Hey guys, so before you start reading, I've wanted to know if there was a specific reason to why I didn't get a lot of views for the last chapter. Like, I've never gotten such a low amount of views. Yes, the number of reviews I got is wonderful, but what I am asking right now is, is this story getting too old? Are my ideas bad? Is my writing bad? I would like to know so that I could improve my writing skills, if so. SO, PLEASE ANSWER ME, I NEED TO KNOW.

WARNING: There will be some HARSH language and some sexuality references (Nothing descriptive about that last there, only the words will be used.) in this chapter, you have been WARNED!

Disclaimer: I do not own Divergent, Veronica Roth does.

"We need to talk about something." Tobias said.

His 'Four' mask had replaced his 'Tobias' face. What was wrong with him?

I walked towards him and placed a hand on his shoulder. He looked at me.

"Tobias, talk to me." I begged.

I didn't like the fact that he had grown the barrier between us, I knew something was wrong and I wanted to solve his problem.

"I got accepted to Northeastern University."

I let his words sink in: Northeastern University was in Boston, Massachusetts and we were in Chicago, Illinois.

I blinked a couple of times, wanting this moment to turn into a nightmare, but I knew that it wasn't going to happen. What was happening was true. I opened my mouth, but words didn't manage their way out. I closed my mouth and tried to examine the reasons he would tell me this right now. Was this a joke? Because if it was the case, the next hour would be very painful to his ears. I couldn't bear to think of what his words really meant...

"I got accepted to Northeastern University." My boyfriend repeated.

"What does that mean?!" I finally managed to ask him.

"It means that when summer vacation ends, I'll go to Boston to continue my studies."

I looked at him, trying to detect his expression, but I couldn't bring myself to think that what I was seeing was true. Tobias didn't look sad or somewhat depressed of what his news meant to me, to us. He showed no emotion and I could not think of why he would do this to me.

"Why- Why are you telling me this right now?" I tried to keep my voice from trembling, but I failed, I could feel my whole body shivering.

"I just thought you needed to know considering the fact that we might not be able to see each other anymore, since I will probably have a lot of work to do." He shrugged.

Something about him, his actions towards me, his attitude, it was all off, something was missing. Or something was completely and terribly wrong.

I couldn't believe he would shut me down so quickly and easily at the moment our relationship took its essence upwards. He acted completely fine the rest of the week, what had got into him?! I needed to know, maybe I could manage this and we could find a solution to keep our love still alive. I had to, I didn't come this far in a relationship to let it go this easily. So, I asked the question that would give me more answers.

"When did you get the letter?"

I was referring to when he was informed of his acceptation to the Northeastern University.

He hesitated. What did he not want to tell me so badly, what was he not apprehending the reaction of?

"Answer. Now." I demanded loudly, putting force in each of my words, flames in my eyes.

If he didn't want to tell me this, then it had to be really important and, in this context, it meant something really bad.

"I got it at the beginning of May." He replied, his eyes locked in mine.

I thought about his words, the gears of my brain slowly getting back to work to calculate what had happened at that time of the year. My heart skipped at beat as the realization hit me hard. A little bit more than 4 weeks ago, me and Tobias made love to each, other. The expression on my face changed from shock to horror to anger. I was breathing with difficulty, my breaths coming out as hiccups, even if no sound came from my mouth.

"You asshole! I can't believe you. You just wanted to have sex with me, didn't you? All those nice words, all those cute gestures, everything was to simply screw me, wasn't it?!" I yelled at him.

As I spoke, I thought about all those things he had done, they were only leading to one thing. He never loved me, he never cared about me. His touch, his kisses, everything was a complete and a total lie. I shouldn't have given him another chance, after what I had seen him and Lola do at a party at the beginning of the year. Deep down inside, I always knew he would never change, but I had pushed that thought aside, trying to see the best out of him. Now, look where that lead me! The two boyfriends I ever had ended up breaking my heart, the second one even more painfully and slower than the first one.

I shouldn't have listened to Christina when she told me to give guys' a chance, I could have been single, which meant: no heartbreaks, no suffering for something so stupid.

