Dean doesn't know who to go to. Finally he stands and walks over to Roman and looks in the room. He had never seen his brother cry, he was always their rock and the one that comforted them. Now though Roman just looked broke himself. Dean sits by Roman and rests his hand on Roman's back, "Ro?"

Roman looks at Dean, "I fucked up.."

Dean looks at him, "Talk to me."

Roman shakes his head, "I'm doing exactly what every parent before ours did to him."

Dean looks at him, "are you though?"

Roman sighs and looks at Dean, "I.. I don't know."

Dean closes his eyes and then smiles sadly at Roman, "You know it's ok to let go. If your at your end.. your at your end. Only though you can decide that."

Roman nods and his head drops forward.

Dean nods, "I need to find him.. before he does something stupid."

Roman sighs and closes his eyes, "Please do.. I don't want to be the cause of something further."

Dean stands and then heads towards the door. He leaves the apartment not sure what to say.. or do about this. More then anything though he wanted to find Seth right now and make sure his little brother was ok.

...

Seth knocks on the door on the only other person that he trusts right now. He knows that John will just tell him that he wears people down because John had let that slip before. Tears streaming down his face as he waits hearing movement on the other side of the door. He tries to wipe at his face but looks up as the door opens.

Kane eyes Seth and raises his eyebrow since there's no one else with Seth, "Seth?"

Seth looks at him, "I need somewhere to stay."

Kane nods and leads Seth in and to the couch. Kane looks at him, "Explain what's going on."

Seth breaks and tells him, "Roman is giving up and I'm going to be alone again."

Kane looks confused and then tries to get more out Seth but all Seth can do is sob and break further saying it's his fault and that he destroyed his family. Kane gives up and just pulls Seth close letting him cry himself out. While he's doing that he texts Dean and tells him that he has Seth and Seth is staying with him for the next couple days. He doesn't back down when Dean tries to tell him no either.

Kane looks up at Hunter his Partner and lover as Hunter walks out. Hunter looks confused but doesn't push it, knowing Kane will tell him later on.

...

Over the next couple days it was almost heart breaking. Seth doesn't call or talk to anyone in the family. He just pulls completely back and no one can reach him. Kane knew that would happen and he and Hunter can't seem to break Seth out of it. Seth just curls into himself and doesn't talk or engage much other then when forced.

Roman pulls back as well form Seth and Dean. He starts to relax and for the first time in a long time he starts to not have to worry about what is going to happen and how Seth or Dean will behave. It's almost like a mini vacation. Or at least that's what he's trying to convince himself. Every time he walked by Seth's room it feels like his heart breaks a little more. Not hearing Seth bounce into the room and tell him something.

Dean eyes Roman though knowingly but doesn't say anything. He stays away though from Seth himself since Hunter and Kane told him to. Right now Dean is just waiting, until the shows to make sure one Seth is ok but also to find out what Roman's choice was.

Raw comes and goes and Seth avoids all of them and leaves right after he's done with his parts. Then Smackdown comes and that's when finally the 3 brothers are going to be in one ring and have to confront each other.

Roman puts his bags in his locker room. He knows that Seth isn't going to be there in the locker room. Roman sits down and changes into his ring gear. He looks up at Dean just walks in and looks at him. Dean smiles lightly and then changes himself, before heading out. Roman runs a hand through his hair and then leaves the locker room. He walks through the hallways and prepares for confronting Seth in the ring.

In the ring Roman looks at Seth and though no one else would be able to tell, he sees the pain in Seth's eyes. Not to mention the way he says brother seers through Roman's heart more. After the segment Roman tries to find him but Seth avoids him expertly. All the time avoiding Romans spankings defiantly trained Seth in how to avoid Roman. The match happens and the look Seth has as he sees his brothers on the other side of the ring hurts. Roman can just barely make out a whispered conversation between Paul and Seth. Paul had asked if Seth was OK and Seth nodded saying he knew he was never really a part of the family and that he could deal with it.

After the match Seth leaves and heads straight to the parking lot. Roman can't seem to catch up as Seth leaves by a cab and Roman isn't certain where Seth is staying for a hotel since he was been booked to stay with him and Dean like normal. Roman finally goes to two people that Seth was staying with before.

Roman walks up to Hunter and looks at him, "I need to talk to Seth."

Hunter looks at him and raises his eyebrow, "oh? Why?"

Roman frowns and then looks at Hunter, "whats..."

