Ah, such a head ach~ School is has been tough and the guys have been annoying~ But I know you don't care about me so i'll have my characters do the disclaimer.

me: Hey Saya, do the disclamer

Saya: Oh, alright. Just A Gamer Girl23 does not own Left 4 Dead, but she does own my team, Z.E.R.O, and Nathan and his friends. Please do not mistaken this for her owning the infected types.

David: Very good.

Tyler: Hey! Why does she get praised?!

David: Shut it.

Tyler" TT_TT

I didn't mean to kill those people, I didn't mean to destroy that tower, I couldn't help myself. The monster within took over and I had no control over him. He always telling me to kill and be mean to others, but I usually have the will power and strength to push him to the back of my mind. But when that siren went off the sound was too much for me, and Des promised me that the sound would be quieted if I let him surface; I didn't know he would do such horrible things. Maybe I did but, I don't know what I was thinking I want in my right mind. Ok, being undead you don't have a mind per say but point being I regret everything.

After I swung at David I let Des surface in promise that he would silence the siren. I told him to not hurt anyone or anything and he promised me he wouldn't. When I resurfaced from my mind I found myself in the building where the source of my pain was coming from. A hole was in the wall and a big looking gun was lying on the ground beside the hole. All the windows were smashed, I smelled blood all around me and I could tell it was fresh; my body was slightly tilted to the left. This would mean that somehow this building was going to fall, and most likely it would be because of me. I heard people giving orders and car sirens and clicks of guns outside. I smelled David was coming to the building he was only a street down. For some reason I didn't want him to see me and this destroyed building, I didn't want for him to yell at me and what I done and I have no clue why I feel this. I headed to the back door when something came out of nowhere. I suddenly heard a loud ringing making me fall to the floor my claws clutching me head and I grinded my sharp teeth making the inside of my mouth bleed.

I opened my eyes to see myself laughing with David and I know who he is….he's…my best friend. The scenery was a school café and we were laughing with blurred people. We knew each other for years. The scene switched to a train yard, I'm pale and look like I was going to die, is this the day I died? I suddenly shut the door on my best friend, why would I do that? I hear his pained cries coming from the box to say to stop. I follow my past self up the tower stairs. I knew why, I was infected and best friend didn't know that one had to stay back and turn on the train. He only started it, but he forgot to put it into motion. But I did and that's what I did, and I was terrified of dying. I looked at my neck to find that my past self had three deep gashes on her neck. I saw her fall to the floor and I crawled to her not aware of my surrounding, I only focused on her neck. These were Hunter marking from our claws; I placed my clawed hand on the marking mimicking the gash. When the claws fit perfectly it only confirmed my suspicion this gash was made by a Hunter. Apparently this was too much memory for my brain to receive because I heard I heard the ringing again and when I opened my "eyes" this time I was back in the bloody building room. When the ringing died down I focused on what was around me.

I smelled David was at the building and I was in a panic, I crawled to the back door and quickly and quietly broke it down by clawing at it and banging on it with my fists. When I got out I started to quickly jump from roof to roof carefully not to be seen. When I was sure I was far enough away from my best friend I "sat" on a radio tower that was away from people and was surrounded by trees. Where do I go from here? I know Nathan said something about a hole in the top of the dome but how do I get there if I can't climb the walls. I sniffed the air to make sure no humans were nearby but I smelled rain and leaves, which was my best friends sent. Having nothing better to do and having no other ideas how to escape this hell hole I followed the sent.

Now when I followed the sent I expected to, I don't know, actually find my best friend and not his house! Not only does the house smell of my best friend but three others I can't identity, curiosity getting the better of me I went to the back of the house and found an open window. I didn't know if they were traps or an alarm, but again being dead you don't have a scene of danger. When I jumped off the roof I landed on the ground right below the window that was stupidly open. Why would you have a window open when you're not home?! Anyone could easily break in and steal from the house. I climbed up the wall to the window in a hurry just in case anyone so happens to be walking by. When I reached the window I climbed in a room that smelled like flowers, very very….very strongly of flowers. I shook my head as if trying to get rid of the stench but it seemed like this smell would not leave.

"This room smells like shit, I hate flowers get out of here I believe David's room is on this floor." I heard Des say within my head. I agreed with him but when I started to crawl out of the room my hand met with some metal object. I jumped when I heard beeping; I started to panic when the beeping wouldn't stop so I quickly crawled under a bed and covered my ears. When I heard the beeping stop I uncovered my ears and heard a voice from the demon box.

"This is Leader, Tiff, your team and two other teams will be scouting out the other land in order to bring some infected in. If you happen to come across subject's WAR bring them in. The war is arriving soon against the infected and we need the two Hunters that your Captain is friendly with. We will start with them, then the rest of mankind. The Dome will become an empire and we need all the help we can get. End of message."

