Bella(POV)

I sighed as I turned over to face the TV, It were times like these that I wished I could sleep, I would sleep away this nightmare. Every minute I wasn't with Jack I felt like a piece of my heart was brakeing.

I got up and walked up the stairs , but instead of walking to my room I walked to Jacks room.

I opened his door and was greeted by his black painted walls and band posters, his room was a mess his clothes were all over the floor it was messy I loved it. I walked over to his unmaid bed that was covered with black sheets even though he never slept in it it was always unmaid and messy.

I laid down on it and inhailed his scent.

"I miss you." I whispered.

I knew he couldn't hear me though.

I sat up and looked down at my feet , right next to them was his H.I.M T-shirt the one he had been wearing the day we met the day he changed me. I picked it up and placed it on my lap.

I knew he would be coming back in a couple of days , but I still missed him maybe I was becoming obssesive.

I put his shirt on his bed and left the room.

I sighed as I walked down the stairs I had to do something, anything to get my mind of off him. I grabbed my black hoodie and walked outside, I wasn't sure really what to do so I started running towards the music store , I ran there halfway and then I walked the rest of it.

I walked inside it and started looking at Cd's , I didn't need one but I had to do something.

"Bella?"A voice came behind me, I turned around and saw Edward standing behind me.

I turned back around to the CDs. "Hi, Edward." I whispered.

He hadn't been trying to get me back but I hadn't been to school for the past week and he doesn't know were I live or hes scared of my new apperence why do I even care?

"I haven't seen you in awhile." He said, I still didn't turn to face him.

"Yeah." Was all I said.

It was silent for a minute.

"You know I never ment what I said back then."

I didn't answer.

"Hes not right for you Bella , theres something odd about him he doesn't care about you."

Something inside of me snapped.

I turned around and slapped him.

"How dare you say that about him!" I yelled at first but then I lowered my voice so the cashier wouldn't come to see whats wrong.

"Hes not the one who left me , hes not the one who left me thinking I would be okay I wasn't okay Edward in fact if it wasn't for him I would probably of killed myself. Atleast when he says he loves me he means it!"

"But , Bella look at what hes done to you!" Edward said I knew he ment my apperance.

"Oh, so now I'm a freak? Thats just great Edward if that was supposed to get me to go running back to you then your wrong!" I walked past him and quickly ran out of the store.

I kept on running until I got back to the mansion. I quickly ran inside and shut the door.

How dare he say that about Jack! I thought.

I wasn't sure what to do though I didn't even know when Jack was coming back.

I walked over to the couch and sat down , I turned on the TV and tried to fins something on TV to distract me.

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Hey guys sorry the past chapters have been short but the next chapters going to be long I promise, and for those of you who want to know Bellas power is ...well she can make illusions appear , make people see what she wants them to see ect. anyway I haven't really found a place for her to us it in my story so far so thats why I haven't mentioned it but she'll probably use it in the last chapter (and unfortunatly that'll be soon) so be nice review!