"You just wanted to take my virginity away. I was still untouched, I didn't know who you truly were... I was the perfect opportunity for you. I was just another toy, like the many other girls that you must have broken, after you used them. You are just a self-centered, heartless brat. I don't even feel bad that your dad abusive you. No, no, actually, I do. I pity you. You're just a lonely player with no family, I shouldn't be surprised of your actions. You have a lack of love, you tried to get it by doing this. But let me tell you, you will never, never be loved, even if force is involved." I screamed at him, fulminating, leaving him no time to reply to my previous accusations.

Later on, I would feel sadness invade me, leaving a big, and black hole in the center of my heart. But I had to think about the present moment, I needed to make him feel guilty of his acts. I needed to see that human parcel of him, even if it was small, hit him, making him suffer like he probably did make the other girls feel, after having used them. My point was to make him know that yes, his gesture will have an effect on me, but he needed to know that when I'd go down the 'pain road', I'd bring him with me. I wasn't going to let just the victim suffer from someone else's act. He needed to bear the consequences of his gestures as much as I would have to face the results of my errors, my mistakes. The mistake of giving him another chance.

"You know what? You're just wasting my time, who am I to put so much efforts in such a damaged and irreparable human being?" I continued.

Yes, I was being mean. But I couldn't stop myself. I had to show him that he wouldn't be able to break me, no matter how much he would try.

I approached him and stood him front of him, looking straight up in his eyes. I placed my index on his chest, pushing him with it at every word I said.

"You. Will. Never. Change; You. Will. Never. Be. Loved." My voice was low, threatening.

I had never felt so much anger run through my body, so much adrenaline pumping in my blood.

I turned around and walked to the tree house door, which was on the floor. All though, I quickly stopped because something had caught my eye.

I detached it and held it in front of me, letting him view it too. Barely kept still from the tip of my fingers, the bracelet, that he, Tobias, had offered to me for Christmas with the pendant 'T +T' attached to it, was dangling between us, as if it was defying gravity.

Silence filled the room, the air thick with thoughts and feelings. I tore my eyes from the jewelry, bringing them back to his face.

"This, this is the last and remaining object that maintains a somewhat physical contact between me and you." I told him, fiercely.

I moved my arm swiftly to the right, my hand letting the bracelet fall on the dusty wood as it followed the movement.

"And now, it's gone and so is our connection."

Something caught me off guard as I walked away from him, I had seen a flash of sorrow in my eyes, following my words. What I had said had finally touch him and hard.

Satisfied of the results of my actions, I got out of the tree house and I saw the bright lightning, before hearing the thunder. As I ran through the trees with difficulties, as far away as possible from where he was standing, the dark clouds in the sky, not able to contain themselves, let out the rain fall below them. As if they were crying for me, to show the world my sadness, even those who did not know me. I simply wish I would do it myself, to cry to let the pain out, to cry for the first guy I fell for, the guy who was my first love and was my first true heartbreak...

This chapter is so emotional, personally that's what I think. Well, let me tell you that while writing, I felt Tris' pain. Now, you probably think I'm a freak :/Oh well, I don't care! :) I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Now, you know what happened between Tobias and Tris. If you haven't, PLEASE GO READ THE AUTHOR'S NOTE AT THE BEGGINING OF THE CHAPTER AND RESPOND TO IT, PWEASY WEASY... Ok, I'm definitely not okay today... Anyways, I would like to thank the following people for reviewing: IsThisARealFanOfDivergentYES, Divergent gurrl, Guest, melC92, FandomFreak1, Divergent1315, gotchris, Guest, wellthen44, Amazing Person (Sorry for writing 'scream' instead of 'yell', let's just say I didn't exactly thing of it as girly word, but thanks for telling!), Guest, Guest, dancingnarwhal, Guest, fourtris4, Jasmine, jabc4, deb025 and fourtris4 (If you're not the same person to whom I was thanking, four names way...) I'm looking forward to your responses, you guys are so sweet! I wish I could write longer chapters, but, again, I still can't give a lot away...

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