I stared at the demon box from under the bed; Des was raging about how David betrayed us. I couldn't believe it, he's going to turn me in and those people are most likely going to kill me or torture me. I could feel Des's rage leaking out of my mind and into my soul making me fill up with rage, an emotion I was not familiar with and don't know how to deal with. I got out from under my bed growling deeply, I smashed the box against the floor; I then threw the parts all over the room so they won't be seen easily. I went straight from David's room, finding the door locked I dig my claws in the soft floor.

"Break it down." I heard des growl, but I didn't want him to know I was here…just yet; I want to send him a message. I picked the lock with my claw, but not before I licked off the blood so I don't leave smears of blood on the handle. When I heard the click of the door unlocking I slowly creaked the door half open and crawled in. Ok now I'm in his room now what? How do I express my anger with him, how do I get my message across?

"They will look for your jacket in order to find you, you need to lose it." I nodded my head and I growled saying smart thinking to Des who said he was a genius so of course he was smart. I mental rolled my eyes and started with ripping the duct tape to shreds with my claws so I can get out of my hoodie. When I got the first tape off I had a bit of trouble get the tape off my claws.

"I can't it this fucking tape off!" I screamed/screeched I was currently in my sports bra and my claws covered in duct tape, I even tried using my teeth but that didn't help at all.

"Let me surface, I'll get them off."

"Fuck to the no! Last time you killed a bunch of people-"

"Actually you killed them; I'm just a fragment of your imagination, or the infected part of you who never really took completely over when you turned."

"Thanks, I really want to hear how monstrous I really become, just stab me in the heart why won't you?"

"Your whiny, look see that rusted nail under the bed? Smash that in the door and use its point to tear off the duct tape. Simple"

I sighed and did what Des told me, I positioned the nail but found out I don't want anything to hammer it with. "You're smart; I don't have anything to hammer it with." I growled in frustration. "…Oh….use your hands?"

"But that will make them scratched and bloody-"
"What do you care?! You're dead!"

"Your right…grr FINE!" I replaced the nail and hammered it with my right hand, feeling no pain I hammered it harder, I smelled my blood gushing out and splat on the door and down my arm. After a while I felt where the nail is, finding it half way in I smiled showing my tinted red pointed teeth. I felt my hand to see the damage I done to it, finding a hole and deep gashes around the where I have missed the nail and scratching the palm of my hand. Even though I have a fucked up hand, hammering the nail freed me from the duct tape. Finding that it wasn't too bad I searched for my jacket. I picked up my jacket when a word popped in my head, traitor. This word was calling out to me; it made me have the urge to write it on the door with my blood. It, for some reason, fit what David, my best friend, is doing to me.

I backed away from my art work, I wrote traitor on the back of his door and hung my hoodie on the nail hiding the message. Now you see when you're infected and you bleed, it doesn't come out blue or red or purple like humans, it comes out black and thick. Even though it comes out black and thick it still has the qualities of being blood, such as smelling like blood…..that's it. I found some cloth on David's desk and used it to wrap up my hand. I knew I had to get out of the house soon since I didn't know when he will be back. With his new team, damn he moved on. I mean yay he moved on.

"Bitch, stop lying to yourself."

I touched my eye sockets, the eyes were missing. I suddenly heard the loud ringing in my ear making me fall to the floor in screeching pain.

I lifted my head up to get a feel where I am, finding myself in front of an unconscious past self I realized that I was in the past. This must be one of the days of the first week I was infected, I could tell that my past self was in agony because she woke up screaming and started to scratch her eyes not remembering she has claws, this leading to scraping up around her eyes making her scream and cry more. I turned when I heard Nathan land right behind me and then landed right on top of her, she grabbed her hands and she fought her speech coming in and out of English and growls.

"Let me go! There burning and itchy I need to-"Nathan interrupted my old self with his panicked growls in which I now understood. My past self was infected so she understands the zombie language but can't actually speak full sentences clearly for she is still forgetting how to speak human. "NO! You mustn't touch your eyes until the process is fully over! I know it's painful but when you were infected you exposed your eyes to the sun and that's why they are like this! Please just calm down!" I crawled over to where they were, wanting to know what went on in my memories that I need to regain.

"Fuck that I NEED to scratch them, rubbing them doesn't help Nathan!" Victoria yelled and I winced hearing her high pitch scream when she yelled the word 'need'. She hasn't full mastered to control her screech and yells yet I see. Nathan growled lowly and I could feel his snarl he's giving her, I winced again but this time because of the tension in the room. "You can't just scratch your eyes! You'll end up scratching them out! At the moment you still feel pain, don't you get it?! Scratch those out you won't have any eyes, only sockets! It will be painful and you will have to CONSTANTLY keep them out of sight from light! Just wait a few more days and you'll be fine!"

