The next morning, Cloud awoke strangely refreshed. He readied himself and headed towards his squads training area. When he arrived, he arrived to an empty field. He inquired a man about where his squad had gone.

"They left this morning on a mission, won't be back for two months I think." The man noticed the number on Cloud's shirt, "hey, how come you aren't with them? Did you over sleep or something? I would lie low for a while, don't want the higher ups noticing you ditched a mission."

"Yeah…thanks…" Cloud replied as the man walked off. Cloud looked at the empty field before him. Finally, he thought, finally he would be able to train the way he wanted, with no interruptions from glaring peers. For two months he awoke at sunrise and trained well into the night. His body had returned to its former glory, his strength had returned and grown. He loved the absence of the snide remarks and angry eyes watching him from afar.

One morning as he walked to the field to being another day of training, he noticed a large vehicle used for transporting a large amount of troops. Along with several others, he noticed his squad unloading from the vehicle.Has it already been two months? Cloud wondered. He found his squad leader and asked why he hadn't been told of the mission. The man looked at his chart and raised an eyebrow

"It says here that you are on a strictly "no mission" status, you can train with us, but unless this is removed, you won't actively be participating in SOLDIER missions." With that he walked off, leaving Cloud in utter confusion. He said they needed me back…but what's the point in bringing me back…if they weren't planning on letting me go on missions…

Suddenly, two figures appeared, walking in front of the squad. It was clear that they held a high rank, and Cloud instantly remembered them. They had been there when Cloud had first joined. He knew their names, everyone did. Sephiroth and Zack. He couldn't help but watch them as they walked by; he had always longed to know them. As they passed him, Zack turned his head towards Cloud, and for a brief moment, their eyes met. Cloud blushed and felt the urge to follow after him. Just then a man touched Clouds shoulder. The man towered over Cloud, his hand pointed to the building where Rufus resided. His hand was larger than Cloud's head, his arms thicker than Cloud's waist. He pushed Cloud towards the building and guided him to Rufus' room. Once inside the man stood in front of the door, watching silently as Rufus approached Cloud.

"Why am I on 'no mission' status?" Cloud said, resolutely.

Rufus smiled, "I don't recall ever telling you that you would be going on missions."

"Then why bring me back? I don't understand."

Rufus moved towards Cloud till their faces almost touched. Cloud remained stern but avoided looking Rufus in the eye.

"We didn't bring you back because we needed your abilities as a soldier. We have plenty of pawns running around doing our dirty work."

"Then why am I here?"

"Well you see, moral has been at an all time low. We needed something to cheer up the men. But the problem is, no women are allowed at this facility and it would be unethical to hide a woman, now wouldn't it?"

Cloud tilted his head in confusion. Rufus kissed him. "We brought you back to be SOLDIERs whore."

Cloud's eyes shot open and he pushed Rufus away from him. Rufus grinned, "You didn't think we wanted you for your strength did you? You're so cute and innocent, that's just why you were chosen, that and your delectable little body." Rufus moved in and stroked Cloud's chest. "Stay away from me!" Cloud yelled. He pushed Rufus back fiercely, knocking him into the walk. Cloud moved as if to attack and suddenly found his arms twisted and held against his back. He looked up to see the man from before, once again towering over him. He struggled to get free only to have the man tighten his grip.

"Take him to his room." Rufus growled. "And make sure he learns his lesson."

The man escorted Cloud to his room, holding his arms still twisted behind his back until they arrived, the door closed and locked behind them. The man threw Cloud against the wall and kissed him forcefully. Cloud tried to push him away, but the sheer size of the man made it a futile battle. He felt a large, rough hand slide under his shirt. Desperately, Cloud bit down on the man's tongue. The man pulled away and grinned. He moved to Clouds neck and bit down. Cloud winced in pain. The man licked the blood off his lips as he forced Clouds shirt off. He licked Cloud's chest, biting his nipples till they bled. Cloud tried to force him away but a large hand captured both Cloud's delicate hands and held them against the wall over Cloud's head. With one hand, he unbuttoned and pushed Cloud's pants to the floor. His large hand easily covered Cloud and his tough skin tightened powerfully around Clouds. Cloud let out a moan as the rough skin pushed up and down against him. Though he tried to resist, it wasn't long before Cloud felt himself climax, covering the man's hand. Then, he moved his fingers to Cloud's entrance and forced two of them inside. Clouds body jolted and squirmed as he moved his fingers deeper into Cloud. He tried to stifle his voice but could not stop himself from moaning loudly. The man licked the blood off of Cloud's chest and bit his neck and upper chest.

He let Cloud's hands loose and immediately Cloud pushed against the man's chest, once again trying to push him away. He grinned and unzipped his pants, revealing himself to be quite in proportion with the rest of his body. Cloud's frightened look made the man laughed as he pushed himself into Cloud. A sensation of pain filled Cloud's body, causing him to cry out, much to the man's pleasure. Cloud dug his fingernails into the man's shoulders, trying to make the man stop. With each thrust Cloud felt his skin scrape against the wall, he could feel thin lines of blood trickle down his back. He dug his nails deeper into the man's skin. The man laughed, removed himself, and threw Cloud to the floor. Cloud panted and tried to pull himself up, only to have the man force him to lie down, his face pressed against the floor. He held Cloud's head down as he lifted him up, making him rest on his knees, and once again forced himself inside. Cloud braced one hand against the floor and the other over his mouth, to stop himself from screaming. He felt the man grab his hair, and pull his head back, successfully drawing a loud moan from Cloud's mouth. He thrust himself harder into Cloud until Cloud felt like his entire body might be ripped apart. He shoved his entire self into Cloud and held Clouds slight body against him as he climaxed deep inside. He pulled out and Cloud collapsed to the floor, breathing heavily.

The man pulled Cloud's head up and forced himself into Cloud's mouth. Cloud choked but the man's large hand held his head in place. Desperate and in pain, Cloud bit down on the man as hard as he could, until he tasted blood. The man shoved Cloud into the wall and cursed at him. As he came towards Cloud, Cloud scrambled to his feet, grabbed the lamp on his night stand and broke it against the man's head. He fell to the ground, unconscious. Cloud pounced on him, punching the man in the face as hard as he could over and over. Blood spattered on his face as he continued to punch. Suddenly, his mind raced and he saw someone else on the receiving end of his wrath. His heart pounded in his ears and his vision went blurry. His body shook as he stood up and backed away from the unconscious man on the floor. He looked down at his bloody hands. He saw himself standing in alley, it was dark and raining. Cloud grabbed his head and cried out. He lost his sense of equilibrium and fell to the floor as his vision faded.