Hunter holds up a hand, "I think he's hurting enough.. if it's just to say goodbye I think you guys already have done that honestly Roman. He thinks so at least and that's what counts right now. He's started to try and rebuild his life with out you guys in it. I think it's best if that's all you want to do, you leave it. There's nothing you can say to make that better for him."

Roman looks at Hunter and really wants to hit him. No matter how right he was at that time, it wasn't any easier to hear. Roman though looks at him and speaks softly and me assuredly, "I want my brother back."

Hunter looks at him and then looks at Kane who is pretending not to listen. Kane looks at Hunter and then just silently hands Roman a key card. Roman nods his thank you.

Roman slides the key card into the door and looks relived when it flashes green. He opens the door and walks into the hotel room. He looks at Seth's suitcase and moves it from sitting in the middle of the floor. He sees a lump in the one bed and sniffles coming from it quietly. Roman bites his lip and then walks over to the bed.

Seth whispers softly from the bed, "I don't want to talk Hunter. "

Roman sits on the bed and then whispers softly, "We need to talk Seth."

Seth stiffens and then moves to flee the bed. Roman grabs him though and pulls him into his lap. Roman's grip is like steel as he holds Seth. Seth sobs and shakes his head, "your just going to say goodbye and I don't wa..." Seth can't complete this sentence as he sobs so hard that the words just come out in a garbled mess.

Roman strokes Seth's hair back and he rocks him, kissing Seth's forehead, "I'm not letting you go.. I refuse to let you go. I fucked up Seth.. Please.. I don't want to lose you either."

Seth clings and sobs harder into Roman's shoulder. Roman's eyes tear up and he clings to Seth just as hard. Roman knows they should talk but right now all he wants to do is hold Seth and keep his baby brother close. Seth's sobs calm slowly but the fact that he hadn't slept for a few days is pulling Seth down into Sleep. Roman shifts and leans back against the pillows and the head board. Roman lets Seth fall asleep and then closes his eyes as well. Letting himself drift off with Seth curled against his chest.

Seth wakes in the morning, rubbing his eyes. He mumbles softly and looks around. He freezes when he sees Roman sleeping under him. Roman groans as he wakes and looks at the confused Seth.

Seth whispers, "I'm... guessing you came to say good bye.."

Roman shakes his head, not surprised that Seth hadn't heard him in his state last night, "I'm not letting you go."

Seth looks at him and wipes his eyes, "what.."

Roman sighs and looks at him, "Seth you're a brat.. and you push my buttons and some days.. I swear I want to run away.. but your my brother. I couldn't imagine my life with out you. Braty moods or Good moods. My life is a hell of a lot better with you."

Seth shakes and wipes at his eyes more and Roman brings Seth down to his chest, letting him hide in there.

Roman whispers, "you and Dean are my family.. I'm sorry Seth. I'm Sorry that it took this for me to realize that."

Seth shakes softly, "I don't want to lose you or Dean.. seeing you across the ring.. and I didn't think either of you wanted anything to do with me."

Roman nods and kisses Seth's hair, "we always want something to do with you."

Seth relaxes slowly against Roman and Roman hums, "Come on though. Dean is worried and I know I want to get back to our hotel room and change."

Seth peeks at Roman, "alright."

Roman helps Seth get up and then stands himself. He helps Seth pack and takes him back to their hotel room. Dean glares at both of them when they walk in.

Dean marches over and swats Roman. Seth's eyes go wide and he immediately starts chewing on his thumb. Dean though pulls Seth into a big hug as he glares at Roman, "I was worried and you didn't tell me where you where going or anything."

Roman raises his eyebrow, "Dean.."

Dean ignores him and pulls Seth further into the room and sits him on the bed.

Dean then eyes Seth, "and you .. I don't care what Roman is thinking and doing.. I'm here for you."

Seth peeks at Dean.

Dean nods and sighs, "I'm your brother too and Seth.. if Roman is being all like he was that night, I'm still here."

Seth fidgets, "oh.."

Dean nods and hugs Seth tightly and whispers, "I'm glad though he got his shit together and fixed this."

Seth whispers, "You Spanked Roman."

Dean smirks softly, "He deserved it."

Seth holds onto Dean and Roman sits on the bed watching them, "We should head home though we still have a long drive ahead of us."

Seth nods and Dean stretches, before going to pack his bags. Roman goes to shower quickly and change. Seth watches them and finally relaxes for the first time in weeks as he sees the normal routine that his family has. He's home.