"I can't! Don't you see I can't handle it!" I heard my past self screech that was so pain filled I decided that I can't handle this memory, I don't care how important it is I can't crouch here and listen. When the second week came and I couldn't find my eyes I knew something bad happened, I just didn't know that I did it myself. I asked Nathan why I had no eyes, he only told me to not worry and forget the past, rubbed his check with mine as a hug, then left out the window. After that I really didn't think of it since I could "see" with my other senses. Nathan let go of my wrists and I began to rub my eyes, he just had me sit up and sat down human like and hug me from behind and put his head on my back, I could tell that he was sad because my human self looked at him and saw that he was frowning. I also frowned, he knows the outcome and wants to be there for me when I need him most, I heard that clawing your eyes out is excruciating and, well you know, permanent. I turned away not wanting to look, since this is a memory and at that moment I could see, I can also see, I know it's weird.

I sat right in front of them, and watched as I stopped rubbing my eyes, groaned and began to rub them harder sometimes missing and scratching the skin around my eye making it bleed. My old self would wince but kept rubbing her eyes even harder while groaning. This must have been a sign because Nathan tightened his grip on the hug. I saw my past self start to scratch with my sharp nails on my eye lids. I saw that I begin to scratch hard until my eyes bled, I started to squirm and scream but I kept scratching at my eyes. Nathan just hugged me and told me it will be over soon and he will be there. I heard my claws scratching my eyes and them making squishing sounds, my agonizing screams but for some reason I kept clawing my eyes out. My eye sockets began to bleed profusely and burn, I covered my holes not being about to touch them since they are sensitive and I have claws.

I had enough of this; I get it I know what happened I don't want to be here anymore! This is too much, I got up and jumped to the door but the doggy door vanished and the door became a wall. Do I have to witness this? I heard the claws scraping the bone and the squishing of my eyes that finally popped I heard my veins bursting and it sounded like it was echoing throughout the room, that I can't escape it. I screeched not being about to take this endless nightmare, I turned toward the past self my vision going black fast what I saw I was horrified. My sockets were black holes that bled black blood, for now that I am fully infected red blood still left on my face.

I look-I look like a monster. This grey skin no eyes claws bloody cloths and burned skin, is this what people see me as?! I would be scared of me too if I looked like this, and I do look like this so I understand why I am feared. I'm a hideous monster that should be dead, David was right- I was better off dead. I shouldn't be alive; I should be buried in the ground and not wanting to have a urge to kill or even kill innocent people for my own self-satisfaction to hush a voice in my head.

When my eyes became dark once again that was void of all color I heard the ringing that would bring me back to reality- back to knowing what I have become.

When the ringing died down I was shocked to find that David was heading toward the house, he was only a few streets down. I was still in my sports bra-I would need to get something fast so I can escape this house. I searched the room to find something to wear. I found a shirt but remembered of my hunter pants, I swore and ran to the room that smelled disgustingly of flowers to find a dress. I jumped all the way to the room and banged open the door having it to hit the wall. I quickly found a long summer dress and I put it on, once on I felt that it only reached my knees- growling in frustration I ripped off my jeans to my mid-thigh and quickly threw the cloth and duct tape in the garbage in the room. Now that the dress didn't show my shorts, but it shows my dead legs. I gripped at my hair and I found nylons, thankfully they were black and I, very… very, very carefully put them on to hide my skin. I now need to hide my chest and shoulders, after searching some more like a crazy woman I found a jacket that stopped just under the boobs and was long sleeves. Now for my hands and face, I found a straw hat that was round and if I put the hat down so it would title it would make a shadow over my face and people wouldn't be able to see it.

I smelled that David was only two streets down and I ran, yes ran like human run, into the closest room to find something to cover my hands, the room smelled like a girl but with guy sweat. So this is a tomboy, ok. I checked under the bed and happily found that I found gloves and went to my wrists. I grabbed an umbrella for safety of the lights that might hurt my sockets. I jumped out the open window and liked how I felt the feel of the dress fly in the wind. Once I hit the ground I was quick to open the umbrella and lay it on my shoulder and over my head, I then remembered that I forgot shoes, humans wear shoes but I dismisses it because there was no time to go back and find some. I speed walked humanly out of the yard and down the street, towards my enemy.

I was close to him and I made sure all my flesh was covered, to say I was indifferent at the moment, but that quickly changed when I turned the corner and I was swarmed with people laughing and talking. I held the umbrella tighter, wasn't scared-hell no I was a bit shocked that I was around so many people and Des so happen to make an appearance in my mind.

