Hi who is reading this, hope you are enjoying it. First of , sorry for taking so long ,shits keep happening hahahah, life is so the drama. Anyway, I'm really sorry and hope you are not mad at me.
Second , I believe that some futher chapters I'll have to change the rate to M, is that okay?
Another thing, I didn't really know how the education system of Eua worked , so I did a mistake about it, sorry, and I don't know how to fix it without making you uncorfortable.
Disclaimer : nope, don't own Kim Possible neither Teen Titans.
Chapter 3 – Finally
One week has passed since Shego's arrive.
And everyday since then Raven tried to cook something and failed , she tried to feed Shego and failed , she tried to talk to the elder but failed again , frustration was hitting her. Futhermore, there was something bugging Raven a lot , it was the some of Shego words " You can't save someone who doesn't want to be save".
The teen already knew that situation, she was there once and her friends helped her , they gave her some reason to save herself when she had to deal with her father trying to destroy Earth and all the dimension its habits, but Shego wasn't helping, she didn't want to talk, she...
Raven looked at the phone " Maybe I should call her , but ... "
The sorceress sighed deeply and grabbed the phone , dialed a misterious number and waited , after some seconds there were a response from a women – Hello?
- Hum...- Raven gulped – hello, it's Raven
- Raven! How long !? Did you decided to stop running away from me? - there were possible to imagine a smile crossing the women's face
- I was not running, it's just ... I ... – that women was the only one who could make Raven lose her stance.
- Hahaha, I'm just kidding – the misterious figure went serious – So, what's wrong?
- Well, I saved someone who doesn't want to and now I 'm trying to keep her alive but she is not helping and she seems so strong, I don't get why she wants to die.
Another smile seemed to cross the women's face – Very similar to someone, right?
Raven blushed a little – It's not like that...
- It's is exactly like that – the women reforced – do you remember when you were depressed? - she waited Raven grunt a little yes – how people helped you? – it was retorical – Raven, use what you learned with me and your friends , this person is definetly suffering of depression and really need to be cared, you did very well saving her, know it's time to help her save herself .
Raven listened carefully , that psychologist always knew what to do . Raven had bad times in the past and Cyborg had found some especialized help because friends support hadn't been enough .
It happened some years ago, after the moment they defeat Trigon , Raven's father, for the titans it was all over but not for Raven , she saw him leaving but he wasn't dead, he could come back anytime and he would want revenge against her friends and that terrified Raven. She had a lot of nightmares , always envolving Azarath being destroyed, her mother dying right in front her eyes , others dreams like Earth in flames, her friends being killed in a brutal away. She was panicking and due to it her powers where getting loose from her control.
After all this drama ,Cyborg convinced Raven to go to this psychologist, it was not easy to find a good one and special, you could say, because not everybody attend superpowered uncontrolled teenagers. And it was not easy to convince Raven to go, but she did with a little push , made some terapy, took some pills, had support from the titans and after some long months she was better, she should have continued but...she believed she was fine.
And now she was going to deal with someone else in a similar situation but the difference it that she could not contrl Shego's thoughts , neither she knew what was passing inside her mind.
With another plante on hands Raven entered the medroom and there was Shego, looking angrily at her
- I didn't cook this time – Raven tried to explain so the elder maybe could eat – And it smells amazing , don't you think ? – she put the plate near Shego's face.
- Hunf! – Shego turned her face away – I 'm not eating this shit
Raven sighed – Come on, I know this things we are putting inside your vein aren't enough to satiate you
Shego growled – Why don't you put this fucking food inside your-
- Okay, you don't want to eat – Raven put the plate aside – maybe if we talk...- the elder just glared at her and probably cursed her mother – okay – she sighed again
A long and uncorfortable silence ruled the room for about 30 minutes. Raven didn't know what to to, she was about to give up, maybe send Shego to her psychologist , but then...
- Why ? – Shego asked wothout looking at the teen
Raven's eyes widened a bit and a little smiled could be seen " Maybe she is loosing finally " – Well, if you are asking me why did I saved you I can only tell it's that because you were in danger and I'm a hero, it's what I do.
Shego gave a really long and tired sigh – Another hero teen bullshit – she finally looked at Raven's eyes – You know that keeping me here means keeping you here, so you are saving people like you should , so why keep me here?
Raven grabbed a chair and sat near the bed – It's not about the quantity, it's about every single life we save
Shego's eyebrows furrowed – I'm going to reapear I'm saying every fucking day , I don't want to be saved , am I not being clear enough? Or are you stupid
Raven looked to the side and smiled – Again building another wall of defense , aren't we? - and looked back at Shego
That made the ex-thief show her teeths but she didn't give a comeback
Raven took that as a victory " I 'm winning her " - Another question?
- Yes, when do you leave for today? – Shego looked away and if she could she would cross her arms
Raven shook her head " Dammit, she is closing herself again " she sighed " what should I do? "
the sorceress then remembered about something that her friends taught her, something about connection, she was very defensive about them at the begging too , but she met them better and opened up a bit about her life, chiefly after the Trigon thing. She was about to start talking but Shego reponded
- I can't stand you! – Shego looked at Raven and pushed her chains trying to freak the young girl – You are a good two shoes who knows nothing about a villain like me, futhermore you are a brat! You know nothing about live, nothing about how to live in this world , so why don't you go live your little stupid lifestyle about the hero thing and leave me alone?!
Raven eyes widened a little because of the sudden burn out – Just calm-
- I am evil! God dammit - Shego shouted to the teen – Can you understand that? Why don't you just let me die , so it is one less villain you have to fight!
Raven smiled sadly - What do you think being evil is? Someone who breaks the law?
Shego refrained herself - Yes, evil is doing things that are wrong and feel good about it .
