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Chapter 5.
"Tell me what?!" Jax repeats, and Tara doesn't reply. closing her eyes for a moment and taking a deep breath, before instead scanning over Abel for any visible marks, or bruising, or any injury at all, as he starts crying out crankily. "Do you want to hold him?" Jax asks, his tone soft and understanding, and she nods slowly, suddenly way too choked up to speak properly. He hands her the crying baby, that precious little boy who had already been through so much, softly and she hugs him to her immediately, his crying stopping almost instantly, as his wide eyes examine her curiously, his face breaks out into a gummy smile and he happily starts gurling. Tara almost dissolves into sobs right there, but becomes determined to stay strong in front of Jax. "He recognizes you" Jax's deep voice breaks into her thoughts, and she half smiles at Abel, not in any way at all responding to Jax's comment. "So what was that thing you had to tell me?" he asks softly, and Tara's head shoots up from Abel, to stare at Jax in a daze.
She takes a shaky breath, and shifts Abel slightly in her arms, as she clears her throat awkwardly. "Well, um there's no easy way to say this at all, so I think I am going to just come right out with it, like tearing off a band-aid. Jax I have to tell you that... Well... I'm p" she cuts herself off slowly, as the club falls weirdly silent. She, along with Jax, follows everyone's gaze, to the blonde smirking porn star that is Ima, who was after arriving through the door. "I swear I did not know Tara" Jax gasps, but she ignores him, and just as Tara turns her full undivided attention back to Abel, and just as Gemma and Lyla appear next to her, each on one side flanking her, glaring viciously at Ima, who is strutting towards them. "Oh you decided to stay then? Not get Jax's obvious message about your pussy being too boring and used up for him? Maybe he needs some real hot fucking, or did he get his fill with me" Ima drawls confidently, and Tara continues to hum a nursery rhyme to the beloved baby cradled gently in her arms, seemingly not hearing the blonde who is trying to aggravate her. Gemma and Jax exchange a worried glance, as both turn their attention to Tara, who seems to have entered her own world.
"Oh, I see. You decided I was the big bad whore, who seduced your man into fucking the crap outta me. Well honey, it was the other way around. HE told ME he wanted to fuck me. HE told me that he wanted to be inside MY pussy. Bet he didn't tell you that little fact huh?" Ima smirks, and Tara finally tears her attention from Abel, albeit slightly unwillingly. "Gemma? Will you take Abel please?" she asks sweetly, and Gemma gently grabs the baby, cuddling him to her chest as she continues to watch Tara intently. The brunette turns to her right, completely ignoring the situation and looks to Lyla. "Lyla I'm going home, are you coming?" she asks slowly, ignoring the victorious looking Ima, who had a shit eating grin on her face and Lyla nods, still glaring at the blonde porn star.
"You don't have to go. Please stay, don't leave" Jax interjects pleadingly, and Tara doesn't even acknowledge that she heard im speak. She turns to walk away when Ima decides to take one more below the belt shot. "Oh let me guess. You told him about you being knocked up with his kid and he stayed with you out of pity?! He sure didn't do that with the other fucking crank-whore's kid. If his first one didn't matter to him, what makes yours so fucking special huh, doctor bitch. You blackmailing him into staying with you, you pathetic little prude?!" Ima yells viciously, and Gemma moves to lunge before remembering she held her baby grandson, and quietly settled for angrily stewing clutching Abel tightly, glaring daggers at Ima.
Tara slowly walks back to Ima. She raises her hand and punches her right in the face, so hard it causes the other girl to fall down to the ground, clutching her face. Tara yanks her back up to her feet by her hair, and holds her so she's staring into her eyes. "You. Had. No. Right. I hadn't told anyone anything, you bitch. And that baby is fucking more special at his little age, than you will EVER be in your whole miserable life. You do not insult my- Jax's son like that. And I am not blackmailing ANYONE, you psycho. Jax and I are not together. You are welcome to him. You had him while I was with him, so why not now when he's a single guy? But you Had absolutely NO right to fucking do this" Tara states to the terrified looking blonde, looking eerily calm.
