Hey guys, I am so sorry for the long wait, but I simply couldn't manage to write the past week and weekend, I had a LOT of things to do for school. But anyways, here I am! I just wanted to tell you a quick message about this chapter, there will be a bit of swearing, but not the vulgar type. You have been warned. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own Divergent, Veronica Roth does.

Tris' P.O.V.

I shoot up from my bed, sweat covering my body. The dream was still present in my head, haunting me. I looked around, trying to find the safety that my room offered. But I quickly realized that what I was searching for was miles and miles away, it was an ocean away. I sighed, at least it was only a dream. Why did he have to come trouble and invade my thoughts, even when my subconscious took over my mind? I had moved on, that was certainly clear to me. I got up from my hotel bed and did my morning routine: I went to the bathroom, took a hot and warm shower, dressed up and ordered breakfast. I was watching some French show on the TV while eating, when I heard a door open.

"Rise and shine, princess." I told her, one side of my mouth pulled up in a smirk.

"Oh, shut up!" Skylar said in a friendly way as she pulled her hair up in a messy bun.

"Why are you up so early?" She asked.

I looked over to the clock.

"It's 10 'o' clock." I stated.

"And your point is..." She trailed out and she walked over to me.

I shook my head at her which resulted a devious smile from her.

"So, what do you want to do today?" She questioned.

"Well, we are in Paris, there is so many things to do." I exclaimed myself, suddenly filled with joy. "Maybe go to the Eiffel Tower."

"Again, we did that yesterday." My best friend whined.

"Wait, what?" I was confused.

We came to France a day ago, a day that we decided to do nothing, stay in and recover from the jet-lay. What was she taking about?!

"Well, you know. We got lost many times, but we manage to get there and we had an amazing night." Skylar explained, giving me a weird look.

I did not remember that at all, what was happening to me? Is she playing some sort of prank on me?

"Oh! When we had to get back to the hotel, I lost the map, so you had to ask a stranger. And I have to say, that men was really hot. Too bad I won't have the chance to meet him again." She sighed over dramatically.

But I wasn't listening. I was still trying to get my brain to function, to analyze her words. So, the dream I had was true, it had really happened in reality. And that means that I really saw Tobias.

I let go of the mug I was holding, letting it go crashing down on the beautifully polished wooden floor, the coffee spilled out, pieces of the cup shattered. Exactly like my heart, a few years ago.

My friend stopped talking as soon as she heard the sound. Concerned, she came over to me and instead of asking what was wrong, she pulled me into her arms which was perfectly what I needed. Words were not the solution at that moment.

I stood on our hotel room balcony. I looked down, letting the feels get to me. I brought the glass of wine to my lips, letting the alcohol go down my throat, to continue its way down my digestive system. Not the best solution to forget what I had just learned. But it was the only key to oblivion I could think of without too much trouble. All though, I still had time before my mind wouldn't be able to comprehend what it was seeing, earing... So, my thoughts wandered to the most shocking revelation I've had in the last 5 years and I never thought that I would get such a bad surprise after what he did to me when I was 17 years old. Now that I knew what was my reality and what was not, I realized that I actually knew and remembered what had happened yesterday. It was just way back in my mind, confined in a small box, and I didn't take the time to research in my memories, since I had thought from the beginning of the day that it was just a nightmare. I let myself get fooled with that idea, when I had the answer just under my nose.

Flashback

"It is my pleasure, Tris." He told me.

I spun around. "Tobias."

Seeing him as my ex-boyfriend and not a stranger anymore surely made a difference on the perspective I had on this man. A second ago, he was a nice man that I indicated me the way back to our hotel. A second later, every single thing that happened during my 12th grade, when I was a junior, unrolled itself in front of me. My first encounter with him, my first kiss with him, my first date with him, my first real break-up with him... He was always my first and he will always be, no one and nothing could change that. But having to thing back at that time, when I was young, foolish, childish and immature, those moments I spent with him, bad or good. He had been my life buoy through the big hurricanes I had to go through, until the moment he wasn't there to save me; until the moment he was the one who pushed me in the unsafe and stormy waves of the water. I simply couldn't stand there and look into those eyes, one of the part of him that attracted me to him. A strange mix of navy and dark blue, a blend of expression and cold-face in them. I just could not... I could not stand the sight of him.

I turned around and ran back to my friend. Tobias screamed at me to come back, but he didn't try to stop me either. It was all I needed to know.

End of the flashback

I smiled to myself, but with was a pity smile. A sound came out of my mouth, a cry. I felt a tear manage its way out of my eye and slowly roll down on my cheek, leaving a trail of salt of my skin. It was the first tear I had let out in the past 5 years for him, I kept telling myself that he was worthless for me to cry for, he never deserved my love, he didn't deserve my cries for something or someone as pathetic as him. But I did end out crying, but just one tear. I blinked harder, trying to let the tears all at once. They never came. I only gave the grief of our love one single drop of salty water, it was all it needed. Well, it was what I kept telling myself.

As that thought crossed my mind, I felt darkness fill gently my vision, my eyes slowly closing by themselves. I let my unconscious body fall on the ground with a thud, silence invading my world...

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