I do not own twilight or the evenescance song used that all belongs to there rightfu lowners

Bella(POV)

I turned the Tv off , I had probably been watching it for the past two days. I walked upstairs and into my room, I grabbed my bath robe and went into the bathroom. I took a quick shower and got out , dried my hair, and walked over to my closet.

I picked out a grey long sleeved shirt that had black wings on the back of it, a black knee length skirt and fingerless gloves.

I left my room and walked downstairs I walked over to the sterio and turned it on. I didn't look to see if there was a Cd in it , music started playing then.

"How can you see into my eyes like open doors?"

I walked over to the couch and layed down on it I closed my eyes.

"Leading you down into my core , were I become so numb, without a soul my spirit sleeping somwhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home."

(Wake me up)

"Wake me up inside."

(I can't wake up)

"Wake me up inside."

(Save me)

"Call my name and save me from the dark."

(Wake me up)

"Bid my blood to run before I come undone."

(Save me)

"Save me from the nothing I've become."

"Now that I know what I'm without you can't just leave me breath into me and make me real bring me to life."

(I've been living a lie there nothing inside)

"Bring me to life."

I started mouthing the words to the song now.

"Frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead."

"All this time I can't believe I couldn't see left in the dark but you were there to follow me."

"I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything."

"Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul, don't let me die here there must be something more."

"Bring me to life."

(Wake me up)

"Wake me up inside."

(I can't wakeup)

"Wake me up inside."

(Save me)

"Call my name and save me from the dark."

(Wake me up)

"Bid my blood to run."

(I can't wake up)

"Before I come undone."

(Save me)

"Save me from the nothing I've become."

(Bring me to life)

"I've been living a lie, theres nothing inside."

(Bring me to life)

The song stopped and it went onto the next one , I sighed.

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Eventually the Cd ended. I didn't move though I just layed there thinking to myself. My eyes were still closed.

But then something strange came over me I felt...odd like I wasn't alone I tried to shake the feeling off but it wouldn't go away.

It annoyed me so much that I finally opened my eyes , but what I say just inches away from my face made my eyes widend.

"Jack!" I yelled. I quickly sat up as he pulled away.

I threw my arms around him and refused to let go. I felt him put his arms around me.

"I missed you!" I said I buried my face against his shirt.

"I missed you too." He said I could feel him stroking my hair.

I pulled away. "What happened?" I asked.

He sat besides me on the couch.

"They said that I was different and as long as I didn't start a clan they wouldn't kill me." He leaned his head back.

"But I-."

"Don't worry," He said " They said clan nothing about a mate."

I hugged him , I didn't want to let go.

"Izz I have something to ask you."

"What?"

He hesitated for a minute.

"We've been dateing for a long time now and."

I wasn't sure what he was trying to say.

"And I think that we should..."

"Should what?"I asked letting go of him .

He stared at me for a minute and then looked away. I had never seen him like this before he seemed... embarrased.

And thats when it hit me what he was trying to ask. If I was human I probably would of turned red.

"You want me to...marry you?" I finished his sentence.

He turned back to me and nodded.

I stared at him for a minute and then nodded.

"You mean..."

I reached up and kissed him when I pulled away I hugged him again.

"So when do you want to get..."

"A week." I replied.

"A week?"

I nodded.

"Okay then a week."

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I bet u weren't exspecting that...wooo Jack