Jax stares wide eyed at the scene in front of him. Tara was pregnant with his baby?! Him and Tara were going to biologically have a kid together? The thought made his heart flutter with excitement, until he realized she had basically just said nothing was between them. His brow furrows, and suddenly anger starts bubbling to the surface. If Ima had not showed up, Tara would have told him, and he could have hugged her, maybe even kissed her. And she said Abel wasn't her son. Well that was his fault, he admits with a lot of regret. Why am I such a fucking idiot.
Tara releases Ima's hair, and steps back. She looks around the club at all the familiar faces, all who look impressed and proud. She slowly meets Jax's gaze, and isn't surprised to find anger there. She sighs, and nodding to Gemma, turns on her heel and marches out of the club. Lyla follows along, as does Jax and Gemma. She stops at the door, and turns to the club members at the bar. "Sorry to interrupt your party" she smiles sincerely and they all wave hands dismissively. "You weren't the disruption doc, that bitch was" Chibs says, gesturing towards Ima. "And don't worry I'll be doing the shots for you and the baby for nine months" Tig winks jokingly. "A difficult job, that you will do with great difficulty I am sure" Tara smirks, and grabbing Lyla's hand, walks out through the door.
Jax finally regains composure enough to stride out after her. "What the hell was that?! You're pregnant?!" Jax yells, and she stiffens and turns quite woodenly. "That was me sticking up for your son. And yes, I am. I was trying to tell you when your old lady showed up and told you for me" she answers, and Jax's eyes narrow. "Abel is OUR son, I pretty much guessed you were, and she is NOT my old lady. You are" he hisses, and Tara blinks at him blankly. "I was. Until you told me I wasn't family, and you decided to fuck her. Look I am too tired to do this tonight, I can't argue with you. Not tonight. I am exhausted, pregnant and emotional, and I can't do this tonight" she sighs, her voice sounding defeated and worn out, causing Jax to slightly wince.
"I don't want to fight" he says softly, and her eyes drift up to meet his gaze. "I know" she says simply, and he looks hopeful. "I it to go back to the way it was, the way it should be. Me and you, with Abel and baby, just us in our little bubble. Just our little family, perfect the way it is" he whispers longingly, his hand reaching out to stroke her cheek softly. She leans in to his gentle loving touch for a minute, and then slowly backs away. "I know you do" she sighs, and look to her car, which Lyla is sitting in patiently, though anxiously watching the couple's exchange wearily.
"I have to go. I need to just ... Think. I can't do that here, because I am so angry at you for breaking my heart, and myself for still loving you in spite of that fact. I can't be near you and think, because when I'm near you all logic is out thhe fucking window and all caution is thrown in the fucking wind. I can't do this. I just I can't be here. I'll see you.. Around Jax. We always have the beautiful memories right?" she sighs, and walks to the car dejectedly. As she pulls out of the lot, he falls to his knees, running his hands through his hair. "I don't want to just be a memory" he whispers, as he feels the weight of the situation finally upon his shoulders.
I don't even know if this is good or not. I'm barely awake, and I feel like I am just going to fall asleep. Sorry if you disliked it, I really honestly tried. I have been studying so hard recently, it's not even funny. If you did like, thank you! If you didn't, I guess I apologize! I am so very sorry for it's shortness, I am just so tired it's not even funny. Plus I fucked up with one of my friends, and she may hate me now... I hope not, but it's life, you know what I mean? Of course you do, you genius, although imagine if all of the people in the WHOLE UNIVERSE said Fuck at the exact same time. That... should be a thing. Like an international bonding experience! Ah, this is why I am going to be an international Supreme Overlord of the Universe one of these days extremely very soon... Is extremely very correct?! I think so. Yeah, let's just say it is... NOW Thank you if you have reviewed, favourite and or followed this whole story. I cannot express how much it means to me, I love you all so much, even if you are READING this story, I just love you so much! Thank you guys, for being so fucking awesome, and again, for giving my story a shot! THANK YOU ! Next update shall be soon!