"Damn, look at all these humans! It's like fucking buffet!" I mentally told him to shut the fuck up before I get caught in which he just said that he's just hungry. Some women who smelled of metal came up to me and tapped me on the shoulder I looked at her but kept walking with her following me.

"I love your dress where did you get it?"
I just shrugged and walked faster in hopes of losing her, I can tell that David is just a few feet away if I had eyes I would be able to see him. I ignored the women and listened for David's voice.

"I do what I must. If that means killing my best friend I will."

I froze and turned my head slowly towards his direction he whispered it but with my ears I heard it like if he was next to me yelling. I couldn't move, so it was true-he is on the enemy team. I followed my head and "watched" him and apparently his new team walked right by me, our distance is arm's length. The girl whose room that smelled of sweat- I felt her give me a weird look and softly speak to someone who smelled of mint.

"She looks odd, I never seen her before."

"You better leave now, they are on to you." I heard Des say and I slightly nodded and continued my way to the entrance of the dome. I hurried and before I knew it I was at the front entrance, the one I came through now the question is how I get out. If I run out they will be after me since I can smell guards, but if I take off my hat and jump out they'd be still after me.

"Well this is a problem." I nodded in agreement, sniffed the air and I found that Nathan was waiting outside the dome most likely on top of a building. I decided to just walk out and if anyone gave me trouble, well I'd fuck them up. Walking like a human is very uncomfortable and I'm never going to walk like a human again, ever. When I walked past the guards and was about to turn the metal wheel so the metal door could open.

"Hey! Little Miss out there isn't a place for you, back away or we will have to take action." I heard a guard say as I heard the click of a shotgun and two guns pressed to my back. I rolled my eyes; do they really imprison people in here? I slightly turned my head having Des surface and let him talk human, "I have rights, and if I want to leave then I can." I started to walk again but the guard on my left grabbed my arm and turned me to face them. I lowly growled in frustration. Is this what this organization does to its people? Bullies them and have them live in fear, the outside world is not bad.

"Remove your hat."

"And if I refuse?"

"Well shoot you. Now remove the hat."

"I rather not, I have a cold and look horrible-"

"Do it now!" I felt the wind move slightly and I knew they pointed their gun at me. I smiled, this is fun maybe coming in here wasn't a bad idea. "I'm hungry. FEED ME NOW!" Des sent me a silent message that in due time I will, in due time. I stepped back a few feet and I heard a gunshot, I felt blood spread quickly around my chest from the front and back.

"Holy shit!" I heard the one who shot me swore and both of them took a few feet back.

"My turn." I then ran at the one who shot me grabbed his gun and lifted away from him so I can show him my face. I put my face so close our breath mingled and our noses almost touched. I heard him scream from seeing my face and I smiled. I ripped his gun out of his hand and jumped back, once my feet hit the ground I kicked him in the stomach sending him back into his partner knocking both of them to the ground. I heard a thud and advanced towards them like a predator stalking its prey.

"I was told to not play with my food, but it's just too much fun I can't help it." I grabbed the guard by the neck the one I kicked who was trying to alert the dome. I tightened my grip and threw him into the wall satisfied with the sound of his neck breaking. I then turned to the other guard who was frozen in fear still on the ground. I stood over him my feet planted at his hips, I heard him gasp when he saw my face.

"W-Who are you?!" I heard him yell and the sound of fear in his voice made me laugh.
"Your worst nightmare, what you scared of a little girl?" I then got on top of him and positioned my teeth on his neck.

"What are you?" He was crying now and his neck moved from him whimpering. I "looked" at him; "ZERO's downfall." Des then quickly went back into my mind while I surfaced, growled and bit his throat out. Blood squirted everywhere and all over my chin, mouth and chest. I ate his flesh until there was only bone on his neck but even then I ripped his bone out of his body and licked the blood off it. I felt blood on my jacket and dress making me look like I puked blood on myself. Not wanting to have anyone pass by this unpopulated place, but just to make sure I humanly ran out of the dome and into my home, where I belong.

Once I exited the Hell they call a sanctuary I stopped and called out to Nathan, I heard movement from a roof building and it smelled like him. He was finally going to take me home after three long hours; I turned my head up making my hat fall.

"Victoria!" Nathan jumped down and rubbed his cheek on mine, a very happy welcome home sign. "Let us go home."

I growls happily agreeing to the idea and we jumped to our hotel, I just have to tell Nathan later of my findings-right now we feast.

I liked what Skittlez said to the guard!

"ZERO"s downfall." love it~

Skittlez: *growls* (Translation: I'm hungry but thanks!"

David *throws Skittlez a human leg*

Skittlez x3

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