Chapter 13

A/N I'm gonna try to make the dialogues between quotation marks because someone recommended it, and now that I'm starting to have a little more of free time, I'm gonna start correcting the chapters, so hopefully, there won't be more mistakes.

*Jesse's P.O.V*

We just finished the Riff-Off, I have to admit Beca was a kick ass, her voice is so amazing and she's here so I don't wanna waste time. I was looking for Beca, when I spotted her standing against a wall, a drunk Maddie came to me.

"Hey you." I could smell the alcohol coming from her mouth.

"Hi Madison."

"Since when a handsome guy like you calls me Madison?" I tried to respond but the Principal Meyer caught my attention.

"Couple number 5, Beca Mitchell and Sebastian Johnson." WHAT THE HELL IS SEBASTIAN DOING WITH BECA? I turned my head to the stage, where Sebastian was holding Beca by the damn waist. They started singing somebody to you by The Vamps ft. Demi Lovato. I started to feel something burning my throat, wait, I'm forgetting the best part… HE HUGGED HER! AND SHE LET HIM. SINCE WHEN?! HE'S NOT ABLE TO HUG HER. I was freaking out, I had to go outside and cool off.

"HANDSOMEE…" Of course, Maddie was going to follow me and being drunk, this is great. WHAT DID I DO TO THE WORLD FOR THIS?!

"Hey you" I said faking a smile.

"Hmm, something's wrong, I can tell you cuz *hip* I know you"

"Well if you really wanna know. There's this girl who I met…" I didn't know what I said, but she was crying, and I felt guilty without knowing why. It was sad to see a long time friend crying. I tried to comfort her wrapping my arms around her and she rested her head in my chest.

I was starting to feel uncomfortable, I mean, I have a crying her crying on my chest and people who entered to the school was looking at us. She finally calmed down after what it felt like a life, if she didn't wanted to throw up she'll still be in my chest. "Thanks god she had to throw up" I said to myself, now I could find Beca and talked like we always did.

Instead of founding a loner Beca I knew, I found a smiley Beca laughing about everything with Sebastian sitting on his car's bonnet. There were a few bottles of what I think it was beer, but there weren't so much in Beca's side. They were so close to each other and I was standing there like an idiot, so I clenched my fits and turned around to see how Maddie was.

*Beca's P.O.V*

I was lying in Sebastian car's bonnet with him; he's pretty handsome in the dark and looking him from this angle.

"so... Any boy in your life?" He asked raising his eyebrows and taking another sip of his beer. I thought about Jesse, just Jesse with me watching movies. And then the image of him wrapping his arms around Maddie popped in my mind. "Nope." I said shaking my head "How many beers did you have, by the way?" I asked Sebastian who looked like if he was high more than drunk.

"I dunno. How about you?"

"Three"

"Oh, strong stomach we have here." He said placing his hand on my waist and moving his face closer to mine. Part of me didn't care if I kissed him, he was hot, he was drunk, I was almost drunk. Why not? Simply, the other part of me knew that wasn't me, and something was telling me the he wasn't the guy, but before I could do something, Sebastian was on the floor and Jesse was there with his fist clenched. "OH MY GOD" I got off of his car's bonnet and went to the floor to help Sebastian. "Dude, Why?" Sebastian asked holding his bloody nose. Jesse was froze, there were no words coming from his mouth. "I…I, ugh, I saw you were pushing Sebastian away and he wasn't stepping back so…"

"So you decided to break his damn nose?" I said angry, no wait, furious at him. "I was just trying to help you Becs" He said pretty embarrassed "Help me with that?! I don't want a fucking bodyguard looking after me, I don't want your help. Can you back off? No, wait I don't have to ask you to back off, just back off" He was trying to say something but before he said something I left. "You were such a good friend with him, by the way. Good luck with Maddie" I said turning around walking backward.

I went back to the gymnasium where there were a few couples making out, including Stacie with someone from the football team, and searched for Chloe who was sitting with the other girls. "Hey Becs, these girls are awesome…" Chloe kept telling me things that the girls told her, the girls were looking at me with a worried face and Cynthia Rose had to stop Chloe to talking. "Beca, are you okay?" Cynthia Rose asked worried, and then Chloe realized that I didn't say a word since she started talking and that my eyes were starting to full with tears. "What's going on, flat butt?" Fat Amy said. All the girls started asking, I just glanced at Chloe who totally understood and stood up saying sorry to the other girls and telling them to tell Stacie that we went back home.

"Are you gonna tell me what's wrong?" She said while we were walking out of the school. I stopped walking; I looked down at the street. I was about to tell her when my voice cracked and I wasn't able to talk anymore. Chloe seem to notice my eyes full of tears and hugged me. "Oh honey, is Jesse right?" I nodded. "Let's go to my place and you tell me there." We took the bus (since the car was of Stacie and she was drunk so Amy had the keys) to get to Chloe's house. We entered and everybody was asleep, duh it was almost 4 in the morning.

"Go to my room, I'll be there in a few minutes." I nodded and went to Chloe's room, I step in her dog's tail when I entered and the cat yelled making Chloe came to her room running. "Is Billy okay?" when I saw her with her arms full of junk food and the seasons of faking it I laughed at how pathetic she looked. "Yeah I just pressed my foot against his tail."

"Okay, laugh at me but you're gonna have a good time."

We started watching the first season of faking it…again. This girl really loves this program. I turned my phone off after I started receiving Jesse's texts and some of Sheila telling me that if I wanted I could go back to work, I'm not gonna go back. I need the money but I'm gonna try in the radio station Jesse told me, I met the guy a days ago and I start on tomorrow after school, we're none of us is going.

Chloe stared at me for a good time. I knew what she wanted. "You really wanna know, right?" I asked without removing her eyes from the screen. "I didn't want to push you, but since you want to tell me" She turned off the TV and turned to see me and motioned me to start telling her. I sighed and started.