Raven shook her head a little - you know nothing about evil
Shego glared at her - Ow, like you , weird teen hero ,would know – venon could be seen getting out of her mouth
Raven ignored the attack and sustened her eyes at the villainess - let me tell something's about evil - her black energies started involving her - evil and wrong are different things , you can be both of course, but you can be wrong and good , you can be right and evil . What's wrong depends of the principles and rules , which are learned during life , but evil, no, evil is something that you are born with, - Raven got up from the chair while her energies started evolving the room - Everybody has their evil moment sometimes , like you said , doing something wrong against others to have pleasure, but this is much different of being evil - Raven sighed but smiled a little after - evil is like love, love you feel , period , like evilness , you feel good when you make someone suffer , you feel pleasure in torturing others , it's good to see their blood in your hands, their screams , hear them begging you to stop, to kill them slowly , being evil is love when the other one hates you - Shego flinched when hear that last part - and you laught about it , it's doing bad things not because of revenge nor hate , but because you just like it , you feel alive when you see someone having pain, and more pleasure when you are the one who causes it – All the room became black - Most villains aren't evil, Shego , they are just angry about something or want something or are very selfish , but evil... – Raven shook her head - no, a few of them really are. You may consider yourself bad , a criminal , whatever , but evil , no, you have no idea what being evil is.
Shego thought about it but didn't gave up - Like a hero like you would know what being evil is , you are just goody shoes teenager
Raven smiled evilly , her hair was arising - you know nothing about me - her eyes went red and another pair appeared above the others.
Shego gulped when she saw that - what hell are you ?!
Raven smirked and showed her shaped teeth - I am evil , Shego - immediately she turn back to her human form and made the refrain all her black energy - but I choose to be a hero.
Shego stood there , she couldn't believe it , that girl...- so, you are...
Raven explianed - Daughter of a tridimensional devil who destroy worlds for fun.
Another long silence spreaded around the room for 10 minutes
But then Shego finally spoke - Well, you sure know what being evil is then – she conclued while the tennager nodded - so...why being a hero?
- Why being a villain ?
- Well, since you are a demon… - Shego made that obvious
- Half demon – Raven explained - Anyway , because I choose to help people , like I said , being a villain it's not being evil necessary .
- Got it - Shego felt her world changes . She was a villain , well, she was , but she wasn't evil, was she? - So what am I ?
- I don't know - Raven smiled a bit, glad for being able to convince the women - but what really matters in the end is what you do , not what you are.
Shego smiled sadly " This teen is really something" – You are very smart , Satan
Raven noticed the nickname - You are going to tease me with this now , aren't you? - Raven returned to her usual poker face
- Why you say that , Hades? - Shego smirked.
- I don't know why I lose my time with you - Raven turned her back and started to walk away , she needed time and meditation after that outburst of hers
Meanwhile …
Kim was finally at the university , it was her first time at the Go city college , the GoU , a very suggestive name , she received a lot of invitations of other colleges but none of them permited her to keep her hero things, so she would probably fail a lot of exams and never finish her studies. Just the GoU permited her that , maybe bacase of the Team Go, Mego studies there still , Kim wasn't very happy about it but hey, it was college and it was the top one of the course the wanted , criminology, again, maybe because of the Team go.
Futhermore Ron was going to study there too, because it was near the Bueno Nacho commercial trade-hall and it was not so far from home, of couser she would to live in Go city but she could meet her parents every weekend with no problems. And talking about problems …
Her kimmunicator bipped – Wade , what's the sitch? – she looked at the screen and her eyes widened – Betty director ?!
- Hello kimberly – the women said stoic – we need to talk
- Now? You know ,I'm getting familiar with my college now, you know, it's my first day - She looked at Ron from afar who was talking to some guys
- Okay, we can talk later but I thought you were interested about Shego – Betty said almost turning the screen off
- Wait! You said Shego?! – Kim grabbed her kimmunicator with both hands and looked incredulous to the elder women .
Deep inside the women smiled – Yes, we know you are looking for her
- Do you know where she is? – Kim got excited – Wait, how you know I'm looking for her?
- Gj doesn't know where she is right now but we have some clues – Betty smiled a bit – and we know you are looking for her because we catch mister Logan acessing our archives
That same second Wade appeared in the half of screen – I'm sorry Kim
- That's okay Wade – Kim smiled at him – So – she looked at Betty - sorry about it
- That's okay – the brown women just sighed – but if it happen again I will have to take some harsh procedures – both Kim and Wade gulped .
- Hum…right – the teen smiled embarassed – so about Shego – she tried to chande the subject
- Yes, GJ have a mission for you , we are going to provide anything you need so you can find her and…- a little pause – if it's not to much, to bring her alive to our quaterback.
" Alive? Like I would kill her! " Kim didn't liked the way the elder talked – And why should I do that? Why don't you send one agent of yours?
- Because none of them have experience enough with Shego like you and I know you are very determined to found her, so-
- So you are using me to find Shego – Kim eyes narrowed
- I woundn't put in this way, but yes
Kim thought a little – Okay, I will do it
- Great, I will send everything we have, see you soon – Betty dissapeared from the screen
Kim sighed in relief
- You what?! – Wade looked at her incredulous.
-They say they have some information of her, so I nedd this – Kim tried to calm the boy down – and I 'm not going to made what they are telling me, I will find Shego before them and see what's going wrong , God , I would help her to run away from these guys depending of the situation " And I need to apologize, I need to find you, Shego "
Wade breathed in relief , that was the Kim he knew, not one agent who just do the job and doesn't consider others lifes and circunstances.
To be continue
I'm really sorry, again for making it so short and so delayed, but I hope you are enjoyng it . Let me know if I should keep it like this or accelerate or delay more.
Thank you for reading and see ya!
