A.N. I do not own Attack on Titan. This is my first time writing a fanfic for this so please excuse me if it isn't exactly right.

Warnings for this chapter: Some swearing.

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Levi quickly takes the scarf off from above his eyes and the one from around his mouth and spits the one in his mouth out once he hears the door shut. He tries to sit up but the pain is so horrible that he just falls back down a choked noise leaving his mouth. Oh god he really hurt. He feels tears start to fall but he forces himself to stop. No it wouldn't do anything if he cried. Crying now was worthless. With another choked noise he forces himself into a sitting position and looks around.

Beside his bed he sees a box of scarves and belts and he quickly looks away. Suddenly what Dr. Maca said to him earlier about coming to her for anything flashed through his mind and he knew he needed to go to her now. Taking a deep breath he moves towards the edge of the bed slowly.

He has to bite his lip, almost drawing blood at how hard he bites, to keep from crying out. When his feet touch the ground he tries to stand but his legs are shaking so much that he can't at first. Sighing Levi just sits here for a bit and waits for the shaking to stop a little so that he can stand.

He notices the pants he had been wearing before the man came on the floor and he sees blood on them. He bites his lip harder when he feels more tears come to his eyes. That man had..oh god. Shaking his head he slowly bends down and grabs the pants. He then slowly proceeds to put them on.

When they are up his legs he takes a deep breath and forces himself to stand as he pulls them up all the way. He has to put a hand back on the bed to keep himself from falling after he has the pants all the way up because suddenly he felt really dizzy. Taking a deep breath as he closes his eyes he just stands there for a few minutes as he waits for it to pass.

Once he feels like he isn't going to pass out he opens his eyes and takes his hand off the bed. He walks slowly towards the door and makes it there after a bit of stumbling. With every step he takes the pain keeps getting worse so that by the time he is almost to the door he is almost doubled over, tears falling freely down his face. He grabs onto the door handle and leans on the door for a few minutes, letting himself cry and take a small rest.

Once he feels like he can handle the pain he takes a deep breath and turns the door handle and pulls the door open. He looks out the door and when he sees nobody in the hallway he quickly hurries out, closing the door behind him. The pain spikes at how fast he moved so Levi has to lean back against the door as he bites his lip hard. Oh fuck this hurt.

Once the pain passes he slowly starts making his way down the hallway. He almost all the way down the hall when he hears footsteps. Oh god somebody was coming! He couldn't let them see him like this! Starting to panic Levi looks around for somewhere to hide and he almost cries when he can't find anywhere. The footsteps keep getting louder until suddenly they stop and Levi hears a small gasp. He looks to the person and he sees that it is Squad Leader Hange.

"Squad Leader Hange..I.." He goes to take a step backwards but the pain spikes suddenly causing him to let out a choked scream and he leans forward, wrapping his arms around himself.

"Levi..what happened to you?" Hange quickly makes her way over to Levi and Levi stands up straight again and holds a hand up to stop her. He didn't want her to touch him. He didn't want anybody to touch him again.

Levi opens his mouth to tell her he had gotten hurt and was just going to see Dr. Maca to see if she could help him but the pain spikes up even worse than it had been before. Giving a small scream Levi falls to the floor, his vision turning black. The last thing he hears is Hange screaming his name.

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Erwin is just putting the finishing touches on his report about the last expedition the Survey Corps had went on when suddenly there is a loud knock at his door. Frowning he looks up at the door. It was late, why would somebody be coming here at this hour? Before he can call out there is another loud knock, this one louder than the first. Suddenly he starts to feel annoyed. If it was Commander Nile again he was going to kill the man.

"Come in," He calls out. When the door opens he is surprised to see Hange and Dr. Charles.

"Hange..Dr. Charles this is surprise. What can I do for you two?" He ask as he questures them to the chairs in front of his desk, signalling for them to sit down. They both ignore the questure though. He suddenly notices small drops of blood on Hange's hands and clothes. He starts to feel alarmed. "What happened?" He stands up quickly and starts to move around his desk.

"I was on my way back to my room when I found Levi walking down the hall. He looked horrible. At first I didn't know what was wrong and then he passed out and thats when I saw the blood. Oh god Erwin he was-" Hange stops talking and puts a hand over her mouth, a look of disgust and horror on her face.

"He was what? What happened?" Erwin asks her, a horrible feeling suddenly starting to form in the pit of his stomach.

"Mr. Ackerman was sexually assaulted," Dr. Charles tells Erwin. Erwin feels the blood drain from his face and he feels sick. Oh god no. "It was a good thing Squad Leader Hange was there when he passed out. Only god knows how long he would have laid there in need of medical attention if she wasn't there."

"Do you know who did it? Is Levi alright?" Erwin asks and then he almost slaps himself. Of course the man wasn't alright! He had been sexually assaulted for gods sake!

"No we don't know at the moment as Levi is heavily sedated. Once he woke up in the hospital ward he started having a panic attack and we had to sedate him. Dr. Maca and I were able to stop the bleeding and fix him up. He will not have any long time damage. He will be able to fully heal from this ordeal," Dr. Charles says. "Well at least physically. I can not tell you how he will take this mentally. Most victims of assault never heal emotionally."

Later on as he looks down at Levi laying in the bed, his breathing deep and even, what Dr. Charles said about Levi being able to heal physically but not mentally flashes through Erwin's mind and makes Erwin feel sick. Oh god he couldn't imagine the horror Levi must have went through.

"Standing there and watching him isn't going to help." Erwin turns and sees Hange standing behind him, Mike right next to her.

"I feel like this is my fault," Erwin tells them as he turns back to looking down at Levi. The man looked peaceful in sleep but Erwin knew once he awake that peace would be long gone and replaced by pain and horrible memories.

"Erwin-" Hange starts but suddenly she stops. Frowning Erwin turns and sees Mike with his hand on Hanges shoulder. Mike is looking straight at Erwin.

"This isn't your fault Erwin and you know it. It is nobody's fault but the person who did this to him," Mike says firmly to Erwin. Erwin nods his head slowly. Mike was right but he just still felt like it was his fault!

"Its late. You should go back to your room and get some sleep," Hange says softly, a look of worry on her face.

"I can't leave him. What if he wakes and-" Mike breaks him off.

"Dr. Maca and Dr. Charles are here for him and they promised to come wake us all if he wakes up. Come on Erwin. You are doing nobody any good if you pass out from exhaustion."

"Alright," Erwin says with a sigh. He looks back at Levi once more and then looks back at his friends. "Lets go." With that they leave the hospital ward and make their way towards their rooms. Hange waits to go into her own until both Mike and Erwin are in theirs and she hears their doors lock. Once Erwin is in his room he strips until he is naked and lays in bed. He rolls around for a while until finally he falls into a light sleep.

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Well that was the fifth chapter! And that was hard to write! I am sorry if this seems forced. What did you think? Please review and tell me!

XOXOXO NobodyKnowsMyPain