"Okay as you may know now, it's an issue with Jesse…" I started saying and Chloe made face like saying Told you. "Well when we arrived he was there talking to a girl, Maddie. Sebastian told me that she went to their school and they are still in touch, she babysits his brother, Jason…" Chloe started coughing, she chocked with food. "HE HAS A BROTHER?!" I nodded "And is the cutest thing ever." Chloe was even more surprised. "YOU JUST SAID A KID is cute, let me remember you the word. KID, young children, the persons you don't like because they're annoying." She was right; everybody knew I didn't like babies or little kids too much, but Jason, somehow, was different. "I know Chloe, but he's the best kid ever, I swear." Chloe's face was so hilarious; I should have taken a photo. "Anyways, after the Riff Off, Sebastian came to talk to me since Jesse was again with her talking, really close. So I decided to let Jesse live his life since we're not something, why should I get jealous of him being with another girl, I mean I don't have to be in the middle of their life. Sebastian and I went to the stage to sing and he was leaving before we end and then, I was outside with Sebastian and I saw how Jesse had his arms wrapped around Maddie. I knew from the beginning that he just wanted a friendship and I hoped that what we had stayed there, in a friendship but …what?" I stopped because Chloe has the bigger smile I've ever seen in my life. "YOU JUST SAID YOU WERE JEALOUS. YOU LIKE JESSE." She was waiting for some cold respond, me denying or a pillow flying to her face. But none of those things happened. I stayed silent looking down at my hands. "Oh my god." She almost whispered it. "You like him, for real. Beca, you're in love." I looked to other way trying to keep my emotions. "You know you don't have to be closed to everybody. "It's okay to cry or to feel, because we're humans, believe it or not you're one." Chloe said taking my hand. "Thanks" and this time I started the hug. I think I never started a hug, and Chloe is like my bigger sister sometimes. "Becs, do I bother you if I ask you to keep telling me the story?"

"You are pretty noisy you know?" she nodded proudly. "Whatever. I was with Sebastian sitting in his car's bonnet when he tried to kiss me, I wanted to kiss him too, but my hands started to push him and before he could go back to his spot, Jesse punched him and I think he broke Sebastian's nose and…"

"You pushed Jesse away, right?" I nodded sadly. "Hard to believe huh" I said hiding a few tears. "The worst part is that you're right. I feel something for him and I was so angry that I told him to back off." Chloe has her sympathetically smile on her face. "You shouldn't tell him to back off."

"I know."

I spent the dawn hearing how Chloe said a few comments about Karmy and Reamy. I had my head full of thoughts, I didn't said a word and when I noticed it, it was almost 8am and Chloe was asleep, in a really REALLY deep dream. I turned on my phone and checked the texts most of Jesse and a few of Stacie drunk at 3 am and Stacie with hangover at 7am, I kept my laughter biting the inside of my cheek. I decided to ignore the one of Jesse's and try to forget him. I believe he has a thing with Maddie, even if his texts said the opposite.

I decided to let Chloe sleep and I got up fixed my makeup and looked for my clothes, giving her back her sweatpants and went downstairs, her parents were there, they were finishing their breakfast and getting ready for work. "Good morning honey, we thought you both were sleeping." I smiled at Mrs. Beale "No I was just about to go."

"Want some breakfast first, Beca?" Mr. Beale asked offering some bacon with waffles. "No thanks, I'm good. I have to go, have a nice day" They both said goodbye and I left the house. As usual my house was alone and there was a note in the desk of the dining room.

"Beca, I'll be in the university this weekend. I have to finish correcting tests and putting grades. There's some food in the freezer, but knowing you, I know you're going to deliver something, so there's $300 under this note. Kisses, dad."

Yeah, there were $300 dollars that I won't use today, maybe. I still wasn't sleepy so I think you already know on what I was going to spend the last 3 hours. Yeah, mixing. This was quite good, something didn't sound good, besides my stomach. Something was missing in this mix; the beat wasn't like it always was. I tried to figure out what was the thing that was missing or ruining the mix but now, I started to get sleepy, I knew if I went to sleep then, I wouldn't wake up until 9pm and the I would spent the whole night mixing and I had school the next morning. I made some coffee and tried to kill the time doing something until 5pm, when my first shift in the radio station began. I looked at the clock, 11.57am, okay, I was hungry.

I went to the shop where I used to work, knowing that Sheila never goes there on a Monday at this time. I entered and saw my empty spot and a brunette girl with sunglasses, there were 3 cashers more, but I decided to annoy this girl. I had to buy something to annoy her; I'm such a good human. I was looking something to drink when I spotted the juicy pouches I used to like it, but if I wanted to forget Jesse, this wasn't going to help. I took an orange juice and sausages because that's the only thing I know how to cook.

I was in front of the casher and I shouted. "DON'T YOU HAVE TO BE AT SCHOOL?!" She woke up and placed her hands on her head. "Jeez Becs, your voice is cracking my head. Sheila order me to take the first shift so I took it as an excuse to don't go to school. Without my parents knowing I have a terrible hang over" She said while she took the food and checked the price. "Nice bucket you have there, trying to fill it?" She took off her sunglasses and glanced at me, narrowing her eyes." So funny, let's bother Stacie since she has a terrible headache. By the way, $12 dollars for this." Cheap sausages I said to myself. "See you tomorrow Stace."

"Yeah, since you leave me alone in the work I have to talk to myself and check on my phone if my hair or makeup is okay." I smiled at her and excited the market and hoped to kill the enough time to get to 5pm without falling asleep.

A/N Hey guys. Hopefully i'll update in two days, or three if i have homework. Hope you like this chapter, please review /fav / follow :) Thanks