" Sesshomaru sat down at a stump. " I'm ill Jaken." Jaken looked at him again. " What are your symtems, My Lord?" Sesshomaru sighed. "My heart hurts. It keeps beating fast and then my mind starts to race." " Does this happen around anyone specific?" Sesshomaru thought about this question. " Yes, Rin." Jaken looked at him once again with his big,bug, eyes. " I think your in love."

Sesshomaru got up. " Let's go." he said like he didn't care, but deep inside he knew Jaken was right. He loved Rin. They came back to the campsite. "Jaken, strap Ah-Un with supplies. I need to talk to Rin for a second." " Yes, my Lord." Sesshoamru grabbed Rin's wrist and took her back into the forest. " Rin, I love you." Sesshomaru said " No, you don't." Rin said seriously. A tear slowly dropped from Sesshomaru's face. " Yes I do." He took her hand and put it against his heart. " My heart only beats like this when I'm with you." Rin closed her eyes and felt Sesshomaru's heartbeat beating against her palm.

She opened her eyes and saw a few more tears drop from Sesshomaru's face. "I love you, too." Rin said giving him a hard kiss. His lips tasted salty from his tears, but Rin didn't care. To her they tasted like the sweetest things on earth. Finally they pulled apart, and slowly walked back to the campsite.

Next chapter: Rin gets kidnapped.