Chapter 4

A/N. Before you start Reading this chapter, I made a mistake. In the chapter where Beca's father (Let's name him John) tells Beca that he wants to her to meet his girlfriend, John says that she's coming on Fridays night and the he says she's coming on Saturday night. She's coming on Saturday night, not Friday.

*Beca's P.O.V*

It was Tuesday's night; i was in the kitchen looking something to eat when my phone buzzed. It was a text from Jesse

From:Weirdo (yeah, I changed his name)

20.36PM

Weirdo

-Someday u have to tell me in which days you work and in which you don't.- The only obvious answer to that was that he went to the market and spent 6 hours in it.

You

-You went there again? That means that you don't have more pouches…or you missed me

His answer came fast.

Weirdo

-Maybe

You

-Maybe…what?

Weirdo

-Maybe I don't live near the market so I used the excuse that I'm visiting my cousin Fred to talk to you in person because I have boring life since I don't find a nice movie on Netflix and my cousin is annoying so, you should feel important Miss Beca.

-Also, I wanted to talk about the moviecation. What if tomorrow after your shift or during your break we go for a coffee and talk about it.

You

-Sounds great to me, but let's do it after the shift, I used to spend my shift with my music and I miss being alone with it. Don't take it personal, my music is more important than anything to me.

Weirdo

-You are hurting my feelings. Okay if u don't mind, I can hear one of your mixes and then I leave you alone until we go to the café.

You

-Sure, see you tomorrow movie nerd

Weirdo

-Hahaha okay mysterious girl

When I put my phone down I saw my father standing by the door frame looking at me with a grin on his face.

-What?

-Nothing it's just I didn't see you smile like that since you were 8

-Maybe with you- I said annoyed because he knew the why of why he never saw me smile since he left me.

-Becs don't be so hard with me, Clarice loves knowing about your existence.

-WHY THE HELL YOU KEEP TALKING ME ABOUT HER?!- I left the kitchen and went to my room not wanting to hear the shit he was saying. I don't want to know nothing about this slut; only the music could take me away and make me forget about my problems, so I put the song. That song always raised my mood; it was 'People like us' by Kelly Clarkson.

I lay in my bed singing the song.

"People like us we've gotta stick together
Keep your head up, nothing lasts forever
Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten
It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom

Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We are all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like-OH GOD- I didn't know when, how or why but I heard a noise very familiar, when I opened my eyes I saw Chloe standing next to my bed grinning.

-CHLOW WHAT THE FUCK? Why have to scare me like that?- I was blushing, no one never heard me sing before. I sited awkwardly on my bed.

-You sing beautifully Becs, why didn't you sing before?

-I…I don't sing and you never heard me okay?-she nodded- And that isn't answering my question. How did you enter without making a noise?

-Oh I was near your house so I decided to stay a minutes with you.

-And my dad opened?

-Yeah why?

-Nothing.

Chloe stayed here talking to me until midnight, she said she wasn't hungry so we didn't have dinner and I didn't want to have dinner with my dad neither. We were having a good time, until Chloe asked again about me singing.

-Really Beca, why didn't you sing to me before?

-I should sing to you? I had to?

-No but, I don't know, I never heard you and now that I know you have an amazing voice I want to know why don't you show it to the world.

-Its simply, because I don't sing.

-But-

-Chloe please, leave it there.

*Wednesday morning*

Today the school was closed because at the morning was snowing hard with non-stop. I got up at 12pm and checked my phone. I had a missing call and a text from Jesse, I grin every time I see his name.

11.28am

Weirdo

-Hey I called you but I guess you're asleep, tell me if you'd like to hang out with me on the snow at 2PM.

-Sure, I have to be back to five cause I start my shift at that time- I replied

His reply came in less than a minute. - Great, I'll pick you up txt me the address. –

Why the shortened words? Normal people don't text like that…oh wait, it's Jesse, not normal people I thought to myself.

I went downstairs because I only go downstairs when I'm hungry so yeah, I was looking for something to eat, but for my luck, my dad had to be there drinking coffee.

-Look who finally woke up- I glared at him without saying a word I took a mug and put some coffee in it, before I could leave the kitchen he began to talk.- Do you have a plan for today?

-Why? - I said sharply

-Because if you don't have any plan for lunch we can lunch together.

-With the whore? Oh yeah I'd love to, but unfortunately I have plans-I said with my characteristically sarcasm

-Don't call her like that, Rebecca.

-How do you want me to call her? You expect me to like her? And since when you call me Rebecca?

-I don't know, but don't call her like that, and you should like her because –

-I DON'T CARE, IM NEVER GONNA CARE ABOUT HER, SHE'S A FUCKING SLUT AND IM STARTING TO THINK YOU BRING ME BACK IN HERE TO MEET THIS WHORE, YOU NEVER CARE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND NOW THAT YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND ASKED ABOUT YOUR PAST YOU DECIDE TO REMEMBER YOUR DAMN DAUGHTER. – Without knowing, my voice cracked and tears where running down my face.

He didn't say a word; he stayed there with the mouth open looking shocked for some reason, I went to my room and shut the door pretty loud. I cuddled in my bed thinking on why my mom gave him a chance to be a father. I needed a shower to calm down, so I took a shower and then I changed my clothes for black skinny jeans, black army boots, a black skinny long shirt, a grey sweater and my black leather jacket and went outside ignoring my dad's questions.

I texted Jesse if we could go for lunch instead of for a coffee, he said yes so we were going to met on a park near the starbucks we went for the first time. I was sitting on a bench when I feel a hand covering my mouth and other one in my eyes. I tried to shout, but I couldn't.

-I'm gonna rape you- When I heard the voice I calmed down, it was Jesse.

-Jesus Jesse, you scared me.

-Hum, that was the idea- He said laughing

We stared looking at each other, it was like a competition, the first one to look away, lose. Damn, he was good, but he sneezed so, I win.

-Do you wanna go to eat or what?

-Yeah, let's go weirdo.- He smiled at that, making my heart melt… I'm starting to think I may have a little crush for him.

A/N sorry guys it took me so long. I wanted to make this longer but i have no time. I'll probably Update tomorrow. Love ya :)